Hey everyone thought i would do my blog before the weekend starts. Tonight we had people over for tea. We had yummy chops and scallop potatoes with other vegies. Today is a friend of mines daughters birthday she is 2. Tomorrow we are having a party with a Jumping Castle yay it will be so much fun. My yard is so big we could fit 4 jumping castles in there lol lol. My kids love riding their motor bikes in the yard and racing each other it looks so funny when they do it. Well i am sitting here doing my blog and chatting to a friend that is here as well. I am looking after a friend of mines sons tomorrow for a few hours which will be good. These two boys are the two whos mother has handed custody over to their dad so she can party and basically do what she wants with her life. She is staying with me at the moment which in a way is starting to piss me off big time as she only paid me $50 for two weeks she has been here so far that is it wil be 3 weeks this sunday. Who needs it npot me at the moment.

Today some stupid idiot almost made me smash into them when i was taking the kids to their daqy carers place for the night. I missed a serious accident by about half an inch. I went right off my bloody head i stopped traffic and was going to get out of my car and really knockhim out but i thought better of it. I just tooted my horn and yelled out my  window at him. I almost felt my car start to roll but i got control of it very quickly to avoid it happening.

 Sunday my mum is coming over to take Tiffany shopping for her birthday present so all the kids will be happy to see nan then for a few hours as well as they have not seen her for about 2 weeks.

The holidays are here and i need to find lots to do with the kids so they do not get bored.

I have everything nearly in order for Caydn for assessments for school next year as i seen the vice principal this morning and talked to her and the  guidance officer as well in regards to what we need to do. I have to find all the reports i have from all the different people he has seen in his four years of life. That should be fun to find where i put them lol lol. I will find them soon enough i think anyway.

Caydn is starting Occupational Therapy next Friday morning and then he gets his glasses next week sometime they will be ready so when he gets them i will take a pic and put in my blog for everyone to see how cute he looks with them on. He is so very excited about getting them which is a good thing i guess.

Well i have to go now as Bj needs to get picked up from work at 9pm if i not there he will ring me soon to see if i am still picking him up.

I hope everyone has a good weekend and enjoy the good times with family and friends!

Night to you all and will blog as soon as i get a chnace and i will also take lots of pics morro of the kids on jumping castle too.

Hugs Michelle xxx ooo

Hi everyone thought i would drop by to let you alll know tht i am getting better by the day and have been resting finding different things  to do during the day as the kids dad still has me staying inside so i dont get nay sicker. I am still trying to organise to go away for a couple of days with a friend but it will deoend how i feel as the day gets closer so we have not made any reservations or anything for ths reason. I feel worried going too far away from homem as this is my safety zone and i do not like to go too far from home nowadays.  I will miss the kids too much if i went away. So i think we may just go to Melbourne for the weekend and stay with my mum as she has 2 spare bedrooms and lives on her own we can go out and party while we are there too if we want. Then if there is an emergency we can rush home to deal with that.

I am slowly on the mend from my pnehmonia and keeping warm is the best medicine at the moment i think staying inside is good. Everyone does everything for me i just sit back and relaz loll lol lol

Well tomorrow is Tiffanys' 14th Bday she is having a smallish party here on Saturday as my friend little girl is 2 on Friday so we have prdered a jumping castle for the day. The day wil be so much fun i think i may even try my hand at jumpng on the jumping castle lol lol i would most likely pop it. Then Tiffany is going to the blue light disco with her friends she goes to this every month usually the last saturday of the month.

I am going to get going now and get some sleep as i have to get up early and take a froind to the drs tomorrow and do a few things to.

Hope everyone is having a great week.

For those of you who may be unwell i hope ou all get better soon.

Hugs Michelle xxx ooo

Hi everyone sorry i have not been on lately i went back to the drs on Wednesday night as i was feeling worse by the day. The antibiotics i was on were not working as the dr thought they should be, I was feeling worse every morning i woke. So i went to see my usual dr on Wednesday night and he has put me on stronger antibiotics and also prednisilone 50mg for 5 days. He said i have pnemonia and am not allowed to go outside and have to rest. So yes i have been doing this and the kids dad is here to help me too. He has been going to the shops and dropping kids at their day carers house for me. Tonight i wanted to go to the video shop to hire some movies to watch but he told me i was not allowed to lol lol. So as ordered i did not go he and a friend of mine went for me. So i have just been sitting here doing my course and guess what??? I FINISHED my course last night now i have to ring when i feel better to go and have my very last assessment done and get my certificate. I feel so proud of what i have achieved in 6months and i am also starting to take pride in myslef and the way i dress. Everyone has been complementing me on rthe way i am dressing i am doing it for me no one else. I just want to start feeling good about my life and where i am at if you can understand.

Well i better get going am off to bed now having trouble breathing due to the night air so wil be taking my ventolin with me tonight again.

I hope everyone is keeping well and if any of you are sick please get well soon!

Hugs Michelle take care and i will be on again as soon as i get more energy to type. Just wanted to let you alll know what has been going on incase anyone was worrrying. Thank you Alana for all your sms and yes i promise to rest..

xxxoooxxxooo

Hi all well this weekend has been flat out and i am not well at the moment. I have a chest infection and am on antibiotics now everyone else in the hous eis starting to get sick too now. I am organising a little holiday with a friend soon. We are not sure where we will be going lol lol but it will be somewhere away from our kids for a weekend lol pmsl........

I have made arrangements but not booked anything as yet until it gets closer to the date we have chosen to leave. This friend of mine has never been away from her kids for more than a night so it is going to be really good for the both of us to go. I had a little chat with a friend in regards to maybe visiting their family when we go away.  Sorry everyone but i will let you all know when it gets closer.

Well i have almost finished my course only have one unit to go and am having trouble getting it done hopefully when i feel better i get into it and complete it. I will let you all know when i have completed it and have had my last assessment as this is when i will get my certificate for the course.

I still have a friend staying with me and i am starting to feel the strain at the moment. Yesterday i was so exhausted i went to bed at 2pm and woke at 5pm so i was totally worn out. I then went to bed at 9pm and slept until 7am this morning. The kids have been really off their heads big time so much energy between them all i am exhausted again tonight so this will only be a quick blog for tonight.

Sorry i have not been around much but am thinking of you all each day!

Have a great week

Hugs Michelle and Family xxx ooo

Hi all well sorry i have not been on for a while there has been so much going on in my house it is not funny anymore.

At the moment i have a friend staying with me and she does not seem to be doing anything to get a house of her own she has two young sons and has given custody of them to their father as she has no where to live and has been mentally and physcological unstable. I know i have my own demons to deal with but now i have hers as well. I am going to get her of her lttle ass and do something about getting a place to live permanenmtly as it is really starting to drive me crazy. Dont get me wrong she does help out at times but seems to really be enjoying not having her childrena dn has been partying the last few weeks talking pills and getting drunk at every chance she can. I put a stop to it since she has been here but she sleeps till usually about 11am and i cannot handle that. I am u lately at like 5.30am 6 am depending when my eyes open lol. I have been stressed out and i realised tonight theat i have been under talking one of my meds that is how stuffed up my head is roight now ummmm maaaaa. Yes i know it is bad but i have just been so stressed but tonight i have taken the correct dosages of my meds i am trying to be good as possible.

Well yesterday Caydn had to go and see his peadiatrician for his checkup. She was pretty happy with him and he is doing ok. Well in a way i guess he is. He was in one of his moods yesterday from the time he woke up so i knew i was really in for it from 7am. The peadiatrician tried to have a conversation with him to see if he made eye contact at all and you guessed it he never once made eye to eye contact with her the whole time she was chatting to him. She asked him if he had friends at kinder and he said no, She asked him why and he said :cos i do not want any!" I was shocked by hois answer. He does keep to himself most of the time at kinder usually enjoying solitary play. Other children can be near him when he is playing but he will not interact with them in no way at all. Caydn is now on the 50th percentile in height but only on the 25th percentile for weight so he is still low for his age which he has b eeen for most of his life nothing new to me. He did at one stage start to go above this but has now dropped back again. He does eat at most meal times so it is not a lack of food. The peadiatrician had ordered blood tests which i took him to have today. He was really good while having it done and he got to have a woody bandaid on it he thought that was cool as lol lol. She is checking his iron levels, and heaps of other things she is also testing for fragile-x syndrome she said she does not want to miss anything and to make sure she has covered every possible avenue with him and to ensure he gets all the help he needs or will need in his life especially when he starts school next year.

After seeing the pead yesterday i had to drop Caydn at kinder as he was to be seen by the field worker that organised his aide for the last two terms. I dropped him off and came home to do a few things as i needed to be back at the kinder by 12 to pick him up and have a meeting to see if we would still need the aide the next two terms. I got there and the field worker was chattingt to me telling me that she was thinking about stopping the aide for the rest of the year until she SAW the True Caydn lol lol he was being very defient and notlistening to what he was told to do. He had been hiding under tables so as to not be a part of the group at all. I am happy that she saw the true Caydn as before this they had never seen him in top gear even though i told them exactly what he was really like. Hooray for Caydn lol lol!

I am not well at the moment and have a chest infection so have to take antibiotics for this ontop of all my normal meds i will be rattling like a bay rattle soon i think. Jaya has a chest infection also and i think Caydn is getting his asthma too, so it must be going a round somewhere. Today i picked Caydn up from kinder and yes he was being very naughty he was not listening or doing as he was told, Caydn had been tot he toilet but did not flush it or wash his hands so they were trying to get him to do these two things before he came home which is fair enough i told them. So they asked him to do it while i was there and he ran, the kinder aide told him to walk as running was not allowed inside which he knows too well. I told her to make him go back to the mat and do it again but this time walk. The aide did do this but he still tried to jump back to the mat so she sent him back to the toilets to do it correctly. Finally after 5 minutes of this he walked to the mat but would not sit down so i told him he could not come home until he had done exactly what was asked of him. He finaly sat down and then they told him he could go. I asked them if he had been like this the whole session to which they told me he had gggggrrrrrrrr. He had been under tables refusing to come out, he ripped his jeans as there was a little hole in them he made it extremely big right from the knee to the ankle he got into trouble for this as he did it on purpose they told me. He sat on the mat at one stage and just ripped it.

Well i am off for the night i hope everyone has a great week and weekend and please take care.

Thinking of all my friends every day!

Hugs Michelle xxx ooo

Hi all well sorry not been on here much of late will explain later. There has been so much hapening here not with me but a friend. I am always thinking of you all and hope you are all going well. I love my new van and yes Alana i will be taki9mg pic for you today so you can see it lol lol pmsl i will also take pics of puppy as he has grown so much it not funy. He is eating and drinking on his own now so have put mum outside again, she has been so noisy at nioght it sounds like she is getting killed or something but she wil get over it.

Well just a quick blog for now i will try to gewt on tonight and lwt you all know how things are in detail.

Have a great day and hope each and every one of you have a great day.

Hugs Michelle xxx ooo