Blake is definately growing into a BIG boy :)

He now has 4 teeth and definately showing a lot of character. He loves watching Wonder Pets and likes to look at my two dogs. He giggles when he sees them.

He has this new thing where he waves he arms around and around over and over making funny noises. it is hilarious to watch him do this. Also everytime he sees himself in the mirror he laughs :)

ooohhh.. a sign of relief! Blakes dad has decided to sign over all rights over to me (a decision that he decided himself with his parents) as he said that he needs to take care of himself first. I know what he did today was probably the hardest thing that he has had to do in his life. I did say to him that he can see Blake whenever he feels he is ready (supervised). I commend what he did as I know it was difficult for him. At least he knows for now that Blake is in great care, Blake is totally spoilt- which i will have to pay for that later! lol But a least I can breath easy and not feel anxious about the harassment phone calls and the abuse that he did to me, which is the last thing i wanted Blake to witness when he gets older. thank goodness thats its all over (hopefully) 

I hope in the future it all works out well.

 PHOTO ONE: BLAKE WEARING HIS COWBOY JERSEY XXXX

Dont want to say too much... but looks like I'm going to court for my little man. :(  in which a few of you said i mostly likely/or should do... Anyone who can give me guidance to deal with it, please please tell me! I need to regain my life and my soul back, as dealing with the stress of it all has taken it away. I am scare and petrified going to court. I dont want to think about it at all, but i know i have to to keep my son safe. 

On a better note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER :) 

Also I like to share a small addiction that I have: I like watching "Carry On" movies. I know! I blame my dad for his sick sense of humor! as these segments are older than me...so I can blame him. hahaha. 

ANYONE WHO IS ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT I HAVENT CONTACTED IN A WHILE I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL :) FOR ANYONE WHO I HAVENT MET YET..."HI".