Bobby walked for the first time today!!!!! Only a few steps but its a start, I feel sooooo proud

Forgot to tell you bout his first birthday, we had a rough and tumble party with loads of soft toys and cushions to climb on and a bouncy castle!! There were 8 kids and 14 adults!! ha ha. Bobby cried for nearly the whole hour(its my party and i'll cry if I want to!)but everyone else had great fun.

He had lots of lovely gifts and I spent the day  in a daze wondering where the last year has gone

Wow, cant believe it has been so long since I last wrote here. How rude of me!!!!

I have decided to use this space to keep a private diary as no-one here knows me, so I dont feel judged.

Bobby has just turned one, he is no longer a baby which makes me proud yet a little sad. He is just soooo scrummy and gives me loads of sloppy kisses, I feel so lucky.

In other news, I am pregnant again but it is hush hush and only my husband and mum know. I had an early scan today and saw our 7 week old tadpole! we saw its little heart beating and it made me feel very emotional. I had been trying not to let myself get too excited after last time but didnt want to think the worst either and although I know we are not out of the woods by a long shot, I do feel much less stressed.

I feel ok, I fall asleep at 3.30ish every afternoon so trying to get Bobby to nap then aswell. I have had a few sicky feelings but not like when I was pregnant with Bobby and I think I may have started having cravings although I am not sure is 7 weeks too early to have them! I ate half a jar of pickled onion, a tin of mushrooms, garlic bread and mint ice cream!, the ice cream was pudding! I also cant stop eating pickled beetroot  which I dont even like but it has to be the crinkley cut one !

well I had better goo and get some sleep, it wont be long before I am getting up to wee!!

Hope you have all been well and are having a great start to 2007.

Dont forget it's a secret so dont tell.

Love Rose

Poor old Bobby has got sore teeth, or should I say poor gums.

 We have all been having fun this weekend just enjoying each others company. I love being me!!

Hello. I am back. We have just moved to our new home and I have finally got myself  back on line. I missed you guys!!!!!!

We have had a difficult few weeks and this week things got worse. My husband was made redundant on monday and today his grand dad passed away, it never rains but it pours.

 In other news, my beautiful 10 month old boy can now crawl, pull himself to standing, feeds himself sandwiches, sleeps all night, has two teeth and his new thing is to kiss me all the time!!!! What a wonderful child I have.

Its good to be back!!