Hey everyone i know i have not been around the last week but it has been mayhem here.

I have been going to my physc every Tuesday so he can see how i am going and i am happy to say i am at the moment going well and yes i am finally happy during the day at least.

Four of the kids went to a c.h.i.p.s. camp this weekend and my mum took the younger two on Friday morning so i had no young ones at all until today. Yes very quiet here thos weekend which is very weird to say the least. I dropped the 4 going to camp in Berwick at about 5pm Friday and they had a sausage sizzle and played games. They all had a buddy each well Cody had two. He thought that was great and they all left with smiles on their faces which made me feel better about them going. I said goodbye to them all and told then i would see them today after luch sometime 4pm i had to be there to collect them.

Last night we had friends pver for drinks and i was the only sober oneout of them all as i am on meds i do not drink unless i feel like 1 or 2 cos i have found that it makes me more depressed. They were all so funny i had a very sore stomach from laughing so hard and for so long at them being stupid lol lol. I had two of my friends a male and a female playing twister dance dvd it was hillariuos as. They could not even do half of the moves to it all. They were jumping and swinging their arms and legs everywhere i even got my video camera out and videoed them that is how funny they were. Then my battery went flat so i got the digital camera out and took pics i will have to post some so you can see how funny they looked in still pics. They did not go home until after 2am this morning so by that time i was worn out big time. I had taken mt medication at about 1am when i normally take them at about 9pm every night. oh well it was a great night i have not laughed so much in ages so was worth it all.

Today was very quiet woke at 8am so i got up rather than lie in bed as i would have gotten a headache if i did. My mum brought the younger two home at about 10am this morning which was earlier than i aske dher to bring them home lol lol but it was good as i was soooooo bored any way. At about 3.30pm i left home to go and pick up the happy campers that were arriving back at 4pm. So i got there at about 3.50pm as itis not that far where i had to pck them up from anyway. They arrived back and they all had massive smiles on their faces and ran to me with arms wide open and gave me hugs and kisses. They all had to go to the hall to get another surpise mind you they already had a bag full of things like teddies, photos, beanies and the boys had wooden craft things they have ot put together then paint, Ashlee  got a scrapbooking thing. They were all so happy and the buddies told me that they were very well behaved which i knew they would be as this is the first time they have been away without me apart from family day care. So when they went into the hall they were given a football for the boys and a basketball for the girls they were even more excited now. We went outside with their buddies and played football and basketball for about half an hour or so. Then i decided it was time ot head home as i had to cook tea for everyone and i was starving, so the buddies helped me take all the bags etc.... to the car. The kids got in after giving their buddies cuddles and telling them they would see them in 2 weeks when they have a campers reunion. Got in the car and drove home. I was glad to get home. Cooked the tea and kids got into their pjs. Once tea was cooked and eaten it was time for kids to go to bed it was getting late and they were all really tired. I tidied up and went next door to have a cuppa with my neighbours to get out for a little bit. Came home and thought i would jump on and do a quick blog did not realise what the toime was lollol lol loll lol lol

Tomorrow i am going to look at a new van as i have nbever really had a decent one. Anyone knows anyone in vic that is looking for a van that seats 8 i have one for sale. I am so counting down tikl tomorrow about the van as i went on Saturday to have alook at them and i have placed a holding deposit on one so keeping my fingers crossed and my legs too lol lol

Well better get going it is getting late and my eyes are oing blurry lo, lol

OI Hope EveryOne has a fantastic week and i will blog soon

HUgs

Michelle

xxx ooo