I was reading a article on ocd the other day and i think thats what i have. For instance Vomit cant stand it i shake sweat etc. If the kids have it you should see what i do i spray everything i wash my hands like a milllion times, i even scrub light switches, wash everything make them sit outside while they spew,i dont want them near me i make them go away or i run away..If soeone mentions they feel sick or knows of someone that has had gastro and they have been around there i get this horrible feeling in my stomach, it cramps up and i start to sweat and shake....
I make my kids wash there hands constantly i have that Aquium gel everywhere and it gets pumped by me like 20+ times a day which is alot. I have a fear i think of catching a vomiting virus.....
My poor kids are over me pumping the pump they say....i go off at them in town touching railings etc..Like my son was getting a drink yesterday and he was playing with his straw on the counter and i lost it telling him its horrible you will catch germs etc..
I think i really need help because i am so bloody over it? and for the people who think what i do when my children are sick i ring there father i dont touch them or comfort them mean i no but its to hard..Colds etc are fine just vomiting virus,I am scared of my own spew i will avoid as much as i can.
When i was in hospital recently i asked them to be put in a room by myself because i was scared that someone would vomit next me if they were in the same room. I got a room by myself thangod.
Anyway thanks for reading any help would be fantastic........
Cheers Tassie xx | 
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