I have just been offered the job I applied for ... at the crap hospital in my earlier blog lol I am so not sure whether to accept it. For one they have offered me half my previous salary, I kinda expected a drop.. but not this much. I am not sure what the protocol is with this if I negotiate or not?!?!

My main concern is JB. I love being with him so much, I always thought I wanted to spend the first year with him and then I would look for work! Now it comes to it, I am not so sure, I really hate the thought of putting him in daycare. I have heard so many horror stories. My motivation for taking the job is purely money! We have no real savings, and I hate not being able to contribute financially... my head is all over the place now.. this is a real dilema for me!