Well Ive chilled out on those baby feelings. Lately I have been just so angery. Like anyone and everyone makes me mad in some way. And it is more so my lil brother, mom and boyfriend. And now my thereapist is getting on my nerves. Like she says that I always find an excuse for everything, and it makes me mad because that isnt what Im tryin to do. I just over analyze crap, so I look at all aspects of a situation, which I dont see what is so bad about that. She is mad because Im not spontanious...well Im sorry Ive never been like that, and Im not going to do it to make her happy. And then my mom goes crying to her saying that I have no life and all I do is sit in my room and talk to my boyfriend. Well for one I would rather be by myself then hang out with people who I think are really immature, and then 2 I have a crap load of school work, so football games, school events are just at the bottom of my to do list. They think that because Im not the most outgoing, school spritied person that Im missing out in my "high school" experiance. I honestly dont care, and I wish they would just let me be, Im doing fine. I have friends, I do have a life, I just know what is more important.....homework vs. football game....homework. Then my boyfriend is just being.....ugh. He has an anger problem, and he is getting help, but it is just he is stubborn as hell.  And like he is a very jealous person, but he is getting better. And you know I see where some of it comes from, because we live 600 miles away from each other, and only see each other once every few months. But he has trust issuses due to his last relationship, and you know Im trying to get him to see Im NOT his ex, but it is hard. And we're starting to fight a lot....I just dont know what to do anymore. And my brother is just being a brother....but man is he annoying. I just dont know what to do. Ive never been so angry, Im lashing out at everyone, and I dont like it. But I dont know what to do.....