kia ora from wet and windy Aotearoa aka new zealand lol

my bones really hurt and my muscles scream when its wet ggrr

kia ora

how are you all we are doing good my girl is having counciling for her post traumatic stress disorder

we also have to do councilling for parents of children who have been abused sexually

its a hard road to go thats for sure

hope you are all well and happy hugs from colleen god bless you always

hi i am sorry i havent been about i am dealing with or trying to deal with degenerative disc disease of the lower spine in L4 and L5 disc .

it is so painful i stsrted complaining to the doctors about it about 4 years ago when it stsrted to pinch the nerves in my spine since then i have been treated like i am a idiot told to take this pill that pill and laughed at told its all in my head and i have even changed my doctor

the new doctor sent me for a full hysterectomy  which i happly did a year ago on the 28th march 2006

then to be told after wards that i didnt have endometriosis doh

so back to the new doctor to be yelled at and treated like a druggie because i am in agony can not walk or bend or feel my legs any ways i am back at the bone specialist and yay i am going for a mri scan  on rthe 12th march  for a narrowing in the spinal collumn  fingers crossed i will get some help now and not treated like a liar

the sychiatrist says i have a somatisation disorder i looked that up in the med book and i means  its all in my head i am just immaging my pain

well thats no way to be treated my the medical proffession and i am at the end of my teather.

sorry to go on but thats half the reason i havent been on and i am sorry .

all my best to everyone may god bless you all lots of love from colleen