I hate this cold weather, wish it wasn't winter already. I have a  cold already and i feel like crap. Worst part is both the kids are getting it now.   I have been wishing that it was hot again but now that im thinkin about it i would probably be winging about how its so hard to get cool. Im helping my partner out at the shop again today and the kids are at daycare. I think the kids are finally adjusting to there new weekly routine and happily settling into daycare... If only i could adjust to not having them on mondays and tuesdays.

Its been so hard for me (i never spend time without my kids) but it is slowly becoming easier as i see my kids are happier at school. Taheesha never screamed her head off this week which makes me leaving her so much easier. But in the afternoons im like a kid in a candy shop, i can't wait to get there to cuddle them and ask them how there day was.

Anyway im rambling... Hope everyone has a good day

Brenna

Hey all,

Today i am working out at my partners shop and our 2 gorgeous kids have there first day of child care. Taheesha is generally a shy girl but she suprised us by being totally comfortable today when we dropped her off, and our son James is usually the one who just rolls with anything and when we left he was standing in the door way with a really sad look on his face saying no... I felt so terrible leaving him there like that but the more i mummy him the worse he gets.

Anyway that was at 8am thismorning and still no word from day care so im guessing alls ok, but ive been stressing all day about how the kids are doing. Also im at the shop alone thisafternoon and still onlly lernign the ropes. Im hoping it just stays slow like it was all morning because i haven't really got that much knowledge on computers.

Ok Fellow bloggers better get back to work.

Brenna

Hey all,

Its 10.42am and i am home alone with my 2 gorgeous children James and Taheesha. They have been reasonably good today although over the last few days they have both as it seems to me been tryin to press mummy's buttons.

As i write my son is standing next to me saying "i have a turn mummy" and my Daughter is standing up holding onto my legs as she can't walk yet. They get that intense sometimes that i can't wait until its there nap time just so i can relax and enjoy the silence. I feel like the worst person for thinking that sometimes but they are just both going through a stage where they are jealous of the attention each other get from me.

They are my world and i wouldn't change having them but i wish i knew a better way to look after the two of them and make them not feel so jealous of each other. I try my hardest to share the attention between the two of them and dedicate special time as specially to james for reading and playing with him as he is older and generally Taheesha gets more attention because she needs it.

I guess it could be worse, at least there both generally nice to each other. James isn't mean to Taheesha and they mostly crawl around together or Taheesha chases james in her walky chair.

Anyway its almost 11 which is good news, because it means Nap time!

NOW I CAN RELAX!

Bree

We are going to a big 21st tonight and i can't wait... We are taking the kids for a few hours then ben's parents are going to take them home when they go. Its so great to be able to get out and about ever now and then and enjoy being without the kids for a few hours and just be myself.