The boys have being wrestling since they are all got here, so i told them to settle down, so they all listened... so what they did was go to brodies room. and then i heard brodie scream out and he said Noooooooooooooooo... so mick went up there, and chloe was crying... So this is what happened, he went to put his playstation on, and chloe rushed over and dropped the steering wheel on the tower... So now its broken. and its going to be a long night, unless we can borrow one... WHY tonight ....

Started off at playgroup/school with chloe and she made a gift for her dad, and then we went to meadow mews plaza and picked up a phone for kellz and posted it to her..... We then headed to sinstress(kel) house and met her and her gorgeous children... Chloe went a bit shy at first, and watched tv, she then shared her lollies with zaide... Took my chocolates with us, and kel brought some,and zaide thought they were all his hehe,.... Leannika was so cute and was full of smiles, and lots of goos and gars.....  Met kel hubby briefly and he seemed nice, and he took pics of us. and you can check them out here http://www.minti.com/groups/39162/Virtual-to-Reality/...

Was great to meet a another minti mum, and im sure we will catch up soon,. as we both had fun....

friday night and have the boys here, wish me luck.....

take care
love cazza

had a ordinary day as i went to the school and packed more chocolates to go out, and in a fortniight we have sent out 96 boxes of chocolates, and when all the money comes back we would have raised around thousand dollers for the school... Went shopping for brodies sleep over, and got the weirdest call from a support worker from centacare place looking for my sister as she has disappeared of their rador, and they had my contact details, and i thought how rude she hasnt spoken to me for 9 months, and she had seen me yesterday and she keeps me as her emergency contact... This woman also turned up to my house, and spoke so rudely to mick, that i will be calling them tomorrow and asking them to remove me from her file.....

Came on minti this arvo, and noticed that a lot of my friends have written stories in  the advise section, and was crying after i read them, as some of it brought back memories, and you think that you cope, and then there is always that reminder in the back... Just want to let those ones to know that i am so proud of you girls, as it takes a strong person to do what they did today....

am going to try and do my house tonight, ready for tomorrow night, wish me luck, 4 boys all up for a sleep over....

take care
love cazza

brodie here, and i just want to say a huge thankyou to all mummys minti friends on wishing me a happy birthday.. It was all great to see the diffrent pics, and that funny baby song... Daddy got me up at 6.30am, and then woke my sister and mummy... I opened my presents, and got a remote control v8 truck not car as mummy had mentioned.. I also got v rally game ps2, and royal rumble ps2,. and a bart shirt... Cailtlyn called our radio station, but the man got it wrong, as he called chloe zoe, so mummy called him, and she was live on the radio, and told the man who i was, and who the bday wish was for... We then went to the shop, and picked up my bday cake for school... Then went to school, had a lunch order, and the girls sung happy birthday thanx to caitlyn, and all my friends and teachers said happy birthday,,,, Mummy stayed and done parent help, and there we had spelling and look cover check words, and mummy got stuck on some... We then went to a beep test, and came back to the class, and had my birthday cake... It was then recess time, and mummy left as she had things to do... I then had my recess, and played with my friends.. Had lots of school work to do, and had my lunch order of 2 pizzas, and a choclolate milk... After all that had pe, and had fun,.. Then it was time to come home, and Nan, and auntie jules, kayla and greame came and gave me my presents., and they gave me a wrestling top, and some wrestling figures, and nan made me a cake.... so I got to cakes today... They then stayed and let me play for a while and then had to go home... Daddy has gone to get KFC for us for dinner...

Mummy is good, and has had a good day...

thankyou...

Brodie....

Well its finally here, and its brodies 10th birthday. he said a Huge thankyou for the cool birthday wishes last night.... He got a V8 truck not car as i mentioned before...

   Brodie matey,... have loads of fun,...

take care all...
love cazza

Its only one more sleep to brodie turns 10... I still remember turning up to the hospital to be induced, and nothing happened for hours...So i smoked back then, and mick, mum and i walked up and down the stairs trying to make my waters break.. So it was funny as i walked the hospital grounds, and even had mick take me to lunch at the pub in town, as i wouldnt eat the hospital food, and the nurses just thought i was down stairs... So at 12.50 i couldnt bear it, and started to get real pains, and went back up to the ward,, and then it was full on, no drugs, or needles and Brodie was born at 2.55pm weigh in 7 pound 15 ounces....

He has grown to be a fine boy, and we are so proud of him. and i reckon i cry tomorrow a little as all my babies are growing up....

So we have for him a Remote control V8 supercar with a recharge , some playstation games. clothes, ...

Im also taken a cake into school for him for his class mates to sing happy birthday to him, and he has 3 of his friends over for a sleep over friday night...

I also wanted to say thankyou for all the support that i have being given today over that isssue with chloes pic,. and that i took Debbie(blackwidowkate) advise and smiled and went out for the day...

ok all
take care
love cazza

I decide i was going to enter chloe in that baby comp group for some fun, and because i posted it 4 hours early it had to be removed, now i asked the mum that was in charge would she like some help, and she said that us Aussie mums are taking this too serious, and the rules are to stay as is..I accept the rules,.but they have changed  a couple of times, and it is confusing... Now im not on minti to offend or please no one, and i value all my friendships, but what i wont be accussed off is this

This is a contest with rules, there is a group called, show off your child(ren) on here. IF you wanted to show of your children go there to do it. ,,,

So this is why i have decided that i will be withdrawing from that comp, as that is so wrong to be accussed off, all i wanted was to help in some way, and this is what we get told...There is more to this and if my friends want to know more i have copies of the email....

THANKYOU, for all the mums that have suppported me through this, and hope that this teaches mums the diffrence between serious and fun...

thank you
cazza

Well as i blogged before Chloe and i went to a special lunch....Just before that we went on a walk around the block and  collected leaves, pine bark, and some rocks to do a collage to put up on the wall... So when we got back we got that all done.... we had loads of people turn up, and my auntie was there and that was nice to see, as she was one of the helpers that organised money and helped prepare the yard..... So we also had Michael ferguson he is a politician for tasmania come and he and a couple of other guys planted a tree for opening the landscape area,,,,, Chloe was a bit overwealmed by it all, and took a while for her to let go off my leg as there was 2 many strange faces, but once she saw all the other kids having fun, she was fine,.... Sorry guys no pics as yet as my phone went flat, and have to wait to get the photos of chloes carer.....

Hope everyone else has had a good day....

take care
love cazza

yay its finally monday,.. so today Chloe and i are going to a special  lunch at her chiidcare centre as they have just had a renovated back yard blitz there,.... Also hoping to go on our walk before hand..... Will write up later on how we went...

To michelle- if you read this, goodlluck with tiffanys hospital visit today,,,

as for all the rest of my friends have a great day....

take care
love cazza

Well today started off great as i got up and cleaned up from yesterday....and then mick got up and we had to take his mums plates back..As we drove there, we drove past the hotel down the road. and there was a car club there, and they were there having time trials and burn out comps. so we stayed and watched a bit...we then went to the shops quickly and came back to watch more, well this guy smoked his tyres that much, that chloe started crying and said she wanted to come home, so we did...Had lunch, and then the kids played outside with mick for  awhile..after that Brodie and caitlyn have being squabbling, and swearing at each other, and have told them that there bed is going to be early tonight.. Cooked some cup cakes today for their lunch, and have made home made pizza for tea..

Hope everyone is having a good sunday....

take care
love cazza

Today brodies soccer team played for 3rd spot on the ladder in the soccer league..and they all played so well..At half time i panicked as they were a tie..Then the second half i got my girls, my niece and caitlyns friend to be cheerleaders and yell at their top of their lungs go Redbacks..The boys werer so excited and went off. The final score was 6-4 our favour...After soccer Mick presented each one of them and the assistant coach a medallion to say thankyou...We also had a BBQ back at our place and that was so excellent.... So here is one of the pics of brodies Team after the match...  BRODIE is the fifth child in the front row at the end ,......

Hope everyone is having a great weekend.......

take care
love cazza

THIS photo didnt make it in the paper thank god, i look so awful this is my auntie shirl, mick and me..... wasnt her 40th.,,,,,

ok have a good day
love cazza

haha,. loving minti tonight as my kids have had their pic in the top members section twice in the last 20 minutes on and off haha...

and brodie said whohoo what was he a top member off.... as he said he was a top memeber on hot wheels game. Must take after his mummy...

love cazza

My day was good.. Went to a special assembly for the heats pumps that we have just had installed about a month ago, was a really nice assembly, and we had Michael ferguson-liberal guy from tassie give the kids the best speech, why he is in that party is behond me as he is too nice for working for john howard,, after the assembly we were treated to morning tea, and i was happy to see the mum that i have spoken about, the one in the car accident, well i asked her how she was going. and she is taken each day as it comes, and she said never hold regrets as life is too short.... After seeing her and having morning tea, i was to come home and do the house, but i decided to pop in here and see what was happening, Big mistake as there was a hot topic on, and i couldnt pull my self away hehe...so Thanx guys and who wants to come and help me clean my house now ..

When i finally did get of here as i had to pick the kids up from school,. i had my friend come up and say that one of the box of chocolates were accidently taken, and i said well wasnt me,. and if it was, then maybe that teaches some around  here a lessson hehe.. She then mentioned that we have to order more, and i said thats fine, and that i want the other mum to back off, and that me and vicki(thats my friend) are the only ones to authorise who is to pass out the boxes, unless the staff in the office can do it as well, as i said its gettting to stressful, and there is too many of us working against each other and its not good, she agreed and the other mum just bolted when she saw me, she can run but cant hide,,, and there is a meeting on wednesday....

Brodie and caitlyn are driving me barney at the moment,  and chloe wanted to go to her nans for the night, and thought i would be able to relax.. hmm...

well thats my day, and hope everyone else is having a good one...

take care
love cazza

I have just being to my local shop and there was a lady there with her table of goodies...As she was a volunteer for the cancer council...

Today marks the day for cancer, so please if you are out and about support this worthy course and dig deep and buy a daffoldil , pen , etc for daffodil day.....

i just brought a little soccer ball, and told the lady to keep the change....

hope you all have a lovely spring day...

take care
love cazza

well i did it, one of the mums have just called me and i told her in  a calm way that we too work together as i was upset about it all, and she said she was happy with that, and i also said that if anyone one of us go to the office to give the chocolates out, then we to sign who has done it....

She also informed me that the principal was happy for the parents to request the chocolates early, and also that im to order more as we have given out 40 boxes, and there is 25 familys waiting for more....

So im glad that is sorted and she was really good, as for the other one, i said to my friend keep her away from me . as i dont trust her and think she is a 2 faced cow,,,, lol...

thank you for all the feedback last night,...

take care
love cazza

Im sure that mick has pms as he has being moody  all afternoon, and sulking... Now i have said to him to build a bridge and get over it lol......

Didnt see that mum today either as she was hiding from me hehe, and the other one put her head down  today...

So besides all that. glad when mick gets to work today,,,, and i have also done shopping with chloe today as well..

Caitlyn is at her friends place now, and brodie has his friend here, hoaws that work lol....

ok hope everyone else that has a male in their life that its not  catchy....

take care
love cazza

My day started off fine, and came home and done my housework,  and then went to my mums group.... I then had to take chloe to reading rox, and as we pulled up at school a couple mums asked why there kids were given the boxes of chocolates early as the fundraising committe and i said that there wernt to get them to the 5th septemeber to have for the holidays...Well yesterday 2 of the mums decided since the forms came back they would deliver them to the kids early as the chocolates were ready to go.... So these mums werent happy about that, so io got to the library and one of the mums that handed the chocolates out yesterday was there, and told her what happened. and she said tell them to get over it, and someone is always going to bitch,. so i said to her well maybe we shouldnt have said in the school newsletter that the kids were brining them home on the 6th then, and then they wouldnt fuckin bitch,,Well she carried on, and i said  fine i will sort this out, and you leave it with me and fuckin butt out, the principal was in the corridor and asked what was wrong. and i told him, and he said i needed to calm down, and i said if i wanted to get those chocolates out early dont you think i would have let the parents know that, instead of these 2 intererfering fuckin bitches on a lets see how much we can get out of this,....So got to the office and said to the receptionist that there will not be any more chocolates given out unless the parents request them, as i noticed out of 40 boxes that i ordered for the school, there is only 5 left and have to order more.... So i have never lost it as much as i did today, but one of these is meant to be my friend, and lately she tells my kids off, makes up stories and tells mick that i have said shit i havent said, and then she gets her son that is mates with brodie they will think about inviting brodie to his party...So today was it, and i reckon me and her will come to logger heads tommorrow as i have had enough lol...

Ok im sorry needed a rant, and need your views on should i being upset.....

thanx,,..

take care
love cazza

Me as Cruella Devill

Mick as Jack
                                                                                                                                sparrow
 
brodie  as Jack Sparrow             Caitlyn(cruella Devil)and brodie                   
There is more to come during the week

ENJOY

TAKE CARE
LOVE CAZZA

Brodie had semi finals in soccer yesterday, and at the first quarter it was 2-1 brodies team way. and then second quarter it was 2 all, and because of all that they had to have penalty kicks, so mick had to pick 5 of his team kids to have a try of kicking a goal...Well they got 3 out of 5. and the other team got 4-5, so that gave the other team the winning game....So we had a few upset boys/girls,. but mick said that he was proud of them all, and had tears in his eyes...And mick said that for a team that we shouldnt have being playing. they all played well....

Ok now for the party,. we got ready and went to micks mums so his sister could do micks face. and we ariived at the venue. well i tricked all the rellies as they didnt know who mick was, as we walked in separate.....So here a couple of the aunts saying whose that guy that looks so sexy, dressed as Jack Sparrow, and i laughed ...So we drank, danced....... Well 2 hours after being there the money ran out. so i didnt take any cash, well my uncle offered to lend us some money. and mick being mick will only borrow money from his mum....So he went off to look for a Atm machine, and he had to go to the servo lol....The guy thought he looked very funny ...After the party we headed home,. and mick said he forgot to get smokes, so we called into our local servo, and the guys there looked at him funny. and asked him where he being, and mick said we were on the way to a Swingers party, well the look on their faces, was priceless..... So then he said no we have just got back from a 40th lol....

Got home harrassed kellz for a while,. and then got very tired and went to bed...

Have woken up with a numb headache, and chloe is in one of her moods.

and have being able to do housework..

Pics will be up later. and we also got our pic in  the paper lol...

take care
love cazza

Today we were delivered to the school 40 boxes of mixed chocolates to distribute to the kids at the school for fundraising.... So chloe, vicki and stacey(mums from school) and i packed them up and took us a hour..... Chloe was excellent. So now i have 48 chocolates to sell....

We also went to school playgroup today. and then after school we went to get our costumes for tomorrow night....We also went to kmart again, and brodie was able to pick his xmas presents, as they have no deposit layby on toys...

So all pumped for tomorrow for soccer...

Might have a wine tonight to wind done as i have being so busy all week..

have a great weekend..
take care
love cazza

Today went to kmart and tried to do some shopping for brodie as its his bday in 2 weeks,...well they had 25% off kids clothing...So brodie is into John Sena a wrestling Guy... So i got him PJs, a Tin with cards and other stuff, and cargo pants. and top for $70.00.... Tried to get him a mp3 player but they had sold out..... After that got my auntie a gift voucher from a music shop, and a pair of Pjs of barbie for chloes friend as its their bday parties this weekend..

Me and the girls went to a farewell BBQ today as one of the workers at the community centre is temporalily leaving as the project he was working on has expired, and they have to find him a another project in our community,... So to then we will see him when he can visit....

Brodie is gearing up to play in the semi finals for soocer this weekend.. and he and his team are pumped...

Not so busy today lol, and am happy so its all good,...

take care
love cazza

After yesterday i thought i would treat my self to a pamper afternoon, so at my local community centre they held a one day work shop on feeling good about your self...So prior to that came home and done some washing, waste of time its all wet now....

So at this work shop we had a facial, and was advised what was good for us, and that we should look after our bodys and skin as we dont want to hit 50 and look like a dried up raisin, and also we had a massage(neck and shoulders....)

Then the lady asked for a volunteer and all the mums said me to do it, and so what happened was i had a full make over and my hair done, so it felt really nice, and i looked in the mirror afterwards and said scary as i looked great, they also put a scarf around my neck, and that helped as well to look good...

So after that had to get the kids, and have brodies friend here at the moment, and caitlyn is at her  friends,, so its ment to be quiet hehe Not...

Will have pics of me later as the lady is going to email them to me, so soon as i get them i will post them on here...

Mick is feeling much better as he is being a shit, and complaining about whats in the cupboard, and i said to him i havnt being shopping as yet as im doing it tomorrow, so he has gone to his mummys to see her, so peace and quiet from that part lol..

Hope everyone has had a good day,,
take care
love cazza

As you all know i went on a mystery bus tour today,,, Well we were to leave at 12.15 and left at 12.45 so that wasnt good. Then we got to where we were going and it was 30 minutes away from where we departed, So the little place was a combined bakery - Tavern in Lillydale... So when we arrived it was very cold there, and we had to quickly order our meals as we had to pick the kids up from the child carers...so half the woman were gloomy and moody, one turned up sick, and i thought omg should have stayed home... So as much as lunch was good that i had to eat it in 5 minutes, that was the worst mystery bus tour i have ever being on...

Just before we headed out as well, there was a police chase as a young kid stole a car, and he went onto the school property, so they had to put a announcement over to tell the kids to stay inside until the kid was caught...As much as it wasnt funny, i have a  Hsv 2005 commodore and it looks like a undercover cop car, and one of the officers pulled up to chat to me., and then realised that i was just me and not one of them  lol...

so sorry girls i was hoping to share better news then this on my trip...

hope all is well...

take care
love cazza

well its yucky monday, and i had a relaxing day...Took brodie and caitlyn to school, and then took chloe to the pram walk we go on a monday, not that chloe is in a pram no more, but its nice to have a walk in the fresh air and get some exercise after the weekend... So there is a leader and a few mums and its great...Today we walked for 2 hours all up, and headed to the coffe shop, and had  hot chocolates., milkshakes, and juices between us..... Then after that we head back to the child care centre we have play group,. and have lunch cooked for us.... So today was special as it was chloes child carers birthday, so the kids made her a cake, with no recipe hehe, and it was very nice,...For lunch we had jacket potatoes, with diffrent fillings, and the little ones have sandwiches if they like and also fruit.....

After that went and got the kids. and came home, and then went shopping by my self., just food and fruit shopping .... Seen my little sister and auntie at the shops that was nice, and went to put a cheque in brodies bank, and no bank book, as it was at home...  But what i did  find in the car was caitlyns tamogotchi that we thought it was gone forever,, so when i got home and gave it to her she was quite excited....

Had my mil over for dinner, and we had  roast chicken and  stir fry vegies, as thats what mick  can eat, and then had a treat of custard danish with icecream..

Had a school meeting tonight, and im not usually home this early, but there was 7 out of 14 missing, and we couldnt go ahead there was no reports to talk about,...

What i did find out was that my friend that was in that accident a while ago, has being to the school  twice in the last week, so thats good, as she is feeling better to see everyone.Has  got a long road to recovery, but this is a good start....

well thats my monday, and tomorrow im going on a mystery bus tour, and have to wear funny hats, so cant wait....

Hope everyone is well...

take care
love cazza

As most of you know i went and had some wine with my friend last night,, So at 9pm after waiting for minti to settle hehe, and trying to get the girls to sleep i went over next door..

It was very nice to sit down and have a talk as mary said she wanted to know why i was so upset ...So that was good to let out, and she really appreciated. so we shared lots of stories and laughs... and just chatted away... At Midnight i came home as she was tired, and harrased mick and asked if anyone was on here, and i got to chat to lil and watch her comeout  and do what she did, and chatted to kellz for a while as well, Hope i made sense as i was a little drunk lol... AND FOR FI-NO LAMINGTONS, HAD SAUSAGE ROLLS HEHE..

today i got to sleep in and that was ok,.but i wanted to go to town and couldnt get motivated, so at 3 mick said lets go,...

So we headed into town, and i had to buy some undies , and put some money on a xmas laybye.. We were trying to find bday gifts for brodie as well, think we going to have to take him shopping... Caitlyn embrassed me as we walking through the mall and she yells at her top of her voice Mum did u get ur knickers lol. Got to love them...

After town came home and cooked dinner, have the kids in the bath, and get them ready for school tomorrow..

have a great week
and im sure i will chat to most of you...

take care
love cazza

ok have just being on msn and my space and all my friends aint on to chat too..

so how many are u on minti tonight...

get on msn now as im in a talkative mood.... lol

love cazza

Today when i woke up it was 9.45 so that was a shock as the kids slept in...Then my mil calls and says her battery is flat and needs a lift home from my sil..so i tell my niece to get ready as i might as well take her home as well...Was sunny outside and that was good to see, so decided to do a load of washing, and try and stick that out before we left... So i go towards the clothes line and the next thing i know as i was leaving my sunroom i slipped and bumped my head on the corner of the ramp, man it hurt, the kids went and got mick, and all he did was complain as they woke him up, can tell who cares for who in this household..I understand fully why he is shitty as he has to watch what he eats but some care from him to me would have being nice...Thank god for minti at the monment...

After all that took mikayla home , took my mil to her place, and went to the shops and then came home to do some housework...

We then headed to swimming lessons, and chloe has a favourite instructer and  they gave her to chloe straight up and then swappped instrustors, well chloe poated, and then thois girl tried to get her to do something, and chloe burst into tears and started to cry for me, mick said leave it, so i did, then she conmtuied and i said to him go to her, as i want her to stay in the pool..He said to the leader she was upset as she was used to her origianal instructor..So they quickly swapped over, and chloe started to  be happy after that..

When we went into the changerooms afterwards a mum made apssing comment about chloe to me and i said well if chloe isnt happy then how is she to learn to swim...i said if they want to swap instructors over they should have done it from day one.., Well the one that chloe didnt feel comfortable with came in, and the mum said to her how does it feel that one of your students are upset, well i apoligised to her, and she said she didnt care, and she was there to teach,...well i bit my tongue and said fair enough, well then she said if parents want to waste their money and give into their kids, she doesnt care she will keep on pushing the child to swim...Well then i saw red, and said i take back my apology and if thats the sort iof attidude you have as it is my money and if my kids aint ahppy with u, you have just made my decision easier and you wont be teasching my kids again, Thankyou lol... She didnt have a comeback and the other mum just looked and said nothing,... HOW DARE THEY THINK THEY KNOW WHATS RIGHT FOR CHLOE ...

so after that came home, am cooking tea now, and will be heading to my friends after and we getting on the wine hehe....

hope everyone is having a good weekend,.

take care
love cazza

Could someone please send us some sun, all week its being cold and raining, and really need for my kids to get out the back yard this weekend and have fun..

Didnt do much today because of the weather, and just had to buy more food for mick, as i brought some food yesterday, but some of it was wrong, God its peeving me off, as he is so fussy hehe...

Thank god its friday, and i cant believe its being a week today since my neighbour has gone, his wife and son are doing well, so that is good...

Have my niece here tonight, so hopefuilly all the kids will stay in the room and make heaps iof noise up there, so i can have a drink lol...

ok thats me for friday,...

love cazza

today was so much better as i had it to my self..So this morning i dropped the kids off at school and chloe at creche, and went food shopping. and that was hard as i was trying to find food that mick can eat...Then went to the school assembly and brodie class did it, and was so proud of him as he got up and spoke so well...Came home done some house work. and then mick and i went to the costume shop..Now i wanted to go as a nun , and there was no outfits to fit, as im big on top, is that why ladies become nuns hehe...So tried on a few costumes,. as mick is going as a pirate, and he wanted me as a wretch pirate woman, but nope..

Then the ladies said why not go as Cruella De Vill out of Hundred One dalmations , so i think that suits me down to the tee this week, as i have being a bit wicked hehe...

so have my mil here for dinner tonight, as she is selling her home,. and has a few people looking through her place........

Chloe has came home, and very grumpy still, and ive switched off hehe,,,

BRING ON FRIDAY, as i need a drink or 2,.,,

love cazza

Today i thought i get up and go and do some food shopping, and look for some bday gifts...
well chloe had other ideas, she wouldnt put her shoes on, and i lost my watch(thats terrible,hehe) and she woudnt negoaite with me...So i walked out the door, and she screamed at me, so as i opened it she caught her foot.So it was on for young and old....So she cried all the way to school. which is a 20 minute drive away from home. she prked up 5 minutes before the bell went at school. Then the little bugger said she wanted some lollies, and i said no as she was being naughty and didnt listen, well the water works came again, so we went and got some power,and i made her stand at the counter,as i paid, and she cried and i said to her i have given you a reason and its still No...

so we came home, done some minti, housework and then had to go back to the school. for a fundraising meeting..One of my gf was there with the flu, and i said thank god that my kids had their flu shots, and a another friend said that the doctors may have wrote out the wrong script, and that my kids have had being immunissed against a diffrent sort of flu, well i have just sent mick to the doctors and the chemist to find out, as i want to find out why and if its true...

After school Caitlyn was jumped on, and punched in the back by a boy, and was circled by a couple of other boys, as she ran to the logs where my car was parked, and so when i saw that, i ran down to her, and said get in the car and u boys rack off,. and the principal will be told about this, well a another mum got out of her car, and she said she saw what happened and she was going to stop them, and she said i came out of no where..

Saw the principal as i was leaving, and he said he will sort it out tomorrow and i said you sure will be, as i ever see a boy do that again , look out for mick if he comes in...

so thats my day, and im so grumpy hehe....

mick is returning back to work tonight, so hopefully he will be ok,...

sorry guys, as i needed to vent...

love cazza

Today was my friends furneral, and it was so nice..His family was great and so lovely, and the service was so sweet.... His brother done a speeech and he done so well. and i felt the presense of brian there as we said gobye from earth not from spirit...

So after the service i went to the cemetry so i can take my kids up to say their good byes.. Thye had the pipe band playing in the back ground as brian was a member....

we then all headed back to davids and marys house and we all  remembered what we loved about brian. and some of his family didnt know who we were. and mary said who i was, and that my kids were the grandkids that her and brian never had... I had never heard that before so that made me feel special...Mick came over  with the kids after school, and the rellies loved them, and said that brian talked about them heaps...

So thats  my day, and i feel ok, as its not a final goodbye, as he will be always here with us, watching my kids grow up..

Thank you and there is no need to worry about me..

love cazza

well we have just got back from the hospital and it turns out that it is a gall stone, and measure 20 milimitres in width diameter, so the doctor has said that mick is to not eat greasy or fatty foods. and be careful on anything he eats basically....and that  he is on the waiting  list and basically we have to wait now,. he also said that if mick has a another trn like he did, to com straight to the hospital and dont wait, as they can give him something for the pain, and if it happens several times, he will be pushed up the waiting list....The doctor said mick may not have a another turn for several weeks, or years....

So thats the  verdict and its just a waiting game now....

Thank you for all the well wishes.... loves ya all cazza

Have just got home from the hospital...At 4.30 this morning mick came and woke me and was crying his heart out, and saying it hurts it hurts, and when i asked hi where he said his chest, stomach, and testies..... So i called his mum and said get down here quick as im taken mick to the hospital, and i called the hospital and she said did i want a ambulance,and i said defiently not, as its only being 5 days since my friend ahs died.... So my mil arrived,and i helped mick in the car, and his breathing was rapid, and he was very groggy... When we arrived they took his details. and made us wait for 45 minutes.... Then he begged me for me to get a doctor, and i said they will be with him shortly..Then he said he felt dizzy and sat down and his eyes rolled back, and he passed out,..... I then panicked and called for a nurse, and she ran, and a doctor, and they spoke to him, and he woudnt come around, so the nurse slapped his face,and accidently called him a girl.. He came around a bit. and they moved him to a bed, and they gave him some morphine. and something else.... He passed out 3 times after that, and then when he came too it, he was sick, and then he screamed and wanted to go home.....  They organised a Xray and blood tests, and ruled out Ulsers, and there is a virus, going around  .. So this afternoon we have to go back, and ultrasound. to see if he has gallstones....

So have just spoke to my neighbours and had to say not to worry and i have it under control...

Brodie was a bit upset and i called the school, and had the teacher going to talk to him, and reassure him that dads ok...

So i will post later on how we went at the hospital...

Thank god the weekend is nearly over, and i still have you all to thank, as i dont think i would have done it without some of you not being there, and sorry if i was a huge sook..

I feel that i have had a good day, as i caught up with the washing and house work,....Got to sleep in a little and had a bit of a hangover as i had a couple of drinks,and i must have being exhausted as i woke with my clothes on, as i dont usually do that, i have a nightie, hmm what did mick put in my drink lol...

spoke to david earlier and he seems much better, and he said that he and his mum are doing ok...I said to him that we are trying to come to the church and the cemetry on tues as micks nephew has to go into hospital for grommits, and his mum will be there, and we have no one else to pick the kids up for school.. So we just go with the flow, he didnt look very happy about it, but i cant do much more then that,.... I know we can go to the church so thats good....

Well tomorrow is a another day, and im going to take chloe to her playgroup(school) and try and have some fun, as im sure thats what brian would want us to do..

ok take care all and loves you all xxxx cazza

First i would like to say again how much i care for you all, and appreciate the love and support that im getting from my friends on here.

Today i went and watched brodie play a wicked game of soccer, and his team came out on top, and the score was 7-2  and he played a good game....

after that we went to swimming, and the kids are doing so well with that as well.. So im very proud of them all....

David may be coming over tonight to have a drink with me and mick as he isnt doing that well with his dad gone, and we have said come over and we will chat,,,So hope that helps him...

I also want to say that i am not offended by what others have said to me and you know who im talking about. and i just want to say that we all have our views and we parent diffrent, and im in a vulnerable state at the moment, and dont wish to be questioned or have to defend mty self on what i advise or say on here, and i appreciate all the support and chats i have put on my friends the last few days...

Its going to take me a while to get my head around things, and i couldnt do it without all of you being here for me.....

Thank you so much and loves ya allcazza

Just wanted to thank all my gorgeous friends for the support and pics that they have given me on here and also on minti....

Need to say a huge Thank you to kelzacar as she was the one that held me together this morning as i was so devasted. and it was good to be able to jump on here and just let it all out.... Now i have told my friends today that i see at school and the support isnt as much as i have got here, and thats why i love you all, and it makes me feel so good..