Hi all well it has been a while since i did a blog. I have been so very busy with all the appointments with Caydn and also Jaya now. School holidays are here now and it is going to be very interesting as my children no longer go to family day care. The younger two go to a brand new child care centre close to home and they are loving it there. They only started there on Monday this week and already Caydn is showing his true self to them. Behaviour wise i mean. He has started hiding under tables and throwing chairs that is just him i did pre warn them before he started, so they were aware of what his antics were and hopw he acan get at times. Jaya had an eye test the other day and she now also needs glasses to wear and she needs them on all the time. I do not pick them up until Friday she looks so cute in them as when we tried them on she wanted to take them there and then but i told her they had to get fixed for her first. She was happy with this. The frame is pink and purple pattern and really suits her to a tea. My eldest daughter is also expecting again some time next year she is due not sure when as yet. I am so excited at the moment as they may be coming down for xmas this year. It will be the first xmas i get to haver my grand daughter around for. I really hope that they do make it down as this xmas will be extra special with them here to celebrate.

The kids are all going well and there have been dramas in their lives the last month or so but i will not go into it here. My very close friends know what has been havppening and they have been very supportive.

The other day i had a really bad day i was that tired i slept for 14 hours straight lucky i had a friend here that stayed the noight and she was the one who told me to go to bed and get some sleep apparently i looked like i had not slept in weeks. One minute i was not too bad the next i was out cold as soon as i hity the pillow. I woke up the next morning at 6.30am feeling a bit better than the day before and today i had a relaxing day at home with the kids. We sat and watched movies all dasy and they enjoyed the quality time together. There was no fighting or arguing betweenh them at all until later in the day when they were all getting tired.

I cooked tea while they sat on my berd and watched dora with Jaya as she has now got a thing with dora it does not matter how small a picture of dora is she will find it guaranteed. and she needs glasses??? lol lol I know it is not funny about her wearing glasses but to be able to see dora in a small picture is amazing for her age. Jaya has grown so much in the last few montrhs she is talking heaps and is very clear with her speech too. Her and Caydn are like two peas in a pod where one goes the other goes and Caydn stands up for her if the others annoy her. She know s that she can do just about anything to him ans he will stand there and take it but if someone else does it he goes off his head big time.

The last month has been very difficult with everything happening all at once but i admit i have had my bad days and my good days. Myself and my family are strong and can handle anything that is thrown our way we have been here for each other through tough times and good times too. Friends are also being a great help being there if i need to talk about anything and even just for a chat.

I want to thank my dear friends for everything they have done to help me in the last few weeks.

Hugs Michelle xxx ooo