i stumbled out of bed 4am not risking falling asleep. my thoughts turn tio everything . im nervous and excited at the same time. i will kiss my boys even if they are sleeping.

hubby is working away so a quick kiss and i love you was the best we could do over our mobiles

what am i thinking yeah ive got good undies on (just in case i get run over by a bus) what stupid thoughts

anyway i have the same feeling on the morning we were getting ready for our overseas trip. the night before  i was watching hubby shaving he appeared calm to me i ever so nervous.

well i lived to tell that tale didnt i?

but seriously it hasnt hit me. before going on the "ranger" which is a ride for those not aware i watched 2 women on it screaming. my feet were firmly on the ground. i was laughing to my friends how scared hey were.

well my friends son at the time coaxed me on going on the ride(our children were not old enough on the ride and it was forbidden) well i screamed all the way i had my eyes shut and at one stage i was game enough to open them "i saw the ground coming at me" so i quickly closed them again

he then tried to get me on the"zipper" no way

i would love to go on and on but i cant prelong this any longer

all my love best wishes

annie