i am a little annoyed. yesterday i was told that there was training on at the club for the hospitality and when i got down there,no one was there. the cook came out of the kitchen and said to me are you here to see me and i said no, i am here for training. she said they did not ring you did they. i said no, why would they ring me. she said that they have cancelled training. so i was annoyed that they did not ring and let me know. anyway other than that all is well. it looks like i am going to be getting some more cleaning shifts so that will be good. bye.

 it has been a little while since i last wrote. here is what has been happening. when i took my mum to bowen on the 15th October we had two arguments before we even left. One about what i was wearing and there was not even anything wrong with what i was wearing ans also one about her telling me what to do. I got that mad i turned around and said to her that if she was going to start that she could find someone else to take her and that i would ring and cancel my appointment as i am not going to go if you are going to be picking at me. Anyway after that she was quite and we got there without any more arguments. however i was a little pissed off as when we got there she mentions that we have to go here and there for other people. i do not have a problem doing things for others but it is nice to be asked rather than told and that person should ask me not my mum.

The next day i went to bowen with my dad to the chiropractor. When i got home i went to the raffles at the club and won a few small prizes. On saturday 17th october i stayed at home and did some housework  and i also had another argument with my mum, she rang up and said are you going downtown today and i said no, although i had already been down when she rang., anyway i said why? she said i thought you would have rang and seen if i wanted to go downtown? i said no, i am not a taxi. then she hang up on me. I had only had my licence three days and they want me to run after them already. it was bad enough when i was only on my learner's and they constantly wanted me to run after them, as much as i love them i have to start looking after myself. i am constantly running after them and i am not looking after myself properly I seen her downtown with my other grandma the other day and i put my arms around them both and said hello, while grandma said hello to me she did not. She was aware that i had to have my operation yesterday and she has not even rang to see how i am and i am not budging this time. i am always the one to make amends and this time i am standing my ground. Anyway i have been going to BINGO and to the raffles at the club and i went to a bbq the other night. yesterday i went to proserpine and had my ear operated on. i was born with a cyst in my ear and lately it had been getting infected so they decided to remove it. It is a little sore today but otherwise i am fine.  Nan spent three days in hospital last week, she was very dehydrated and had not been eating properly so they put her in to get her rehydrated. they think that it is her gall bladder giving her trouble again. all her blood results came back clear so if it happens again they are going to send her for some more tests. anyway not much else happening. have hospitality training this afternoon at the club. i am going to go now and have a rest before i go down there as i am still feeling a bit tired.

bye.

Off to bowen this morning to see the doctor . Also taking my mum to see the doctor and to see some other lady as well. I am off to pick mum up soon.  I also have to go to bowen again tomorrow with dad and also have to go to the chiropractor after i have been to work that is. Have saturday off and i plan to do some work around the house. While it is not overly messy it is a bit untidy. Cleaner comes on friday but she only does the basic jobs like vacuuming and washing floor and she hangs nan's washing up and comes and takes it off. i do all the otherstuff but have not around to it yet as i have been busy with nan being sick. Anyway we are getting there slowly.

It is a good thing that i passed my driving test yesterday as now i will be able to go places without having to get someone to come with me.

anyway i better go.

Bye

i am very tired. i have had only a few hours sleep in the last few days as i have been up with my nan who has been ill. everytime i try to lay down and have a rest my dad has to be a pain in the backside and keep calling out to me. he does not want anything he is just doing it to annoy me and it is really starting to piss me off as it is not funny anymore. with the lack of sleep i have been getting my migraine headaches again but it does not matter how many times i tell him to leave me alone and to be quite he keeps annoying me. I have my driving test on wednesday and i really do not know how i am going to go if i do not get any sleep or if i have a migraine. as well as being  up with nan i have also had to work and i work tomorrow and wednesday so i am not going to have much time to rest between now and then. nan has to go to townsville for a scan on wednesday so dad is taking her and my mum is going to come and take me up for my driving test.  I am going to ask my aunty as back up though as nowing mum she is likely to pull out on me at the last minute like she normally does.  talking about my mum she is giving me the shits as well. whinging about my brother and whinging about this and that.  

i got my personalise plates and put them on my car.

anyway i better go 

bye