After 42 days of living in hotels we are finally in our new home  It is an 15th (top) floor  apartment and I hate heights... I am sure I will get used to it!  JB is loving the space and all his toys arrived on Friday hours after we moved in so it is like Christmas for him all over!  He has settled down and I am a little calmer now so all is well!  I never realised how much I relied on the internet.. I have not had internet access for 3 loooong weeks but it is good to be back on-line  

This is the first (of many) weeks that hubby is away with work and it has been awful! How can 4 days seem like a month? I have insomnia, no matter what time I go to bed I am still wide awake at 2-3 am.. then I wake at 6.23 every day. It is like groundhog day!!! I feel like I am constantly saying 'No', 'don't do that','stop', etc to JB, basically I feel so negative with him. It is like he realises Daddy is away and is throwing tantrums constantly, he has started pushing his food out of his mouth, he refuses to feed himself and generally being a 2 year old!  I guess it is due to fatigue on my part, but I am finding it really hard to step back at the moment and understand that the poor little mite has been through so much... I am the mother from hell and I so want to break this pattern   

Yep my little ray of sunshine turned 2 on 17 June... the day after we arrived in Korea... we celebrated the best we could under the circumstances. He got a lot of 'cars' items (from the movie cars), a cd player, bubble machine and a whole bunch of other stuff ,some presents he got early and some he will get when our goods arrive. After finally uploading his birthday photos to the laptop, I have been trying for ages .. (well about 30 mins) to resize them in photoshop but as the laptop has a different version than my pc I cannot do it!  Anyway, here is a pic of the birthday boy, a little view of Seoul and (a very jetlagged ) Mommy the morning of his birthday.

Once we are settled (and his shipped presents arrive) I hope to have another birthday for him!