Yesterday i blogged about my cousin and how he lost his baby son. Now i thought my aunt said he was 4 weeks old,. and no that wasnt the case at all. He was 6 months old. and the reason why i thought she said that, as she said that she had said he lived for 4 hours.. so Sorry for posting the wrong info..

What im most angry about is my cousins Mum .. She had her ex sil do all the arrangements, phone calls etc with her son today, as she chose to take her other grandkids that are my cousins, thats cool.. But she then called her son today and said that she needed to bring his kids back as her new hubby needed a break, and that they needed to be in hobart by 2pm today as they had booked a hotel so they can see the speedway tomorrow..

What the Fuck. She has Just lost her Baby Grandson. and all she is worried about is how her new hubby is coping. thats horseshit..

Sorry i know everyone copes diffrent, But her son and Daughter in law need her this weekend, and she isnt around... Then my Poor cousin dad flies in tonight and he will windge and carry on about how much it cost etc..

Its so wrong.. Funeral is monday, and they allowing immediate family and close friends to view shannon before the service, so thats going to be really sad... And i have to bite my tongue along with everyone else when my aunt shows up...

I have offered to be there for my cousin and his family no matter what,,....

xxxx cazza

Today has being really sad... One of my cousins and his wife had a baby Boy a 6 months ago, , and this Morning at 2am he died of sids in the hospital....

So today so far, i have had a friend who has lost her cousin due to a fall, and the media had a field day with that,as they thought he got in a brawl..

so im thinking that life is cruel, and we all should show how much we care for our friends, family, and dont take no one for granted...

Im so upset, and cant believe that in 8 hours of each other, 2 Families lost a loved one...

God Bless baby shannon and my friends cousin Grant...

xxx cazza

- Caitlyn(aged 8) Mikayla( aged 11- daughter of lill- Munchkin) , Greame ( aged 4 - Son of lill Munchkin) Chloe (aged 4) Brodie aged 10.

And chloe in her classroom

Today in Lonnie we have a public holiday for lonnie cup day.. So of course i have all the kids home...

Caitlyn so far isnt making great choices and has made chloe cry a few times. So im going barney hehe...

Brodie is off in his room and being queit.

Why Kids have to have Cup day off is beyond me as we never had it off when we were at school. and how many teachers would go , and then have to face all the students tomorrow, no Thank you lol..

So today we also having our carpets done and i tried to have it changed, but mick said that it be cool with the kids home.. So we just have to work around them ..

Sorry my Blog is all whingey. just having one of those days..

xxx cazza

Today was chloe''s second day at school.. She was quite excited to be going back as she only had one day last week.... Havent posted pics as yet as i havnt received them grrrrrrrrr...

Today for me i had no Children and went to playgroup hehe, and the mums and i went on our monday walk, and went to the local  chemist where they have a little cafe , so we all had ice chocolates and walked back except 2 of the mums as one of them wasnt feeling well, self inflicted of course lol.. I helped her with her little girl ..  We got back from the walk and had healthy pizza;;s .. We get so well looked after by the group carers ,,

after Lunch we made choc chip bikkies with the kiddies and i was in charge hehe...

Finished up at 2 and went and picked my kids up from school...

One more week to go and i go to tafe,, so scared, but everyone around me is being so supportive...

Hope everyone has a great week..

xxx cazza

It has being a long week for me...Monday Chloe started school. and went well, and for me the teachers are still giving me a hard time... Tuesday i went out with a few friends for Lunch and had a great day Out... Wednesday was shopping day.. Thursday was a casual day at home and had a few phone calls to a few minti mums and i hope that for some of them i was able to help them through their personal issues.. I also handed in my resignation to the school association and sadly i feel that i cant commit 100% to the school as in a fortnight i be studying , which is great, but the sad part is that it was also a personal choice as their a few cows that have made it hard for me in the last week. I love to be a fly on the wall on monday night when they read my letter . as i said that as well....

Today I had morning tea with my Mil while mick was at the pyhsio and we had the best Hot chocolate,. and it sure was worth the Cost.. After micks pyhsio we went wardrobe shopping as micks mum desperatly needs some wardrobes.. What a adventure that was,, and im shocked over how much charitys make off wardrobes as their prices were steep...

We went to one place and they were asking $199 for tall boys, when we saw the exact item in a non charity place for the same price...

so no wardrobes and we keep on looking when mick gets his nose out of the air lol....

Tonight im not feeling well, and hope it passes... Have just brodie and caitlyn as chloe wanted to go to nans...

Hope everyone has a great weekend...

xxx cazza

Have Just Signed in and looked on the latest Activity  and saw that my name was splashed all over the page.. So Thank you mostly to Fremantle doctor for Finding that i have climbed the ladder as many has said..

There is a few Mums that have helped me get where i am Today and i wouldnt have got one of those strips named Answer Back , without their support and encouragement.. I have grown so much and love all my friends on  here dearly.... I wont name names as you all know who you are.....

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Today was casual for me .. Chloe and i decided to go to a diffrent suburb to shop. and was very interesting, .... Just say wont be returning again there, and stick to my own shopping centre.. Have being taken it very Casual at home as shopping took it out on me..

Brodie and Caitlyn are doing well at school. and are in the process of doing learn to swim as a curriculan(sp) for school and they are doing extreamly well.,..

Chloe returns back to kindy next monday and wont start her 2 days to a week after next.,.. so i get to have her home for a another week...

Hope everyone is having a great week..

xxx cazza

This morning we got up and chloe was eager to Go... So we got all dressed and we found that one of Chloes dresses were too short, so we quickly changed it.. Her Nan, Aunt, and cousins came and took photos, so i hope to have them soon as they down load them after wednesday..

Got to school met the teacher, and also saw the last years kinda teacher.. I was all Good, and then one of the other mums started to cry, well i had to walk out side... Chloe was giving her name Tag, and sticker to put her bag on the Hook, and also a sticker with her name and bday to stick on the balloon calender so the teacher knew whose bday was when... Caitlyn was the clingy one and wouldnt go to her class without me, so walked her quickly to hers, and spoke to her teacher, and then ran back to chloe... Bell went and chloe huggged me and said its ok mummy have a Good day.. Walked out of there crying ..

Had my Nephew today and took him to Playgroup and felt so strange without chloe.... Had our walk, and then had Wraps for lunch..

Picked Chloe. brodie and Caitlyn up from school,. and Chloes teacher said that she had a great day and wrote in her communication book.. She was quite impressed that out of all of the children not one cried or threw a tantrum.. She has a another group on wednesday, so hope they settle in as well..

After School we walked back to my Sil to wait for mick to pick us up, and chloe decided she wanted to sleep over, so we said you sure and she said please mummy.... So thats my baby all grown up..

Hope everyone is having a great day...

xxx cazza

One more sleep to go before my Baby Girl sets off on her Journey to be a Big Girl, and Off to school she goes... Chloe is so excited and has being bouncing all over the house all day, making sure we have her school uniform ready, lunch box. bag, and drink bottle...

Chloe even asked for us to make a Banana cake.....

I have to go to playgroup by my self tomorrow, and its Going to be strange....

Besides all that, have being recovering all day today after having a drinking session at my sil last night..

Will try and post some pics here tomorrow of chloe in her uniform...

Hope everyone has a great week,.,...

xxx cazza

Today was great.. Got early and done all the housework and washing .. Kids Got up and we got prepared and headed to the pool,.,... Micks mum, sister and nephew came as well.... Chloe was stoked as i found a old pair of bathers and got in the pool with her.. Had a great Family day out. and had a friendly chat with the Lifeguard....

Tonight im at my sils and we having a few Drinks while mick is out with his mum at the deltones,,, kids are parked in front of the tv and having lots of munchies,.  Am on my 4th Vodka crusier, and we have a bottle of midori to polish off as well...

Hope everyone is having a great weekend so far...

xxx cazza

Today was good.. Got up organised the 2 oldest ones and took them to school.... Came home and got stuck into the house and found items that went missing hehe... Mick annoyed me a little and we sorted that out a little,... It wasnt his fault, just stupied work related...

He went out for a while to help his mum and came home with some new curtains for the lounge, so they will go up tomorrow...

3 more sleeps and chloe goes to school for the one day next week... She is so excited and was running around the school today chatting to the teachers aides about it all... Will try and post some pics up on here on monday...

Brodie and Caitlyn have settled back into school very well, and the teachers are pleased with them both...

Have a free weekend as i knocked back to have a little one this weekend, as i want to head to the pool and have some family fun, and i dont have a big enough car to have a extra child....

Hope everyone has a great weekend...

xxx cazza

Today has being great... Woke up early greeted by the kids with my favourite Chocolates of ferreo rochers, and a fake rose..... Then Got them all ready for school and out the door at 8.20... Took chloe to creche and mick and i headed to kmart and coles and woolies to do some shopping..

Came Home played a game of ''Twister''( there said it Dee).

Was great to have one on one with mick as we havnt had much time to our selves for the last 10 weeks, his mum did try and get him to help her this morning and he said Nope....

Went out for Lunch at the Watergarden at the Casino and we both had Chicken schnitzel and mick had veggies with his, and i had wedges... Had a bit of a gamble with my loose change and walked away with my loose change hehe,. mick and brodies teacher called me a scrooge....

A few mums will be proud of me as well on here... While i was picking brodie and caitlyn up from school i went and saw my gf to see what time she wanted me to help her tomorrow with the fundrasiing... She had told me that her and this other snake Mum had done it this morning, and i said to them, why didnt they let me know, and Vicki(my gf) said that i should have known, and that she has decided to be in charge this year, and that she will not need my help, well the other snake mum smirked, and i said well thats fine as im not sure that i can put 100% in this year, as i have tafe soon and then hope to be working in 6 months, well both their Jaws dropped to the ground, and they walked out of the room.. I let this snake mum get to me this last year, and i wont let her do it this year....

What a way to end my great day... and i was so proud of my self... Mick and i also had a great talk at lunch and have made a pact that we go out once a fortnight and also talk more.....

So thats my day, and the kids settled back into school and was quite happy to be back....

Hope everyone has had a nice valentines day,....

xxx cazza

Today was full on as we got up early and did a practice run  before school starts tomorrow... The boys that were staying here thought it was weird , but it turned out well lol...

Potted around the house, was on here for a while... The boys went home at 4, and then i organised mine to get their school uniforms and bags ready, and chloe was like which one do i wear , as she wants to go to school tomorrow....

Tomorrow is Valentines day, and mick and i will be doing Lunch with no Kids, as chloe wants to go to creche.. so that will be great as we dont get that chance very often...

Hope everyone has a great day tomorrow....

xxx cazza

Today has being Very casual and not Busy at all hehe... Took brodie to get his hair cut ready for back to school on thursday, and have being home all day potting around just doing house work and basic house stuff...

Have 2 boys here, that are 6 and 8 and they are so well mannered and behaved that if there was more kids out there like them , you have a dozen of them... I have to say a huge thankyou to Glenhaven as mick wasnt happy at first, and these boys have won him Over... So they go home tomorrow.Caitlyn, Chloe and i will do some Cooking ready for school tomorrow ready to go in the lunch boxes for the week  from thursday....

Hope everyone is well. and having a good week,....

xxxx cazza

I just want everyone to know i have recovered very well from staying at alanas on the weekend and i think going to bed at 11pm instead of 4am last night made a huge diffrence lol..

This morning had a pile of washing to fold and put away as mick will wash and peg clothes and take the clothes off, but he wont fold clothes. but will put away.... so we got all that done. and some housework...

After lunch today we had 2 little boys brought to us , and they are 6 and 8 years old and have fitted in so well with my kids, sure is diffrent to changing nappies and making bottles hehe,. so they here to wednesday.....

Besides all that, had a phone call to confirm that im in tafe and will have some more forms to fill in and start on the 3rd of march, and go 2 and half days a week, and have one day at chloes creche,,, only sad part about it, is that i miss out on meeting up with my support group on tuesdays, but it wont be forever.....

Hope everyone has a great week...

xxx cazza

Today Caitlyn and i left kellzacars house to come home... Was not impressed when Mick phoned me early this morning and told me he was coming Early and neither was caitlyn lol...

Yesterday i did some shopping with alana, and was shocked how expensive their Food is at some of their shops..... Tony and i and the young ones went to the beach as well. while alana stayed home with the teens preparing dinner.... We had toasties and alana had braised steak and onion, and ewwwwwww hate the smell of that.... The rest of us either had ham and cheese and caitlyn had baked beans.... Tony , sumara and i also went to woolies and picked up heaps of bakery stuff at 50 cents a packet, he was a but shocked on how much i got , and how cheap it was for me...

Also went to the bottle shop as there was a bit of a party happening with the teens and was flirted with by the young guy behind the counter hehe.... Alana and i had a few drinks as well. and her and tony piked on me at 1am ,... One of the teens asked me earlier in the night to come down and rescue her, so i decided to join them in the yard.. Well what a shock i Got as 2 of the guys tribbled that much bs , that i thought OMG this isnt right hehe... Stayed out with them to 4am.... Sam and linda were so funny and i had fun chatting to them over the weekend. They sure taught me what to look foreward too with my Girls and know where to send my Girls hehe. as Alana and Tony are great with all the teens that are there....

Arrived Home and packed everything away and everything feels a bit weird and my eyes are hanging out of my head lol...

Just wanted to say to Alana and Tony thank you so much for being Great Hosts for me and caitlyn and we fully enjoyed our selves, and caitlyn has even learnt more about what happens when she has to go to time out...

Was great to meet Deb and hope you all have a great time.....

xxx cazza

Yesterday was interesting,,, Bummed around the house as alana had a migraine and was having her nana naps... Caitlyn is learning very quick that making not very good Choices that doesnt work in alanas house.. She has being on the time out chair a couple times lol...

Alana and i decided to have a few drinks last night and when we went to the bottle shop , alana was like wtf, as every time i come down here, i get freebies with my drinks, this time i got a cooler Bag,..... lol..

So we had spagetti Bog for dinner, caitlyn wasnt so sure on it, as it had spices in it,, so she had a little bit.. After dinner i got the girls bathed and settled them for the Night,,, Alana , Tony and i then had a game of UNO , and i wasnt impressed as they were rigging the game.. So i got the teens in hehe....

Had a few drinks and munchies ..... Watched a movie and it was scary,. it was called Dark Water, alana sooked and i was freaking out.... Was a little sad....

Today got up early and alana has gone back to bed for a while... Her daughter sam is here, and complaining she is hungry and wants macca''s hehe,. and none of us will take her,,,, She said for me to say she was hot as . She is a weapon and i have this all to look foreward too when my girls hit teens, Scary...

This afternoon we heading to the beach, before we have more drinks tonight,....

Super Deb(new nickname) is being missed , and would have being so cool had she being here last night. Hope she comes back before i go home tomorrow arvo...

Thats me for today and will blog more later...

xxx cazza

Most of you know what i do, as i write my Blogs on most of it most days..

But i would love to add what does my family love to do away from minti...

Every year from October - April we Go to the speedway and watch all the races, we pack a esky and sit there and watch the cars racing and smoking tyres... All my children have being going since they were 8 weeks old and they love it...

We also have family outings on a weekend when we dont do care and each one of the kids get to choose where they want to go in turns and in the budget....

I also do temcare as you all know and this year have decided to have older children so brodie and caitlyn know its not just little ones that come into care....

I also have playgroups, mums groups that i attend during school days.. Might not get there much this year as i have just enrolled into tafe, and will be doing a childrens services course Cert 2 for 6 months...

So yes i do have a life outside Minti lol..,,,

xxx cazza

Yesterday caitlyn and i came to alanas to stay for the weekend,... Caitlyn wasnt making good choices and was nearly left in lonnie.... Before we got to alanas we all had take away for dinner.... Got to alanas, and settled the Girls to bed and then had some pics done, as u can all see in kellz blog...

Deb was great to meet and was the same as she was on here, and on the telephone,, I must have scared her away hehe, as she has gone to hobart for a couple days...

This morning was wroken by the flash of the camera and was not impressed,, so hope that pic wont end up on here....

Tonight alana and i will be getting on the mildori, and having munchies hehe....

Caitlyn is being great today and hope it contuies, her and danesha and sumara are playing so well.,..

Hope everyone has a great weekend,,,,,

xxx cazza

Have just being out and looking at my options on where to study so i can return to work next year or this year...

I was accepted in to do a certificate 2 course in children services, and the funny thing is that the tutor is a friend and has worked within chloe''s childcare centre for the last couple years... so I start on the 5th march and goes for 6 months and also am looking at doing a another certificate in family services....

So head down and bum up.....

Also might be heading to alanas for the weekend and just waiting for them all to arrive...

xxxx cazza

Today when i came on Minti i was informed that i was a winner with Ngari for the minti Love comp.. I just want all the ones that have always being there for me from day one to say im honoured and cherish all the friendships on here, and love to see a minti reunion one day,.. Caitlyn and Chloe have requested that they would love to share the top....

Also today after taken brodie and chloe to their holiday program mick, caitlyn and i headed to micks rehab place and while mick was doing his Job, caitlyn had a swim in the Gym,.. She had a ball... After that we went to town payed some bills and headed to maccas for a treat for caitlyn for being so good at the Gym.. I tried one of the salads there and they were nice, except wont have so much dressing next time, my eyes were like wow hehe....

After maccas we went shopping and picked up some bargains.. We then headed to the servo  to get some petrol, and thats when my day went kaboom... Mick decided to have a bit of road rage and scared the shit out of me, and so i went off and he went mad at me, and it was on for young and all.. In the end i told him it was over and i was heading to centrelink, well he headed there and i wasnt there, as i called his bluff, as he knows how much i freak in that servo... Then caitlyn and i headed to the bank, and sorted some accounts out as im paying heaps in bank fees and have had enough of it all... Then we left there and my phone  rang and it was mick, and i said have nothing to say to u, and please leave me be, as if i had found me i reckon i would have done something i regretted,,, Walked home , about a hour walk, and mick came down the street and i said we sort it out when i get home.. Got home and told him how i feel and he said he was sorry and all was Good ,.. I think he thought i was all bluff, as i have never done that the whole time we have being married... Headed out to get chloe and brodie.. came home had dinner and he has gone to work...

Will be having a chat with him as im thinking of  heading to alanas for the weekend, for some fun....

Hope all is well for everyone else...

xxx cazza

Today was great.. Got up and got brodie organised to his holiday Program.. Went and picked Chloe up from her aunts and stayed and chatted for a while.... Then me and the Girls went and visited one of my Girlfriends who has 8 kids... Caitlyn is very good friends with her daughter, and helped her clean her room... 4 hours it took them.... Had a drink with my Gf and then came home...

Its being pouring here this afternoon, and poor caitlyn was freaking out thinking we get flooded in and who was going to get us as mick is at work... Think she watches too much news....

Also while i was at my Girlfriends i got her sign up as a member ,so when she becomes active i love for her to get to know everyone like me,,, here is her minti name twins4me

I have also lost a another 400grams and proberly lost more, but had a naughty weekend lol.

Hope that all that has this rain that it stops soon, as there is only so much rain we need.

xxx cazza

As i mentioned last blog, mick and i had just 2 at home last night,, so we put the little man down at 7pm and chloe decided she would watch dvds in her room.At 8.30 i checked her, and she was asleep..

So mick set up the new Tv and we watched the movie Johnny english and also men in black, except i fell asleep through men in black rofl..

Today has being very casual and we just done some more painting and clean up.. Brodie said he had a ball at pops and he lost a tooth there, and so tooth fairy will need to come tonight here...

Caitlyn said she had fun at her nans as well...

Hope everyone has a great week, and only 11 sleeps to school goes back here...

xxxx cazza

Today has just being Casual... The little man i got staying here is so Gorgeous and very Good..

Brodie has gone for a sleepover tonight at my foster dads, and caitlyn has gone to her aunts and nans House...

So just chloe and the little man here t

onight,.,..

Mick and i will most likely watch some dvds hopefully... Mick has finished the undercoat and has  done above the mantelpiece , and the colour looks great....

Last night alana was here and her sumara was eating all my veggie Chips hehe, and she is so cute.... Caitylyn had a ball with tony and sumara....Got Caitlyn out of her Sulk....

Deb(blackwidowkate) is in tassie as everyone knows and i think she brought the rain with her, so thank you cause we need the rain,,.... Hope if she reads this that she has a ball down here, in our beautiful Country..

Hope everyone else is having a great weekend,...

xxx cazza

Today was same o same.. Done some more cleaning and went to kmart to look at school shoes for the kids, so will send mick to pick them out..

Have Chloe away Tonight as she wanted to sleep at her nan and aunts, but no rest for me hehe, as i have a 18 month old boy for the weekend , that was meant to be 12 months old , Go figure ,..He is a little cutie and very Quiet....

Just alana and her crew here, and they dropped off the computor desk i brought off her, was embrassed as , as my desk was so dusty, hadnt thought of cleaning that as yet hehe...

Caitlyn is being sooky and feels the world is against her, as she is grounded and saying she is bored, she has only to tomorrow to go

Brodie is Going to a sleepover tomorrow night at my foster dads, as its my foster brothers bday, oops forgot that it was his bday hehe... So will sneak out in the morning to get him a pressie...

Mick got his tv here now, but isnt up as yet. as he needs a electrician , so he get his uncle for that....

Thats me for the week, and hope all is well for everyone for the weekend..

xxx cazza