I was not aware this group existed!
Anyway, I guess I am here after suffering a number of miscarriages. My first miscarriage was in 2004 (around 8 weeks) and not a day goes past that I don't think about it.... I a blessed with a wonderful 22 month old son and we just started trying for another child in December. I got pregnant straight away and was so excited.. but I miscarried at 5-6 weeks. I left it a couple of cycles and got pregnant again... and miscarried at almost 6 weeks. We wanted to wait for a couple of months before trying again, but I just found out I was pregnant last week... and I have miscarried again today at 6 weeks 2 days.. So 3 pregnancies and 3 miscarriages in less than 6 months!
I know the pregnancies have been fairly close together (too close!), and I guess if there is any consolation whatsoever I am thankful that if it was going to result in miscarriage it happened really early... Despite this, it has been a rollercoaster of emotions and I am confused, numb and my head hurts trying to come to terms with it all. I am also trying to get hubby to talk about it, I know he is hurting too but he keeps it all to himself! |