Hi i'm a recently single mom of 5. I was a single mom once before 3 years ago. When i was pregnant with my third child my husband committed suicide. i was happy because he was abusive and i was trying for years to get away. 3 years ago i got remarried and had twins. a year later i was pregnant again but the baby died at 15 days old because he was premature. about a year or so ago my husband and i decided to get a divorce since he was never home and we were growing apart, we figured it best. i have full custody of my kids and the divorce will be final in a month. I'm afraid to be a single parent again but i do have a boyfriend. we have been dating for 11 months. we meet just after my husband and i got a divorce and we have been attached at the hip since. He has 2 kids of his own from a previous marriage. Recently we have been talking about getting married when the divorce is over, do you think it's too soon? and also my kids like him but don't want me married again, and they def. don't want 2 more siblings and heck who knows if we get married i may have more kids. i just don't know what to do.