Caker has been nothing but a pain in my left ass cheek.. I swear.. She's testing me and I can't take it no more..
She threw a temper tantrum at the ladys place where we went and picked up the kitten. (Oh my gosh, he's sooo adorable!!) She wouldn't stop, so I brang her outside and put her in the car seat..
I spanked her butt, with all of that diaper there she never even felt it and just kept screaming louder and louder at the top of her lungs. Lately her cry and scream has changed alot.. I think it's because she's getting older but I'm not to sure exactly!

She's actually testing us right now.. Throwing her toys all on the floor, moving stuff out of the way and then kicking it on the floor as well.. Won't listen to her father or me and its pissing us off.. What more can we do? We do time out, we put her in her room, leave her cry or scream it out and once she's done (IF she's done after 10 or whatever-so minutes) we go back up, talk to her and then ask her if she's going to be good and if she is, she will come back downstairs and if she isn't going to be good then she will end up staying in her room for another 10 or so minutes..

I'm sorry.. But if my child is acting up, I will smack her ass, if she bites me I will tap her mouth.. I will not put up with her hitting me and my child has to get disipline somewhere and with me just sitting here trying to tune her out ain't gonig to work because it will make her go louder and louder and honestly I don't have the patience for her to be doing that. I don't think our neighbours need to be hearing it as well.. Considering I live in such a small ass town lol!!

I'm hoping she gets out of this stage and FAST.. I don't know how much longer I can deal with her telling me off (by saying NO when I tell her to do something or if her father tells her to do something)
We are GOOD parents... But I guess since we probably acted like this towards our parents when we were younger it's coming back and hitting us 10x more.. I swear it is.. I have NO idea how my parents (mom) dealt with me being like this.. Or his mother for that matter... My goodness..

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

I'm dead serious... Last night there was a brutal muder on a Greyhound Bus in Manitoba some where.. Thats just wow.. I still can't believe that someone would go to such measures to kill someone and then to BE HEAD them.. That's just sickening if you ask me!!

Here is an article on it..
http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20080731/Manitoba_bus_080731/20080731?hub=Canada&s_name=

Then here is another one

http://www.canada.com/ottawacitizen/news/story.html?id=7886faf4-e8e9-4217-ac1d-66563d16ec9f

Now.. I don't think I will be going on a bus for a VERY.. I mean VERY VERY long time.. Crazy shit man..
And to act all calm as if he did nothing wrong is just amazing... Makes you wonder.. That's all I can say..

But he does deserve to die.. Get exactly done what happened to the guy he killed..

I am getting a kitty tomorrow... Oh I will have to post some pictures of him. He's adorable. He kinda reminds me of my old kitty Harley!! I gotta travel about 30 mins north of where I live now in order to get him.
Caker is going to be so happy and I'm looking forward to it!! :)

I'm not sure what else I can say.. So far so good with the Jimmy... It needs an alternator and a battery soon though.. Oh and some wipers for the front windshield.. Other than that it drives fine.. The check engine light came on today for it though.. I swear sometimes it seems like NOTHING can go right for me!! LOL.. Oh well, maybe another time?? I'd like it to happen..

I shall get my butt in gear and go to bed.. I am REALLY tired and I think it's time to sleep.. My eyes are killing me.. They are VERY dry and it looks like they are blood shot.. So it's a must that I sleep and get a good nights rest at that..

Night night everyone :)

The title says it all.. Honestly it does.. TRUST me on this one..

Well I was going into Calgary last night to pick up my friend and bring her out to Olds which is about 30 min north of where I live in Crossfield so that we can get a kitten each.. Well............ I was on the Deerfoot and thankfully I had to get off so I could drop her friend off at her moms place.. Well the car broke down.. Something wrong with the engine.. MY LORD... I was NOT at all impressed.. I swear this car HATES ME.. Just only a couple of months ago my car broke down becase the lower rad hose went and was pouring coolent EVERYWHERE.. Now its something with the engine..

Anyways.. The car is getting towed back now as we speak.. Or as I write this I should be saying.. His mom, god bless her soul gave us some money to get a new vechile.. So anyways, I got a new one.. 1995 GMC Jimmy.. It's nice.. different I'm sure it will be driving as I have not driven an SUV before.. This afternoon I was driving a 3/4 ton truck that was diesel, boy that was different.. It was the hubby's company truck so he could drive the Jimmy back to the house which he is almost home with it, I got back about an hour and a bit ago.

I was stranded in Calgary for over 4 hours.. 4 FUCKING HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had to call work they were NOT at all impressed but what was I to do? Honestly though.. Do you want me to hitchhike to work? What was I to do with Caker?? NOTHING..... I had no way into the city and then we had to go out of the city (east) to get the new one so whatever.. Who knows if I'll get fired or not and I better NOT because I will not be impressed at ALL.. I can NOT predict what is going to happen to my car. I thought everything was fine because everything sure seemed fine until I knew it was driving different.

All I say is that I am HAPPY that it broke down last night.. WHY you ask.. because, hubby would of left for work today until the weekend.. I either would of broken down before work or after and be stranded on the highway where last night I was at least off of it.. Not by much though... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Can I pull my hair out now?? Would that be a good idea? I sure as hell think so. I DO NOT WANT nothing else to go wrong.. I am sick of things going wrong in my life..

Of course it is.. It is a LONGG day.. Well now its dragging on!!
This morning Caker and I woke up, I gave her yogurt and some cheese.. Then got her dressed and me as well, took the dog out and then left to go meet a friend. It was her first time meeting Caker today in the 30 months that she's been born lol!! Everyone just FALLS in love with her. I have no idea what it is but I sure would love to find out :)
Caker had only a cat nap this afternoon on the drive back home, go figure she wouldn't want to nap once we got home all she wanted to do was jump and play around oh and pester the dog as well.. Can't forget to mention the cat.. She picked him up by the neck, poor kitty thankfully he's ok.. Trust me, he is!!

It's almost Monday too.. I go back to work.. I am actually excited and happy about going back.. I have been off for 2.5 weeks and it'll be soo nice to work again! I've got 4 shifts this week.. WOW that's like amazing, haha.. The only day off I got is Thursday and well of course the weekend. Then the following week I only got 3 shifts.. Meh, whatever.. But the only thing I hate about that is I work a day, got a day off, work a day, got a day off, work a day and then got the weekend off.. Ahh that's soo annoying.. Maybe they can give me an extra shift.. I think I might ask.

Tomorrow I am going to go to the local lumber store here and see if they'd bring me on.. That way it's right in town here and then I just need to find a day home for Caker here instead of driving all of the way into the city. They are looking for part time help so if its the hours that I need I could do it!! Even the resturant here is looking for a waitress, I could do it but I am SOOOO horrible at math.. I am a fun person to be around, especially when others make you laugh!! So I could go to the resturant and see if they could give me the hours I need.. I hope so! It sure would work out great for me.. Here's to hoping.. Hubb gets home later tonight, so if he ain't gonna be at work too late tomorrow he can look after Caker while I go into these places.. He can drive me around and I can sit and do nothing for once, hahaha like that will EVER happen!

Oh.. Our DVD player is going on us.. How I figured it out was last weekend I put a DVD in for Caker to watch.. The Wiggles to be exact and I noticed that the color was 'green' I mean every thing was a 'light green' color. Black was fine but everything else.. I thought it was just the DVD until tonight when I went to put in National Treasure 2 Book of Secrets and it happened to this movie as well.. AHHHHHH, things like this piss me off.. I like stuff to be perfect and if it isn't I dont like it or don't want to watch it. But of course I am watching it because there is NOTHING on TV whats so ever.
So now I have to buy a new DVD player and the shitty thing is, it's our surround system too.. RCA is a POS... Mind you, I've had this for 5 years now so I guess its bound to die sometime lol!

So the title says it all..
Yesterday I had this feeling that I needed to check something on history, so I did just that.. Found out that my husband has a different email account that I knew nothing about and keeping it from me and I know there's stuff in that account because he is on a website called "matchmaker.com" and his 'new email' address is the email he set it up with..
How lovely.. He denies every bit of it.. I know he's lying to me. He will NOT come clean and I'm walking..

I couldn't eat much yesterday, I couldn't barely sleep at all (with little sleep that I did get) and I can't even stand to be near him right now.. I hate this feeling and my feelings are usually true..

I need HELP!!

A picture for everyone!! You see.. I'm smiling :)
I look tanned but really.. I'm NOT, lol..
My beautiful baby girl (well not so baby no more.. more a grown up lol)

I finally.. FINALLY got my damage deposit back from the old place.. It was about time. It had to mailed from Toronto, what a stupid place to come from.. Oh well, its over now and it's already been cashed and put into my acccount!!

I bought an XBOX 360 Pro tonight.. It was on sale for $299.99 at Future Shop and it came with 2 games.. Mind you the one game was out of stock so I have to wait and get it.. I hope I'm gonna like playing this game system. I have NOT played a game system in such a long ass time!
Hubby told me to buy it, as it is for my wedding anniversary gift.. Oh yay! So that means he is NOT allowed to play it.. I guess I can be nice.. and let him once in a while.. Whenever he's home to play it that is! I even bought the extra 2 year extended warrenty.. I'm glad it comes with a wireless controller :)

Caker is doing well.. Very well.. She's growing up way too fast.. I mean.. We had to buy new clothes for her this past weekend.. She doesn't fit into size 2 no more and size 3 is too big but at least it still fits her! There are pictures on facebook (if you've seen them) and just amazing how grown up she looks now. She 'wows' me everyday.. She's even been going on the potty more and more for me. If her daddy is home she won't.. Won't even let me touch her, because all she wants is him.. GRRRR!!

Im going now.. It's already past 11pm and Caker wakes up early!!!

And we're taking our daughter to the Calgary Stampede.. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO exicted.. This will be her first year going down.. Last year she was just way too young and I didn't want her to go through that. I find it's still too young for her to go down but Dora, Diego, Superdogs and Toopy & Binoo!! So we're letting her see them and maybe a few kiddie rides! Of course either my husband or I will go on with her. It wll be soo much fun.. I can't wait!
I will be taking pictures too! I want to see the look on her face, she's going to be soo happy!

So tomorrow morning will be like this.. Wake up at a decent time probably about 630-7ish.. give her a bath, have breakfast, get ready and start our day.. Which will probably be around the 8-830ish mark.. I'm hoping! If not, I will wake up a little earlier and get everything ready and then we'd be forsure out of the house on time!

You would NOT believe how much rain, thunder, lightening and hail we've been having the past day.. It comes and goes, then comes back again. The thunder at one point last night (1030pm) was soo bad that it shook the entire house, I swear, it rumbled! Then hail came down fast, bonking off everything, it was a complete mess! Then I went to bed about 1am (I was watching "My Best Friends Wedding") and I was awaken by thunder twice that shook the place again.. I am quite surprised that Caker never woke up.. I'm serious... It was that bad.. It scared the living shit out of me, dog barked and the cats jumped off the bed.. Haha! The lightening was lighting up the sky soo much that I had to shut my blinds so I could get back to sleep..
Then this morning it was really cold, about 10c.. with rain a bit of thunder and I"m not too sure about the lightening! I hope it goes away.. Seems like its been nothing but bad weather since we've moved into this place, haha! With Tornados, now heavy rain with hail.. It's just nuts if you ask me!!

Well.. I was wondering what the fuss was about when our power turned off and my neighbours and the ones across the street were outside taking pictures south of us.. Well.. THERE was a FREAKING TORNADO.. I got the tail end of it with my blackberry.. I couldn't believe.. When I went onto the weathernetwork they said it touched ground and it was 5km north of Airdrie which is pretty much close to Crossfield (WHERE I LIVE!)

I took it from my bedroom window, which is why you can see the screen lol.. But wow.. You can see where it touched down and where its going back up.. Man.. I WOULD never to believe that I would EVER see a tornado in my life.. I have ever only seen them on movies and what not but not in real life!

Yup it's true.. I think only because I had to work it. Like I knew it was Canada Day but it never felt like it.. So "HAPPY CANADA DAY to all the Canadians out there"!!!!
Now it's Stampede time... Oh yes it is.. It started Friday the 4th and will run until Sunday the 13th.. We might go down, but who knows exactly.. It's just a waste of money, especially when you don't got any to spend! Hubby is still away working in Northern Alberta.

I only have 2 more work days and then I'm off for 2.5 weeks pretty much.. From the 9th-27th.. Only because the lady who looks after Caker, will be going in for surgery. (type of cancer in her neck and they are going to try and get rid of it, every single little bit of it) so i will have alot of days here and not driving into the city which is fine with me!! Unless I have to take care of a little girl who goes to the same day care as my daughter. She's 6 months younger I think than Caker.

We've been having some hot, warm days lately.. Its kinda driving me insane. I'm not liking the hot, warm weather. I like cool tempatures like around the 16-20C mark and nothing higher.. With being allgeric to the sun and not being able to stay long in it or the heat just kills me. My mom got the same thing. I just hope Caker never gets like it.. I want her to be able to stay in the warm weather whenever she wants to! We've got a cool breeze coming through the window right now, hitting her more than me but at least its cooling some of us off, haha!
Our dog is sleeping on the love seat and I'm sitting on the sofa while Caker plays by the window with her cars. I got no idea to where the 2 cats are, probably upstairs sleeping or in the window.. Everyone is right at home now I think. So that's just good news!

I was gonna take her out for a slurpee, which would be all the way into Airdrie but I don't wanna drive that far.. I'm having a lazy day and I think I do deserve one.. Well it ain't too lazy, I swept the floor downstairs which is pretty much everything expect for the little part of carpet we got in the living room area. It seemed like it had taken forever to sweep, lord do I ever hate sweeping. I think I might just use the vaccum over the floor instead, since it has a 'bare floor' setting on it! I had done a few loads of laundry already which I still have to put away. I am NOT looking forward to that lol..
Like I had said before.. I like to wash the clothes but I hate to put them away!! But that's ok.. It will give me something to do..
I have to get motivation first, to do anything really.. I just don't wanna do anything anymore.. It's always a struggle, why?? I have no idea.. IM NOT PREGNANT so don't even think of it.. If I was, then someone better kill me because my husband wouldn't be happy! I just hate doing stuff.. I'll go to work, and take her to day care no problem but to do stuff around the house, I am just way too lazy and don't ever wanna do it.. I will clean up once I am sick of seeing a mess but to do it all of the time like my husband wants me to.. Well I just can't..

Well I've been away for just a little bit.. A week to be exact!
On good news, we are ALL moved into our new place. I am soo excited and happy.. Everything is slowly getting together. Cadence's room only has 2 boxes that are full of toys to be put away.. I don't want to put those away and just leave them in the box forever! Hahaha!
Our room, well I think it's finished, expect for 2 baskets full of laundry to put away.. I don't want to do those either.. Laundry, I never wanna see again for the rest of my life.. I want a MAID and NOW!
Our master bath is all done up and finished, her bathroom is finished I think.. The spare room has the litter box and cat condo in there.. Then downstairs.. I think its finally finished.. Who knows.. There are still boxes and what not in the garage. I hate going out there but I do every time I have to leave the house. It's much easier than going through the front door, haha!

Oh, to top it off.. Our washer & dryer broke on Monday.. Yup.. How lovely eh? I am not HAPPY about it at all!
So now we have to do our laundry at the laundry mat and that's all the way in Airdrie which is about 20 mins from here. I am not looking forward to that. I would of done it this week (some laundry) but couldn't because I was working right up until Friday, had today off but I had to wait around for Telus (our phone and internet company) to show up to hook everything up) then tomorrow (Saturday) I gotta work from 1-8 and hubby's mom will be looking after her. Then I got Sunday off which is when I will be doing some laundry and then gotta go back to work for Monday & Tuesday.. AHHHH!

It seems like when you finally are moved into a new place, shit goes wrong.. Things break down and anything that will and can go wrong, WILL! It sucks big time.. So now I have to save up the money and buy a new washer & dryer.. Also, our BBQ almost blew up, so we gotta buy a new one of those too. Nothing can go right for me right now.. I just hope it only gets better from here on out.

Oh and as for that job offer.. NOPE, I never got it.. Even though they offered me the job. They want me to work 4 nights a week and every second weekend.. Well, I asked them how am I to do that?? Do you want me to leave my daughter at home by herself while I go to work til 1am?? I don't think so, that is just not going to happen. I even told them that day care, NO day care will be open past 5pm.. And they never said a damn thing, oh well fuck 'em right?
I have no one to look after my daughter for the hours they need me and the weekends too.. I'm sorry if my husband works away from home so that he can make it easier on us, so that our bills will get paid, food on the table, etc..
They knew my hours for what I needed when I filled out the application they should NOT of asked me to change my availability in order to get the job.. So whatever. I will stay at the job I am at for now.. I just hope that things will get easier there for me.. I do alot of shit there and I don't get no thank you's or nothing. Whatever.. for how much I make, it's not even worth working there, especially when it takes 40 mins to drive to my daughter's day care and then an extra 20 to drive to work.. It's flippen ridiclous if you ask me!

I shall get going to bed.. Oh and it's SOOOOOOOOOO quiet where I am living now.. I can't believe it. It's like, WOW.. I slept like a baby the last 2 nights.. 3 nights sorry.. it was soo peacefull I loved it!

And... the Muggies are wonderful.. I want a pair of my own Uggs though............... YES I DO..