Hi all i want to apoligise to my special friends for not being here as much as i want to be. It sems i have missed a bit of happenings with people leaving yet again for reasons of their own or for being bullied. I too left once cos i did not feel safe here but i came back after alot of thought and tsalking to some very special friends. Thank you guys for helping me make that decision to come back. I did miss you all. I will not name names but you know who you all are.

Well my week has been almost the normal round here. Busy woith kids and housework and my course yay i am almost finished it. I cant believe i have done so well at this stage anyway. I am hoping to get my assessment done soon as i have had none yet. But it is all good and dandy here.

Thursday Caydn had kinder and he told them what he thought of them it was funny in a way he told them they were stupid as they had nothing he liked there. So they asked him what he would like and he told them rice. He really enjoys coloured rice and will sit there for ages just playing with it. So he got that and they said he played with that for a while then played woith cars he loves cars too and makes lots of noises which they told me he cannot make as much noise as he normally does as it disturbs the other children but he will be who he is and play the way he wants to no one can tell him as he can be very stubborn when he wants.  My friend came over on Thirsday with her boys for the day they are so funny at times and can be little terrors too at times but that is boys for you.

Friday morning got up at 7am and Tiffany stayed home from school as she was not feeling well and had pains in her stomach she was doubled over in pain so told her to stay at home for the day. I had Jaya home f rom day care Friday and Caydn went as his little friend Riley was going to be there after he had been to kinder. Riley goes to three year old kinder but he and Caydn get along so well when one is not there the other frets for the other one. They have their days and fights but in the end they love each other. Apparently when the day carer picked Riley up from kinder he and caydn were acting like they had not seen each other in years but it had only been a day lol lol.

Today the carer took the children to the reptile show or something ike it at the Melbourne Show Grounds they had a ball. Caydn was not well and was sick all in the New car thank goodness the seats were scotch guarded when she bought it. She had to go and buy him some clothes as she did not take a change woith her for him. Then on the way home Tyson started to be sick all in the front seat of the car he had a bag but completely missed it. Again she has to clean it out properly tomorrow to get rid of the smell and the germs. Caydn ate tea then was sick again but in a bucket he asked me where his bicket was and he got it and then was sick in it. Well they seem ok now they are sleeping at the moment so i just hope no one else gets sick by morning. Tiffany has a friend staying over tonight they are best friends they have similar likes and dislikes but are such great friends.

Well on Thursday i got some news about my mum that i am a bit concerned about and have kind of been stressing over. Mum went to the drs last week for her usual 12mnth check up. She had blood tests and then went back Thursday to get results they were not what she had expected. She had protein in her urine wh9ich is not good for the kidneys so she had to have a repeat blood test and an ultrasound on her kidneys. The results of blood tests showee that her sugar level was 7 apparently that is not good. Then the dr told her she had to go and have a ultrasound again but this time a pelvic one as they found a dark spot on the right side and are not sure what it is at this stage she gets the results next Tuesday i think it is. She also had to have another blood test to check her sugar again i think and she had to starve for this yet again. She is worried but does not let it show but i guess i know my mum too well. Better than she knows herself at times. I will let you all know when she gets her results how she went but that wont be until Tuesday sometime. This weekend has been pretty quiet apart from stupid teenagers riding motor bikes up and down the road and causing trouble. I even had neighbours from a street away come round and tell me not to say anything to them if they said anything to me as they have been throwing items at house up the road and smashing cars as well. I told them that they would not want to start here as the kids dad will go out there as he is here at the moment and then there will be trouble. They have started trouble here once before but are not game to start again as they will be in for a shock. Someone has been at the cars out the front this we know as the passenger door lock has been tampered with on one of the cars so we will be keeping an eye outr tonight. I have told one of them that i know to tell the others that if they dare do anything here they will be in for a ]shock big time. I cannot stand it when they are in gangs and just generally cause trouble but when it comes to them they cant handle it they are just vandals as i say. There were 13yr olds drinking alcohol. My question is always the same where are their parents while they are out causing trouble?? I know one of the parents is a drug addict and alcoholic and obviously do not care what their children are doing or where they are. I have nothing against people who use drugs at all but when they have children and allow them to basically do what they want then that is when i get angry. I thank my lucky stars each day that my children are well behaved they stay at home and are not out there causing trouble in gangs or the like.

Well i hope everyone has a great weekend and enjoy the week ahead.

Hugs Michelle xxx ooo