Its no secret that I have been badly hurt and let down by the church and lots of people I used to go to church with and call my closest friends.
Easy Solution for me recently...........
I GAVE UP ON CHURCH!!!!!
Now before you panic and pray for me,
Instead of looking to the church for support, I decided that ok the church isn't there for me but I know someone who is, so instead of going to the church every week and getting nothing out of it except uneasy looks or conversations, I have a one to one relationship with God and I have put my Faith in Him
Its been great for me, I really am seeing miracles.
The boys counsellor told me that I would get a small house/flat only 2 bedrooms so the boys would have to share, no garden and the possibility of having to get rid of lots of our things as we would have no room for it all.
I took this to God in prayer, I told him to find a home that we could love no matter how small, a home we could find peace, a home we could feel safe......and to make me thankful for whatever I received.
My HOME has 3 bedrooms, a garden and all the things I needed to have with me, fit perfectly. Yes it is half the size of my old house, but rather like a TARDIS, everything we need fits perfectly.

The boys who were getting very angry with God because of the way some of his people have treated their Mum are now beginning to see that if we rely on people, we will be let down, but if we rely on God, there is a whole new world for everyone.