Hi all well it has been a long couple of months for me i had my hysterectomy and Caydn finally has an aide at school for 3 hours each day so i am happy about that. I was starting tyo wonder if he would ever get one. He is going well at schjool now and walks with the older siblings to school each day.  I am well now and have to now start getting all sorts of things for Caydn to help him along his huge jpurney of life. He will need alot of help and support not only from me but from his peers and siblings as well. He will be getting funding through the helping children with Autism package through the government so will have to get off my butt to get it all hapening for him so he does not get left behind.

Hugs Michelle

Hi all well i hope everyone has had a great new year so far. I have been busy trying to get the education system to approve a aide for Caydn whom has now been diagnosed as  having high functioning Autism and Aspergers which basically is the same a sthe prior. It has been hard since he started school On Monday each day i have taken him he has done nothing but scream when i leave him and yes it really hurts me inside. The other morning after dropping him off ay school i came hime in tears first time that week. I know he is going to be ok when i leave him and does settle down but it is the fact that i feel guilty about it. He is doing ok and has already bought home readers to start learning to read and is tryin his hardest to sound letters out. I had to go to a physchologist for him to get his autism confirmed althogh his peadiatrician had already said this is what he had. But seems that his peadiatricians word means nothing to the education department when it comes to special needs children. Caydn also has oppositional behaviuor which sme days is realy hard to deal with as no matter what i or anyone else says to him he will keep doing what ever it may be or saying. At times he can also be just sitting in the lounge an all of a sudden he will swear for no particular reason at all. I first thought that the others were annoying him but no one at these times is anywhere near him, jokingly i said to a friend thats all i need a 5 year old with tyretts! I am doing ok and am on the waiting list to have a hysterectomy by the end of march as i am classed as catergory 2. Just before Christmas i also went to see a plastic surgeon in regards to having a tummy tuck under the publis system as i have had 2 c_ sections and therefore qualify for it under that guideline. So i have an appointment in March to see  the plastic surgeons at the public hospital to see how long the wait time may be and if i am able to have it done, i have tole friends and family i am not worried how long it takes i want to get it done to feel better about myself as i am sick of people asking me if i am pregnant and when i am due. GGGGGGRRRRRR It really gets me down especially snce i suffer depression and everything else. Well thats about it for me i will post some pics of caydns first day at school as soon as i put them on my puta. They are all so cute i got pics with all the school age and Jaya had to get in them too.

I will try and blog for my friends whenever i am able to as i have been so down and last night did actually think about suicide but thought against it because of my family and friends they all need me around..

Hugs to you all

Michelle xxx ooo

I JUST WANT TO WOSH ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS A VERY MERRY XMAS AND A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.

HUGS mICHELLE

I really do not care that my last blog was reported i did not name anyone within it at all. Someone is trying to make a mountain out of a molehill!! If people do something wrong by saying things that are not true then i believe their friends should also be aware of what they are capable of. It was a minti ,mail sent to me and i have every right to post my mail in a blog as long as i do not mention members names which i didnt! So al of you who wish i was not here and think i am trying to cause trouble you all need to get a life. All i wanted to get across in my blog that again was deleted by the very same person that reports all of my blogs they do not like was that we all need to be carefull what we say and whom we say it to and tell the truth what does lying get you??? NOTHING!!!!!!!!!

I am not on much so really do not care what anyone thinks and some i thought were friends i have since found out are not the people they seem to be...

So go ahead if  you want and report this blog but there is nothing that i wrote that i can see be reported for any reason.

I am not sending spam mail either for member whom stated i should be reported for sending spam mail..... I am merely doing this so that certain members are welcome to join the site. There are alot who already have and what emails i send is no ones business thought minti mail was private???!!!!! Guess it is not that private as admin say it is. If it was then  only myself admin and the member who forwarded it to admin should know about it.. As i was told they wish the person well in their endevour and they are going great guns new members every day!!!

The site is family friendly and has lots of other stuff minti does not have and how lomg has minti been running??

If you have a problem with me then  please minti mail me rather than slander me behind my back!! I have nothing to hide