We have been trying to conceive since December. A relatively short period of time, but it has been soooo stressful. I have been pregnant 3 times in this time frame .. however, each has ended in miscarriage in or around 6 weeks.
I always thought I would be relaxed about conceiving, but with the first two pregnancies I became psycho baby obsessed woman. I knew each time I was pregnant within days of conception and it felt like forever until I could take the test to prove it. Now I am physically and mentally drained and am going to take a break from ttc for a while to give myself and our relationship time to recover. I do not want the focus of our relationship to be about having a child and despite us both wanting a child, it is kinda feeling that is what is happening. (if that makes sense?)
I am glad to have found this group, it is good to meet others who are ttc. |