Re: Jealous...
Like Dannii said, not supposed to be in this group, but had to reply to you somehow!
While I have a large family now, I was facing the possibility of being childless. My first 4 pregnancies ended in miscarriage, and my body just wasn't coping with life in general.
It is ok for you to feel this way. I don't expect you to feel any other way, because I have what you want and it isn't fair. The world isn't fair, but if it were, would anyone be truly happy?
It will happen for you, especially if you relax about it and keep being positive. I'll send you our couch if you like, seems to be a bit on the magical side as far as babies go! lol
Hun, even if you were to be standing in front of me telling me how much you hated me for having what I have, I'd understand, and I would also know that you don't mean it, it is just your pain and frustration being taken out on the one who has what you don't.
No matter what, I will offer whatever support you need, even cop a vent letter if you need to because I know how painful life can be.
Thinking of you and keeping my fingers crossed that it will soon be your turn.
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