well i was going to watch a movie in bed with my portable dvd player i got for xmas,(thanks mum) but instead managed to have a huge fight with my man  that has left us wondering what our relationship has come to so i have to admit that i went to bed crying and woke up this morning looking like death warmed up.i guess i will keep everyone posted. happy new year to me  bah humbug

oh boy what a bummer for the new year i have managed to catch a cold going around and my joints are killing me, i am light headed and my throat is killing me and my nose is blocked, worst of all i am not allowed to do my diet thing while sick so i hve been very careful what i eat. you would be surprised how hungry this thing has made me but i reach for the good things to eat i have been a good girl.

dakotah and connor also have it the poor babies i havent been sleeping much with all the coughs and sniffles happening and i have one eye open all the time for connor as he is only 7 weeks old and i worry about his breathing.

tonight i am going to snuggle up in bed and watch a movie.

my oh my they didnt put these side effects in the diet book. i now have more gas than a zephyr.

well i never , you know when you are out shopping and you realise you need to fart (hey come on i know im not the only one) and then you sneak one and all of a sudden you realise that there will be no way to hide the dead animal smell because you are the only one in the aisle and the people heading your way know that they didnt do it, wellllll that happened to me and i am seriously ashamed to admit that i covered my tracts by telling my daughter (loud enough for others to hear) hurry up kiddo i have to take your brother to change him hes very wofty right now. lmao. im so soryy guys i couldnt help it and god paid me back anyway because i laughed way to hard and unfortunately ive had alittle incontinence since connor was born 6 weeks ago and well you can imagine the rest lol.

needless to say i have been following the diet  well and even tried coke zero(the one with the zero sugar in it) instead of the glass of full coke, but oh man i think i will just spen an extra 20 minutes on the treadmill and have a glass of full coke . It was seriously cack lol.

the kids are all doing great and are seriously excited about xmas. unfortunately dakotah(2) found my stash of wrapped prezzies and managed to unwrap her brothers(2 twin) toy car. (note to self. hide prezzies at mums next year)

then my 8 year old decided to have a peek at the prezzies i had put under the tree to make it look more exciting for them, and actually partly unwrapped a couple to look inside ( next year make tree boring)

i also have a teenager whinging to open a prezzie early (no way jose) God give me strength.

hey does anyone else get these mental blocks where words they have written for years all of a sudden become impossible to spell.(or is it just me , like the shopping fart thing lol)

well i am not sure i will chat before xmas so all have a great one and stay chilled .

woohooo another kilo down, thats 104 now. cant wait to say goodbye to the 100's.

my fridge has always had healty food in it ,I just had a very bad habit of drinking too much coke and eating too too too much yummmmmy chocolate (focus woman)  but now i have been having a glass of zero instead, chewing sugar free extra has really stopped me reaching for food as i got the apple one and if i even think of food  my taste buds know it will taste horrid because of the gum.

I have tried to stop looking at myself in disgust and am looking at it that i will only be in this body for a little while and that i  am going to shrink it. the good thing is that the chemist where i buy my diet sachets from uses a points reward system where you get 1 point for every dollar you spend and then when you get to 200 points you get a 10 dollar voucher. it only takes a couple  of months and i use the voucher to buy myself something nice to reward my efforts.

i have made my scales a fun experimental tool, i weighed myself and then went to the toilet (lol) and then weighed myself again and i couldnt believe how much fluid can weigh,but then i cant say that because after i had the twins i was so seriously bloated that the doctor made me take lasix tablets for a week to relieve the fluid. it worked and he weighed me before and after and without a word of a lie i lost 10 kilos in that week . i felt sooo good as the fluid build up made my joints so painful and i couldnt bend my fingers,

unfortunately i ended up eating wrong and put 5 kilos on in fat.

well i am still happily determined and when i am past the xmas rushing around i will add extra exercise to my regime, hopefully  it will then melt the kilos off. mum asked me if i wanted 200 dollar voucher to buy clothes with for xmas and i said no thanks i really would prefer to be paid 5 dollars a kilo for my weight loss so when i reach my goal weight i will have nice clothes and not close that i intend to shrink out of.

i have discovered steam bags for the microwave and usde them all the time. tonight i put  fish with , tomatoe ,onion, herbs, lemon, lime and pepper and salt into the steam bag and 3 minutes later we had yummy fish.

i will keep u posted on my progress . oh boy i hope no one buys chocolates for xmas. i will just freeze them until i have reached a desirable weight. or i could just lick one each night lol.

 

ok i have had baby number 5 and i am in desperate need to lose the extra extra kilos i put on, i am trying the shake diet , called the medical vita diet.  i have been on it a week so far and have been a really good girl but i admit to two meals that were not in the guide lines, whipped meself those nights lol,

i used to just eat what i wanted, when i wanted, but now i have a shake for brekky and lunch and a dinner consisting of no carbs or fat or sugar it is mainly lean meat and green veg, and since i am a chocoholic and a coke  (softdrink not drug) addict  ni have had to really use will power so i completely went cold turkey on the chocolate but i have a glass of coke at night. i had the worst detox headache on day 2, but i kept with it

i dont have any withdrawels at the moment just sheer determination. i have lost 2 kilos so far and i am not ashamed to admit that i have to lose 30kilos to get back to the weight i was before i fell pregnant with the twins(now 2).

i have even been exercising, well ok not today , well i did sort of running aroung cleaning and looking after 5 kids and then doing more chrissy shopping, then getting dinner and kids off to bed,

i am on here spilling my guts because i knoe that by telling you all my goal i will work harder to do it as i never like to fail at something i set a tgoal for.

i  would love to hear any encouraging words from you all and i will keep you all posted.

my starting weight....107kg 

goal weight........70kg for starters

weight loss so far  after 6 days .......2kg

good luck to me/

took dakotah to the doctors he wants xrays to see if she fractured her jaw. she also has an appointment with the dentist this afternoon to see if anything can be done to help her. she is having a much needed nap now the poor baby didnt sleep well last night and neither did izzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

my darling dakotah fell tonight face first onto the tiled floor. she managed to loosen her front tooth and mash her lips up a bit. i hate it when they hurt like that , only trouble is she has managed to push her tooth back a little and being late at night i will have to ring the dentist tomorrow to see what he suggests.

life can be so cruel,

 

oh boy should i feeli guilty that i was starving hungry on my way home from taking my 3 youngests visiting and as they had already eaten i raced through the maccas drive through and grabbed a big mac for lunch.

they didnt ask me about it they were too tired. but i suppose to consol me a little it was cold before i got to it and so it wasnt scruptious, maybe thats karma. hmmm

i have  pidgeon pair twins (boy/girl). and you would be surprised how many people ask if they are identical, it got to the point that i would just stare at them for a moment until they realised what they asked. having recently given birth i find myself doing some serious attention juggling so as not to make them jealous, not easy to do when they are going through the terrible twos.

well today is overcast here and i am eating cold toast while i catch some me time for 15minutes while waiting for my hair dye to finish. It will no doubt end up a scorcher of a dayi have family visiting later so im glad my place is clean for once.