aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! sorry needed to scream am having one of those bad days when everyone is tired and emotional or both. and then i feel like crap cause im the one thats done all the yelling so needed to let off some steam. come on out baby.

yeh! sasha my little baby is walking. she is only 13months and 4 me this is a first as all my other 3 didnt walk till 14months. 1 month difference i know but hey is still exciting to me.

Sabrina has tonsilitis. this i discovered today as her glands are swollen and when i looked in her mouth aaaarrrrrrhhhhhh disaster zone. poor little thing. i was 20 when i got mine out and that was bad enough. dean was also 20 so we both know the agony that this brings to an adult let alone a 4yr old. but she is strong and tough and i know she will manage.

today was my neices christening/dedication. what a lovely ceremony.  i havent seen her since she came out of hospital. would have to be a couple of months now.

so it was a busy day as Sabrina had hockey this morning and then the christening. by this afternoon all the kids were so tired they all just passed out when we got home a little after 6pm. yippee for me as hubby is at work.

the only problem(slight i hope) is that Sabrina has a mild temp. so hopefully she is not to bad. poor thing.

so anyways thats my day. the weather was good and all. hope whoever reads this has a good weekend too.

once again my 15 year old stepdaughter is down in my town again!  she looks disgusting, she has 3 lip studs, acne, horrible bleach blonde ahir all cut short, she doesnt shower, ( so therefore she stinks) and she trys to cover this stench with deodrant. her mother is a total f***wit. she put it in this childs head that she could go do some literacy test so that she wouldnt have to go to school. the child hasnt been to school since she left us at the age of 13. sd got herself a job at macdonalds and then decided she would transfer down here to do a course that you have to be 17 to even enter into. once again the mother told her she could do this. when we found out after trying to arrange accom for her that she had to be 17 and there was no way around this, like the mother tried to tell us we were furious. the mother told us that she emailed the woman in charge of the course and that sd would be exempt from the age thing.

so sd still came down for her interview for a transfer and they told her there was no guarentee, but she quit her job in her home town anyway. then out of nowhere she rings this morning as we are about to go to hockey ( because we actually have a life that doesnt revolve around her like she thinks) and asks her dad if he could pick her up from some guys house and take her to the bus depot. so dad missed the hockey game bc he had to try and find her and she only gave an hour b4 she had to get on the bus. some people (both the mother and sd) just dont think about anybody but themselves.

the younger sister has been staying with her oldest sister for 2 weeks and this poor girl has a new born baby to deal and now is also having to look after her sister. once again the mother is a fwit. she doesnt deserve to have children let alone have 5 let alone she should never have given birth in the first place bc she doesnt care about any of these kids just lets them do what they want when they want and then blame the dad for all their faults.

thanks for listening needed to vent some steam.

had a hospital visit today.  woke up last night with half of my face swollen and my left eye felt like it was going to pop out.  took some panadol but still woke up this morning with it the same.

so off to the hosp go to ed and they put me straight in only to tell me a couple of hours later that i have a severe migraine. they injected me with maxollyn.  did u know that this can cure ur migraine. i didnt. i thought it was just for vomitting.

as the saying goes u learn something knew everyday. i did.

well the dog that i saw didnt live at that house so now i still have no dog and someone has my dog.

my little boy turned 3 yesterday. yeh! they grow up so fast. he had  a great time. he went to daycare and spent the day with his friends and i made him a lion cake that they all enjoyed.

i dont have long till the baby is due. my hubby says the 1st june. i just dont have any idea.

 

Sabrina played hockey again today.  Her team lost 3-0, oh well.  She still had fun and thats all i care about.

Nothing else is happening around here though.  Pretty damn boring if u ask me.

Although i had this magnificent dog who went missing a year ago, and i swear i saw him the other day and am trying to follow up on it.  If it is him i would be so happy.  I miss him terribly and have been praying that he would come back to me and out of the blue i think i saw him in someone's car.  So  i managed to get their address and have been trying to see if it is him, no luck yet but im going to keep trying and hoping.