I dont know what to say here.. I have jsut been diagnosed with depression and the doctor has put me on Lexapro.. I have suffered from depression in the past late teens early 20's but this time it all seems so much harder I feel like jsut disspaering but I have my kids to think of ... In the past i was a self harmer as well when i suffered depression and it is so tempting to start again as when your feeling physical pain the mental goes... for a short while anyway.., I am having such a hard time of it today.. I feel there is noone that cares my parents would jsut tell me the same as in the past i am being stupid irrisponsible and ridiculous... maybe i am .. maybe all i am ment to do is screw up everyones lives and screw up everything i have anything to do with i dont know ... right now i know nothing anymore... feel like i should jsut go hide n never come out