Ok, I was bored and started looking up the population of some bigger places..
These counts were done as of July 2007 (so almost 1 year ago and also estimated, so it could be more than this!!)

Canada         - 33,390,141
USA             - 301,139,947
Australia        - 20,434,176
UK                  - 60,776,238
Japan         - 127,433,494
China       -  1,321,851,888 (this is the SHOCKER, there is over 1 billion people living in china, isn't that CRAZY, fuck I think so.. I don't think I would EVER in my life want to live over there!!!! just way tooo many people if you ask me!)
South America - 371,000,000
Antarctica        - 1000

Now.. Isnt that crazy... all of those populations and to think of the entire world the population is over 6 billion people!!

Population of the entire world - 6,602,224,175
Holy macky!!
I honestly would never think there is this many people in the world but I actually believe it.. No wonder water is such a shortage in some places, no wonder why gas prices and everything else is going up.. This is why! And just to think, there will be MORE people over the next 100 or whatever years.. WOW!!

 

Ok, so I decided to make hot dogs and onion rings for supper.. Sounds good right? Well I thought so too.. UNTIL my onion rings burnt.. I read the directions VERY CLOSELY and well they burnt (had the right temperature, for the amount of time they were suppose to be in for, yada yada).. I am soo pissed off. I was really looking forward to eating some onion rings because I LOVE them sooo much.. They are very yummy, when cooked right lol..

Cadence still won't eat her hot dogs.. I don't know whats up with this kid but some days she don't wanna eat and its driving me insane.. I hope it changes soon because a month ago she would eat NO problem at all and now I am having trouble! GRRRRR....... I hope it's just a faze and it passes soon. I don't know how much longer I can put up with it for!

And we'll be going to the day home for an interview.
I am excited and I have to think about questions to ask her.
She did answer some of them over the phone so thats good for me :)
Now all I have to do is wait for Tuesday to come. We go to her place for 430pm. She wants to meet us (Cadence and I for now, until hubby gets home, whenever that is!) Then we'll see from there if she'll take her on. I hope so.. Honestly, it would be alot nicer for us both if she had a day home out in Crossfield where we are gonna be living!

My husband told me today that he'd be home Wednesday night or Thursday.. That's fine because then that means he works out at the shop on those days that he's in and then gets the weekend off!! So that means we'll be moving some stuff and I am looking forward to it actually. Since I'm going out there Tuesday, I am gonna bring my camera and go to our place to take some pictures. Hopefully we won't be out there late on Tuesday, since we both gotta go to bed early. I work in the am on Wednesday so going to bed late is a no-no I think LOL.. Because I just won't wanna end up working.. With 1 day a week, who honestly does? I sure as hell don't, haha! But at least the following week I get 3 shifts.. Oh WOW!! There's a start, I just hate how they get broken up and would rather them together..

I'm gonna make some hot dogs for supper tonight.. We're gonna go out in a bit to buy some hot dog buns and then Cadence can have her lunch and then her nap for the afternoon!
Have a good day all!

So I packed up a bit more today.. Just another box full with stuff that's in our bedroom!! So the top of the closet is cleaned off. Yahooo.. That's good, now really all that is left is clothes that we'll both be wearing for weeks to come up until the big move, and then other stuff as well (bed, dresser, waredrobe and computer desk..) I think if we pack up the computer (not the laptop) and the desk, along with the waredrobe we can put them in the house.. Since I got the garage door opener today and I can get into the house that way.. Phew!

Then for Caker's room, I think we should move the desk and all the small stuff now (well when he comes home next weekend) so that way we have little to do when we actually get the U-Haul trailer on the 28th..

I see a rainbow.. Oh those are pretty to see.. It's been raining off and on all afternoon but still sun shining :)
We're also having some thunder, man I hate it.. It's nice and romantic but you know when you're alone in it, how much fun can it actually be?? NONE!

Anyway back on topic.. Tomorrow I am running into work to get a quote to see how much it would cost to put up a fence.. Our new landlord got 2 quotes and since I work at Rona, I will be able to check with my price on how much stuff could be..  Plus it was our idea to get one put up anyways, because our next door neighbour has a dog and we don't want that dog to come into our yard (when she don't take care of it, we've been told that already) and shit everywhere, when I have my own dog to pick up for!
So anything to help him & her out, we will do.. Why not, they are nice people.. Very understanding and we like them :)
Though I probably won't be working for Rona much longer.. I don't wanna be driving 45 km there and back every day (well mostly everyday) for work.. It's alot of money in gas and I don't think it's really worth it to be honest, especially with the way gas prices are going right now!.. I would rather drive 10 km to Airdrie and back lol..

So today I never packed a single thing.. Well I might later but who knows.. I probably wont and just go straight to bed since it's after 9pm already! I worked today from 9-2pm.. And now I am off for 6 days and then back to work on Wednesday next week.. Oh wow!! Then I'm off again for 5 days and work, then off and then work 2 days.. it's fucked up if you ask me! I think they want me to quit but guess what.. I am sticking it out as long as I can before I find a job in Airdrie or Crossfield.. I gotta, it will be easier for us.. Even if it's only a couple days a week and it only pays for day care and my gas that's all that matters right now.. But even 1 day a week ain't cutting it only because I have 2 things that come out of my pay, day care and my bankruptcy (which will be paid off on June 13 and I don't have to pay them no more, yippeeee that's exciting news that means I am almost discharged from it.. oh yay!!) and that means I have more money every month (not much but $175 is something in the long run if you ask me! especially if I've been paying that same amount for the past 8 months now!)

So tomorrow I am gonna do more packing.. I don't wanna but you know what, the more I get done the less I gotta do before the time actually comes to move. Thats what I'm thinking anyhow. I called my landlord tonight to see if I could get the keys this weekend that way we can start moving some boxes in and it makes it easier for us before the 'big day'!!
He said we can so that's great news..
In some ways I wish my husband was here to help me out but he has to work to make money.. Which is ok with me. Since our rent is more money right now (with the new place) he's working as much as he can, especially to get 2 bills paid off so they are out of our hair and done with!! Oh boy I can't wait for that to happen.. It will be happy joy joy in our house that's for sure! LOL!

Cadence went on the potty 3 times yesterday and only once today.. She's doing good.. I am proud and she's becoming a big girl.. Even my husband called her a big girl and she agreed with him. It was real adorable hearing them on the phone together and him telling her how proud he is and how much of a big girl she's being because of going on the potty. :)

I think I'm gonna relax for a bit.. Before bed I think.. I wanna have a hot bath but I think that might wait until tomorrow.. That way I can just do it after all the packing!! OOOH and I have an ant problem.. Fuckin' stupid things.. I hate them.. I have no clue how to get rid of them, as an ant trap won't work. They are coming in some how and it's driving me batty!
Something that don't cost alot of money and maybe I have something here that could help kill them.. I cleaned up my front way today (where the door is and the closet) and holy cow man, that was alot of ants I seen.. Ewww.. I just hate any type of thing that crawls.. Ick..

I have figured it out.. I hate packing..
I decided today that I would pack up the clothes that I do not wear or my husband.. So I did just that.. Well I need to get another box because I have filled that one right to the tee! I even tackled Caker's room.. Whatever clothes she wasnt going to wear, I packed up. I left out like half a dozen shirts, and most of her pants and a couple jeans.. Oh can't forget to mention that I left out her new outfit that Oma brought back from Austria!! (well she got 3 of them, just 2 are packed away) and I left out some shorts and a sun dress.
There is no point in packing the clothes all at the last minute and if we're not wearing them whats the point in letting them sit there until then? There is NO POINT!!
I even threw out some clothes that I NEVER wear lol.. I need more room.. Though we have a walk in closet at the new place, I still need room!!

So I wonder what else I'm gonna do? Tackle the rest of our bedroom and pack his clothes up.. Since the ones he ends up wearing are the ones that he brings on the road with him.. I'll leave a few shirts out.. I did pack up all of his jeans though, haha.. But I'm sure he has some with him in his bag.. Or at least I hope!

I just hate packing.. I hate it with a passion.. I never want to do it again and I hope this is the last time I EVER have to do it.. EVER!

I am soo proud.. I tried to blog about this last night after it had happened but my internet explorer wasn't responding and kicked everything out so I had lost EVERYTHING.. Grrrrr..

Anyways.. My girl went pee on the potty.. She told me that she has to go pee and normally when she tells us this she has already gone and all I gotta do is change her diaper. Well not in this case, her diaper was dry (i had put it on 10 mins prior from changing a very stinky bum lol) and I asked her if she wanted to go on the potty and sure enough she said yes and she sat down and peed.. I am sooo happy.. I am a proud momma.. I truely am!
She finally went pee on the potty, I am so glad.. So hopefully today will be another sucessfull day!! :)

Wanna know something funny.. Since I changed my shift at work.. I would be working 645am to 315pm but I can't do it.. It's too hard on Cadence to get up that early and I am NOT changing her bedtime when she knows that it's 8pm anyways! (sometimes later, like last night when we only got home after 830pm!!) so they only gave me 2 shifts this week and guess what, I only got 1 shift next week.. My god, it's driving me nuts but whatever.
I found a day home in Crossfield (where we're moving to) and I am gonna give her a call today see what her rates are, food she gives them, do they go outside when it's nice out, how many kids are there and hopefully when she's outside there will be someone watching her! And if we can get her in there (if the price is right) we will transfer her to there and I will get a job in Airdrie or Crossfield, part time or full time but ONLY days!

That's all I can do, with hubby being away and such.

Here's my girl.. I took this picture last week when we had some nicer, warmer, hotter weather lol.. Ain't she just adorable.. My goodness.. Her curly hair and her big blue eyes! She's gonna be catching some boys I think!! LOL

Seriously, I did it all!!
I called EVERYONE today and gave them our new address, since we have a PO BOX address, hehe.. (I am still excited over that part, I have NEVER in my life had a PO BOX address!!)
Like I mean, everyone I could think of.. I called and did my address change! That way hopefully I will not have to do a temporary one through the post office (but probably will just incase to be on the safe side!)

We had to show that we're living in that place, so we had to show them the lease that we got yesterday. I think thats a good idea, just so no-one can go and open up a PO BOX address!

Oh boy.. What a day.. Cadence is NOW cranky, driving me nuts.. Throwing her toys, pretending she can't get up onto the sofa so that someone can help her..
God dammit, it's crazy. I just wonder how things are going to go when we move. Is she going to think different because of the move or what. We know which room is going to be hers (as soon as you're up the stairs its the first right which the bedroom is right there) so we'll probably set her room up first, then everywhere else last. We're in the back with the other bedroom beside ours (the smaller one)

We got back from our new landlords about 30 mins ago.. We went over and signed a new lease.
We have to get Epcor and Direct Engery.. Soo strange because we only use Enmax in Calgary so it must be different in small towns! Compared to Calgary, this is a REAL small town.. Crossfield population is about 3000, where Calgary is 1.2 million.. WOW eh?

We even have to get a PO BOX #.. Because our place dont have a mailbox and with being a small town again we need to get a post office box number.. Crazy!! I cant believe the differences, really I can't!
Oh it's going to be nice living out there.. They are going to put saud (grass) in the backyard since it's all mud and dirt right now.. With being a brand new house, you need to lay down your own saud! Insane!
Oh, they also don't have garbage pick up, so we have to go to the Waste Transfer Site, which isn't too bad.. Bring out own garbage to the site!

I already ordered cable for June 28th.. They will be there between 3-5pm and tomorrow I get to call Telus and get my phone and internet transfered over for that date as well.. I would get their TV services but I can't because they don't offer it out there yet.. (small town, blah blah blah lol)

We even get to start moving stuff in as we go.. But we won't fully be moved in until June 27th.. Oh man.. Soooo excited :D

We got the place. The guy called less than 10 mins ago and he said we got it.. I am so happy.. OVERLY excited!!!!!!!!

Today at 230pm we will be signing a lease, giving part of the damage deposit (then in 2 weeks give the rest and then 2 weeks after that we give first months rent) and giving some post dated cheques.. I am soo happy we're moving.. It's going to be great.. Finally to get out of the city.. OH god.. I can't wait to get pictures.. I will be adding them onto facebook for sure!!! :)

I will write more later, once we get back from talking with our new landlord.. Thanks everyone for all of your positive vibes :) LOVE YOU

Yesterday, My hubby and I went to look at a place out in Crossfield.. It's real nice.. Brand new, new appliances (island kitchen with ALL black oh ya, its nice!), oh and a pantry too (i never had one before!!!), vaulted front entry, 2.5 bath, 3 bedrooms (real big and roomy) and an unfinished basement with rough-in plumbing for the future.. Ohhh and can't forget to mention a double car garage.. It has a deck off the back and it has a nice sized back yard (though it still needs some grass on it, just mud right now)
The guy who showed us it, is older.. Him and his wife own it and they live in the city (Calgary) and he said we've got a 90% chance of getting it and I'm sure we do as well.. We will have an answer by Sunday and then we'll give him the damage deposit.. It's a little more money, but you know what its well worth the price per month.. $1500 plus heat(natural gas) and electricity..

It's about 40km north of Calgary... I will be so happy when I can move out there.. I'm sooo excited.. Oh yes I am :)
It's just a lovely place and I really love it.. I fell in love with it the moment I walked in.

Ok, now I am defiantly sick and tired of having this ear infection..
It's killing me.. It's getting harder and harder to hear.. Like I can still hear, it's just ahh.. Alot of pain and pressure..
The nasonex will hopefully be working soon.. This is killing me!
Once my hubby gets home (who knows when that will be) I told him if my ears are still feeling like this, he's taking me to the hospital. I would go now, but I have no one to look after Cadence.
Plus the wait times in Calgary hospitals are insane... Only people who are dying, got gun shots or are bleeding implussively get seen first.
It took me 12 hrs one time (this was back in 2003) just to see someone in the emergency department, that's crazy if you ask me! And it's only been getting worse, so I can just imagine the wait time now.

I know I have alot of mucas left in me because EVERY TIME I sneeze alot comes out, either on me or the tissue.. I try and blow my nose but nothing comes out.. I am getting FUSTERATED and it's going to get worse!

I hate being sick.. I don't wanna be no more.. :(

I hope I end up getting better soon.. I have a very plugged ear.. My husband was worried when I never picked up the phone today for 4 hours!!!! Since having this (Thursday) if I sleep on the good ear things are a little hard at hearing.. So I guess he called, I never heard unless the phone is upstairs with me in the bedroom.. He's like what the hell is going on.. He thought something was wrong because the last message I left him was about 10am and I was at the walk in clinic again.. To find out what I can do to get my ear from being unplugged since I am really getting annoyed.. It's finally started to get to me.
I am on antibotics, and have been for 3 days now.. I guess they have kicked in, but with my sinus's it's still making them feel this way so I have to use Nasonex.. Then I will have to end up getting a prescription for it and use it all the time. Damn man.. This is driving me INSANE!! I wanna breathe again and HEAR soon..

We've had HOT weather today.. 33 degrees celcius.. God it's fricking hot. I cant stand it no more. I want like 15 C weather and not this.. For Cadence it's too hot.. I gave her a bath this evening and she loved it.. With her sweating and everything the past 3 days, she loves to have a bath to cool her off in the night time! I don't blame her.. She still hates having her hair get washed though.. Soon in time she'll like it!
And growing up WAY too quick.. When she goes to day care, she hugs the girls ... Especially her friend that she hasn't seen in a while because she was sick.. And then she hugged her other friend.. She's a real cutie and they both call out to each other. Cadence even says "Matthew" now, it's CUTE!

Well, my hubby is still away.. Ending today (pay cut off) he got 191 hours in 2 WEEKS! I think that is ALOT of working if you ask me! He's been away for 30 something days.. It's too many... I miss him like crazy and just imagine how Cadence feels. She hasn't seen him in like FOREVER! She wants her daddy more than I do.. I think! Or I'm pretty sure!

I'm really looking forward to this next week because it's suppose to rain the entire week.. YAY....... Cool us off.. I can't wait.. I will stand out there naked to cool myself off, hahahaha.. Well not that extreme but I will stand out in it!! (With clothes of course!)

I can honestly say that I am utterly fed up.. I have another ear infection.. This time its WORSE than the one I had a week and a bit ago.. I just wish things were looking up for me.. It's soo plugged, it hurts.. I have no idea what else I can do.. I am going to the walk in clinic today.. Because I know my family doctor will not do anything about it and I hate that..

There is obviously something else wrong because I just keep getting sick and I can't take it anymore.

All I want to do is sleep, I am so tired but I can't.. My ear hurts, so that makes me not sleep.. I am in too much pain that I'm crying.. I want my husband to be home but he won't be home until next weekend. I even want my mommy too.. Im in tears because I haven't been in this much pain over an ear infection since I was a kid..

I am sick and tired of being SICK!!
I have another sinus cold and this time around it's taken the good out of me. All last night I was burning up with a fever of 102.2.. HOLY CRAP...
So last night before bed I was saying to myself, I am going to work no matter what.. Well that changed when I was up since 1230am with a high fever and nothing would get it down. 6am rolled around and I called work.. There is no way I was going into work with a fever that high, like are shitting me??

I went to the doctor, called them at 830 and got an appointment for 940.. Phew.. That was quick and was very happy about that. My fever had finally settled at 8am so that was kinda good.. But man, I was covered with 2 blankets (like any other normal night) and I was still FREEZING.. I was shivering like crazy but yet my temperature was soo high!

After the doctors, I went to Wal-Mart and bought some Advil Cold & Sinus.. I think they were much needed at this point. I even had a migraine all night along with the fever.. But with sinus's acting up, you get a migraine.. Oh just lovely!

I even got a doctors note for work and this is honestly the LAST TIME.. They will get one if they pay for it from now on.. This is just crazy and well not worth it. Who has $20 every time you call in sick?? I sure as hell don't.. Because sometimes, I am off work due to Cadence being sick and there is no reason for her to go to a doctor unless it's much needed (like last week but that was a hospital that was involved and not the doctor!)

Cadence and I had a nap earlier and it was the best sleep I had all night lol.. I hope I get more sleep again tonight.. I think I need it.. I am also suppose to have alot of vitamin C, it's suppose to help some how.. How, I don't know but that's what the doctor said!

I just wanted to wish every mom out there a happy mothers day!! (Fathers, you get it next month in June!!)

I hope you have a wonderful day

xoxoxo

So my car is fixed but now I have to go and pick it up.. They quoted me $813 plus taxes.. Which it needed a lower rad hose, thermostat (which I have one in the car, just needed to be put on), needed a flush and a drive belt.. Most of that stuff is cheap it's the labor that costed soo freaking much..
Well my husband called them, told them to do the lower rad hose and to put in the thermostat.. That quote is now at $447 plus taxes.. OUCH.. That's a lot of money. But it has to get done.
In a couple of weeks I am gonna tell my husband that I want to get the flush done and then the drive belt put on... I know the car is a POS but if it makes things more better and won't break down again then I will be alright!

So once Cadence is up from her nap, I'm gonna call a cab to come pick us up and bring us to Canadian Tire to get my car.. Take Cadence out to lunch and then go pay some bills.. It will be soo nice to have a car again LOL.. YAHOO!!

I have had nothing but a bad week all together.

I've been off work since Wednesday.. I started bleeding heavy and I mean real heavy and I just kept soaking my tampon and pad at the same time, so every 30-45min I was changing it. So I went to the hospital then for myself only to find out that its normal.. (It has NOTHING to do with pregnancy, well because you have to have sex in order to get pregnant and I haven't had sex in well 2 months I think.. Maybe more lol) It's just something that happens in life to some people.
I found a website about it after I had gotten home from the hospital... So that lifted up my spirits a bit to find out that there is nothing wrong, but I will have to go back on Birth Control to help with it.. (whatever birth control has in it, it controls heavy bleeding) but then again this is the first time EVER that this has happened to me.. So maybe it was something that went wrong and hopefully won't happen again!

Then yesterday I still wasn't feeling myself, so I didn't go in.. Kept Cadence home those days as well.. Well about 1030am she ate some dog food.. (Oh not the mention the night before, she fell down the stairs about 5 steps, hit her head on the wood beside the stairs and got a goose egg, how nice eh??) then around 1230pm she starting throwing up.. Then at 1pm, she got sick again... I called the Health Link number and they suggested that I go into Emergency right away and see someone.. Well I got to the hospital at 2, Cadence had just finished getting sick again in the car.. We waited til 445pm before we got into a room and she had gotten sick in the emergency.. They never checked her out.. Said she will be fine and just to watch out for her.. If she was to get sick again to bring her back in..
Whatever.. That's fine.. BUT I have NO CAR NOW...

When I got to the hospital and parked.. I noticed that the car was over heating.. Yup.. Then all of a sudden I could smell coolant and I went and paid for parking $9 later... I saw the coolant was pissing out EVERYWHERE.. Yup that's right.. EVERYWHERE.. That shit smells gross and I can't stand it..

So I had to call a tow truck and that was going to take about 45 mins to show up.. So about 7pm it comes, mean while my husband is 4 hours away.. He was trying to help out and we were just yelling back and fourth at each other. It wasn't a good start or good end for both of us. He got his mom to come pick up Cadence and I because without having a car seat in the Tow Truck they won't allow kids ride with me.. So I wasn't going to leave her at the hospital until I got my car towed, across the city pretty much!

So whatever.. Cadence was a good little girl for her Oma and I.. Which is good.. I'm happy and proud of her!

So you tell me.. I KNOW I've had a bad week.. and I hope it gets better because if it starts to get worse I am gonna flip on someone's ass I tell ya.. Nothing can go right for me.. NOTHING..

Well one thing did.. The night she fell and hurt herself (Wednesday) she peed a little in her potty.. YAY for Cadence.. I am excited and so she was too!

Cadence and I had a wonderful weekend.. Well I think we did anyways.. She did have a few hissy fits with me which usually seems to happen once daddy is gone and then she's perfect if he's around... Well that's not going to be for another few more weeks, so I guess I will have to get used to these hissy fits!!

On Friday I wrote a blog about the stupid place where I am living and said that I had called both people well like I knew, I NEVER got a phone call.. Whatever.. It doesn't matter because we are out.. July 1st (if we can find a place) or we will do month-to-month until November 1st and then we're gonna see if we can "Rent to Own" a duplex that is practically right across the alley from his mothers place! But the thing is, for a duplex that is 904sq ft (not including the basement which is probably undeveloped and not as big as upstairs) is $315,000.00 CAN... OUCH.. That's fucking nuts!!
It's a lovely place.. We always drive by it and it's been renovated but they will let us know how much we gotta put down.. 10%-20% (I dunno if that's ideal or what-not) Then we'll figure how much we will pay per month until it's paid off.. Fuck that's alot of money.. I can't believe that a DUPLEX will go for that much! WOW, YIKEES!

I still think that's alot of money.. If it is 10% they want down, that is $31,500.. Wow.. I dunno if we can actually afford that and then whatever per month.. Because it'd have to be like $2000 or more a month I think.. Goodness sakes.. Talk to my hubby about that I guess.. That's just crazy..

Here we go again.. Her hissy fits.. I tell her to come into the living room because she doesn't need to be in the dining room and kitchen by herself and she got mad and started to pout and then she started to bang on the wall and I give her shit and she starts to cry..
I wish my husband would call and talk to her.. I know thats what she wants.. BUT where he's at right now there is not alot of service so it cuts out here and there and by the time he gets back to the hotel (which will end up being after 9pm) we'll both be in bed.. God dammit man... This is getting to me..
I hope he is somewhere close next weekend because we're gonna be driving up there to see him.. SHE needs and wants him and it's killing her... One day he'll call.. One day...

It's just almost bed time.. Well not quite but it's coming up.. Just about 745ish I will bring her to bed.. She needs sleep because we need to get up at 430am this week.. Then it will get earlier when I start the 645am shift.. God man.. I am NOT looking forward to this shift at all! Maybe something can change but I hardly doubt it!! :-(
I think I would rather do the 8-3 (which is what I'm doing all week) or 9-4 that way I can sleep in an hour later lol.. Ahh, whatever.. It will all turn out good and then I should get used to that shift.. It will be nice for the summer that's for sure.. Getting off at 315pm.. Why not!!

Well, my title says it all..

Ok here goes.. I've been living in my place for 3 years and for the past year and a half I have been wanting to get into a 3 bedroom where I'm living. Now, every month I call in, I always get "no, there isn't any available.. we will let you know when there is" ok.. whatever.. but after a year I am starting to wonder.. I know it's bullshit because I had my friend call there this afternoon and ask.. (they shall remain nameless nor will I say he or she) if they had any available (because they DO want to move in here as well) well they got an answer, "yes, there are some 3 bedrooms available" WTF??????? I am soo upset.. I called the office to where I'm living and left a message on the answering machine, then I called the head leasing person for Calgary and left a message with her..

I want to find out WHY I am getting the run around and WHY AM I NEVER ALLOWED TO GET INTO A 3 BEDROOM when there is CLEARLY some available to rent out..
I know I make enough to rent a 3 bedroom (not that, that is a problem) they are BIGGER which is what I need and it's all one level.. I just need the space because well.. I just need the room, enough said on that part.

If they don't want to let me rent a 3 bedroom, THEN they better tell me why.. Because if I don't get into one before my lease is up (July 31, 2008) then I will be finding somewhere else to live.. I don't want to, I love living here and love the community I am in but I don't like people who lie and tell me things that aren't true when I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE!!!!!

Maybe it is time to leave.. I am not going to put up with stupid people who are igrnorant and rude and will not tell me why and just keep telling me no, none available when there is because I have proof!!

I JUST WANT TO TELL SOMEONE OFF BECAUSE I AM UPSET AND I THINK I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE.