I don't tend to blog about things too personal, but this is frustrating me, stressing me out beyond belief so I've had a change of heart ...

I had a miscarriage in January (at around 6 weeks), I then found out I was pregnant again, but had another miscarriage the day we left for the UK (just before 6 weeks). With both pregnancies I had symptoms really early on (within days of conception) then  prior to each miscarriage I had a loss of these symptoms, started spotting I then took another pregnancy test and it was negative. 

We were hoping to wait for a couple of months, however, last week I found out I was pregnant again! I am 6 weeks and 1 day today, I know this is dated from my period, it is only 3 weeks since conception, I started spotting again today and went to see my OBGYN. I had a transvaginal ultrasound and he saw nothing... (he did warn me prior that this could be the case), but surely there should be something there?!?!? All he saw was a cyst on my right ovary, the Dr said it is the type that does the job of the placenta until it is formed.  I have had blood tests to check the HCG levels (no results yet) and I have to go back Thursday to have another blood test to see how things are progressing. I took another pregnancy test this morning and it is still saying positive and I still have the pregnancy symptoms, yet I am not gonna fool myself as I know the spotting is not a good sign

I am the worlds most impatient person , I want answers as to what is going on?!?! I know the pregnancies have all been too close together, and unfortunately my body longer believes me when I tell it I am only 28 so age is against me too.. but I just wanna know why?  What is going wrong and I want to know all of this NOW (lol now I see where JB gets his temper tantrums from)

Just as I am adjusting lo life in the US hubby's work is forcing a move to Korea! We thought at first it would be just him going, but we just found out that JB and myself are authorised to accompany him! It is great news that we can stay together as a family, just hoping we can all adjust well!

We still have just over two months before we move, but breaking it down I am sure it will not be enough time! We know at this stage we will be there for at least 2 years. 

I guess I better start learning the language!!!  

We are back from the UK!!! We left Arizona in freak weather conditions....a blizzard!!! it did  kinda prepare me for the UK's wind and snow.... it was soooo cold! I am so glad to be back in AZ to 75 degrees and sun! Although I do kinda feel that I have missed out on a spring somewhere!

JB was so good on the flights, and my family loved having him around. He is talking much more now and starting to put words together.. one of his favourite words at the moment is chocolate.. dunno where he got that one from  Talking of which, I was in my element.. all those easter eggs! I brought back a whole suitcase full of Cadbury's so that should keep me going for a month or two

It was good to catch up with friends and family, I just wish I had more time there really. We lost the first day in travelling and then the next 3 to jet lag! I was so worried about driving on the left again, but thankfully it all came back to me! I really wanted to get to London to see friends there, but there just wasn't time. Ce la vie!

Hopefully I will adjust to this time zone again soon and stop waking up at 4am