My family used to be so close that my cousins i thought were my brothers and sisters. I found a foto album that has fotos in it that i have never ever seen b4. Obviously some were of family that were gone b4 i was born as well. I would love to know who they all are. I hope I can keep my family closer than what the family of the past is. My goodness noone talks anymore. My kids are not going to be like that i hope no way will i stand back and accept pettiness and stupid excuses for family not speaking because as far as i am concerned family should talk no matter what. If there is something that gets on ur nelly talk about it.There is no excuse for family going out of their way to not speak to the other. Just CRAP.
  
These are great. They are part of our history. They are my most treasured possessions. The one in the middle is my nanna and my grandma. The one to the left are people that i have no clue about and the one to the right was taken probably b4 i was born but on the farm that i grew up on the farm i still dream about. I hope i can have this sort of history for my children to look back on. | 
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I actually spoke to my sister yesterday. It has been a while but thats ok better late than never. She is doing great she is pregnant with her second baby. And she finally realises why i dont feel happy speaking to or having anything to do with our biological mother and my other 2 sisters. Because they (meaning the three of them) think that noone is better than they are they make up stories about their own family to get attention. I should have seen it a long time ago but no i was blind to the fact that i was being used by my own family. I was run down called fat and worthless. Anyway off that subject b4 i get to far into it then there will be no keys on the keyboard anymore. We have certain words in our house that r swearwords like FAT,UGLY, HATE, OH MY GODetc they r not to be used in my house i cant stand the words and especially not out of a childs mouth. my children constantly have to repeat after me they r beautiful or handsome and they dislike things not hate and oh my goodness sounds much better. Well when u think about it because of my biological mother doing such a bad job I have done the opposite i aint perfect but i do have morals and my children wont ever be put down by me or anyone in our family.gotta go but will be back byebye
I could not ask for better kids. They have been so good lately that I really dont know wat I done to make this change. their rooms stay clean and when I am doing some housework even my 2 year old asks to help WHAT DID I DO? Well I must admit I have been stressing a lot lately due to family and friends that knew that I was a pushover and alos that it was very easy to get wat ever they could from me. I didnt actually realise that my children were suffering as well. I dont want them to grow up like me and always being the last one to know or being put down and talked about in hearing range. OMG I am telling my life story anyways My man is only the father to my last 2 but he is my last 4 childrens daddy as well. He took on so much when he met me.*(he also put up with a lot of pushing away and testing to see how far i could push him)My children are happy when I am!!!!!
My goodness i hope i stay this way.
