Hi all well it has been a funny week so far for me. The kids are in school holidays and are trying very hard to keep themselves busy as they can. They have been normal kids fighting and arguing over the smallest of thimgs as kids do at times. Other times they have been very good and co operating with me. They have been helping around the house by doing chores for which i pay them a little bit of money for their money boxes. The younger two are thouroughly enjoying their new day care after al the hassles of their old day carer and what happened. I will not go into detail about it here as i do not think it is the right place for it. I am going well and have t go to court next Tuesday in regards to a family matter you could say. I have been trying to stay home a bit as my anxiety has hit a high note at the moment so home is the best place for me. Tomorrow i have to travel outside of my safety zone and take Tiffany to the dental hospital in the city so that should be fun not!!!!!! I do not cope too well with going outside my safety zone. I can go certain places but it needs t be within my safety area.

Tonight i only have the two teenagers and the younger two as the other 4 school age are at friends of mine places for a couple of days to give me a bit of a break. One of them is an older friend of mine and she lives on her own so she is happy to have the boys as company and they were lookng frward t it too. The other two are at Brookes for a night or two(pudgygirl06) they are helping her oack as she is moving to a new house closer to me yay yay she will only be about 4minute drive from me if that when she moves on the weekend. So i am going over there durng the week to help her pack and clean the help her move n the weekend as well. She is s excited about moving in a way as she only found out today that she gt one f the house s she applied for. It will be really good for her to be closer to me as she really is a fantastic person Kelz can vouch for that!

Well today i went to see my psycologist  after a few months. He wrote me a really good letter fr court next week and even gave me a ame for part of my problems well not really problems my depression and behaviours. One is paranoid personallity doisorder and then also many other personality traits as well so now i am a bt happier having a bit more insight into what is goimng on nin my head ol ol ol lol

Well that is all for now i am getting a bit tired will blog soon!

HUgs to all  xxx ooo