I actually spoke to my sister yesterday. It has been a while but thats ok better late than never. She is doing great she is pregnant with her second baby. And she finally realises why i dont feel happy speaking to or having anything to do with our biological mother and my other 2 sisters. Because they (meaning the three of them) think that noone is better than they are they make up stories about their own family to get attention. I should have seen it a long time ago but no i was blind to the fact that i was being used by my own family. I was run down called fat and worthless. Anyway off that subject b4 i get to far into it  then there will be no keys on the keyboard anymore. We have certain words in our house that r swearwords like FAT,UGLY, HATE, OH MY GODetc  they r not to be used in my house i cant stand the words and especially not out of a childs mouth. my children constantly have to repeat after  me they r beautiful or handsome and they dislike things not hate and oh my goodness sounds much better. Well when u think about it because of my biological mother doing such a bad job I have done the opposite i aint perfect but i do have morals and my children wont ever be put down by me or anyone in our family.gotta go but will be back byebye