Well Aidan has moved out again and now this time he is moving away to Brisbane...I am scared he is moving so far away but he has been offered a job on the northside of Brisbane and that is where he is off to...Each time he leaves it gets easier LOL....Nikita is still enjoying school she wants to live there and shy is starting to hate it....John has got himself a school based appreticeship as a mechanic this year with my neighbour....10 points for going over and asking I was sooooo proud of him doing that and he said yes....I am not sure who was more wrapped me or him lol....Tiana has decided this year in grade 9 that she is not going to hang around girls they are nasty back stabbing cows she says so she is playing on th oval with the boys and she says that is the way she is staying....One of the boys lol....Oh Michaela well where do I start my little miss prissy has decided that she is boy crazy more that ever and she has come to me with a few little things that worry me alot about just how boy crazy she is if you get what i mean...She is still young but she is definately off to the doctor next week lol.... Well now for me umm what can I say....I am here and I am surviving...I am still having my ups and downs with my health and my mind its kind of like a roller coaster ride these days...And Ken is pretty up and down too these days so it really is a moody house lol but we get around it....Well thats all for now Oh Corrie yes he is doing well lol still in his terrible 2s at 3 and very lonely during the days while nikki is at school....But he is coping....So peoples until next time take care of yourselves.....

Have a great day

Cheers

Angie 

Okay it has been two months since a blog so here we go again....Okay as those who know me know my eldest boy moved out for a while but guess what??? he is home at the moment for awhile until he finds his own place....Things have been good just a little full on and busy in the house any way lol....Then yesterday Nikita my youngest girl started prep she is now a big girl lol....I went with Ken to take her for her first day I hopped out of the car and had to get back in cause I started to cry...sad but true...You would think by this time onto number 6 of the kids that I would not be such a sook but it just doesnt get any easier for me lol... Here is some photos of Nikita on her fisrt day.....and Shyenne and Nikita in their uniforms all ready for school...

Nikita

another pic of Nikita acting all shy...

Nikita and Shyenne on their first day back at school for Shyenne and Niks first day of Prep...

They grow up so quick don't they....

The other kids all started back at school today John and Michaela are now grade 10!!!! and Tiana is grade 9....All I have now at home is Corrie...He was pretty lonely this morning when they all went off to school...He will get used to it i suppose but....

Until next time take care all...

Mwah

Angie

Well way over due on this blog so after checking my emails thought i better blog and let you know I am still alive and kicking...First of all thank you to all of you who have sent emails and well wishes through Black widow kate and kellzacar to me...I have gotten them all and thank you oh so much....As most of you know my eldest moved out and has been doing it on his own....That was the first in the long line of dramas...Things have been okay but getting a little stressful at times... He is not coping the best without his mummy lol but he will get through.... Then he went to schoolies with a heap of his mates this would have been his year....He had a good time but I didn't lol talk about stressful worrying about him....Then ken has finally been medically discharged from the army...So this has been a bit stressful on us...It means we have no income now and we have to live on our payout from them until we can sort out centrelink...It has been really hard finacially the phone is local only so that is why I have lost phone contact with alot of you...Sorry for that hey....I suppose that is what life is all about but hey dealing with whatever this life throws at you and getting through it...We are getting though it slowly...We have had our ups and downs but we are okay...Just sitting here hoping that our payout from the claim from the accident that got ken medically discharged comes through soon....Everyday I think of the lady that hit him on his motorbike  and caused all this drama...He has lost his career the only thing he ever wanted to be a fireman all because she was in a rush and didnt look....her one mistake that i am sure she never thinks about has really caused drama after drama in our life...My husbanf will probably never work again due to the damage in his spine...He is grumpy alot now because of his constant pain whereas he used to be so happy go lucky and the list of things goes on....Baut any way enough of that so here I am alive and kicking anf still around just a little less obvious hehe...Take care all and have a great day....You know you want to lol
Mwah
Angie

Well I have decided I really do miss my son it has been over a week since he moved out and I really miss him heaps...I never thought I would miss the teenagers hanging around and the loud music and the constant trail of teenagers into my house....They briong some smiles to the house really they do...As for this house things have calmed down so much....The kids are really comfy and cool about the fact that they have their own rooms hehe....the older kids all scored their own rooms and Nikita and corrie are sharing for a little while until after Chrissie anyway when nikita goes to school and she can share with Shyenne again...At the moment the two little ones are downstairs with us There is two rooms downstairs and four up so all is good....We have our own bathroom it is awesome hehehe....He has really settled in to the house up there...It is a little disconcerting to go up there in the morning and find him with a girl in his bed BUT he has moved out now and I have no say in what he does and who he shares his bed with hey??? Just lectured him a bit hehe not that he listened LOL...He is now a adult nearly hey...Oh well I better go this for now so I will cath up with you all soon take care and keep smiling.....
Mwah to all
Cheers
Angie

Well today is alot better I am feeling good about it all...I went shopping for the boys and bought them some food as there was none in the house...I gave them reciepts for what I bought and told them when they are on their feet I want it back hehe...Nasty me haha...The house up there looks great ...Aidan has been cleaning and the other two boys seem to liek that idea lol....When I left from visiting him he had told Ryan one of his mates that he couldn't just go out and do nothing...He was to help him with cooking tea...Oh dear he is sounfing a little like me hehehe....But oh well Ryan stayed home and they cooked the meal and then ate together all three of them....He is a bit like the mum of the house...But I feel alot better today about it all so that is al for today and will catch up with you all soon take care....
Mwah
Angie

Okay He has moved out and I am sure that it is best for him but the feeling I got when I woke up this morning was one of emptiness....I walked around looking at things that are usually around like some of his mates and him lying all over my couches or sitting up playing the Wii....or playstation....Or them lying in snoring as they partied too hard at the party they went to the night before....I slept straight through with no calls from him of mum come and get me please the party is over lol...It is early in the morning still....But I am still not too sure how I feel...Today I am going to finish sorting the house and moving it around to where I want to put it it all....I am sure I will get used to it but I think it will take time and I will just have to cope till then....Well thats it for today so take care all and catch you all around soon....
Mwah
Angie

Over the last couple of days there has been a few things said from my son that seemed very grown up for his usual behaviour....He is 17 well last night he went to a mates house and he discovered that one of their rooms became available to rent...It is about 3 minute drive from us....So this morning I get a text and He say come around mum and pick me up I am moving out today!!!!!!!!!! I was a bit taken back and a bit happy as well...As mean as that sounds this is a good thing I think for him....So today We moved him out....His things are gone and I am now in his old room....It looks weird to walk in here and see my things in here and his all gone very weird....I checked out his new room at the new house and it is set up and looking so good....He then pottered around all day up there and cleaned....the two boys he shares with werent the best so he thought he would do it LOL...It seemed kind of weird seeing him clean his house hehehe....He never did much here LOL...He is a little lonely going from this housefull to just a couple but one thing he did say was yay no more crying babies lol....So today I feel a little lost and a little happy in the same day as I think maybe my young boy has finally become a young man.....Well that is all my news for now take care all....
Mwah
Angie

To all the fathers out there I hope you have a great day.....It is also my 7th wedding anniversary today so to my own man happy anniversay to you and to me oh heck to us LOL....I love you today just as much if not more than the day we married....You are my life my love my everything Ken....Kisses and hugs to you....
Mwah
Angie

Well today is Shyennes Birthday and she is 8.....I feel really quite weirf about it as I feel like she has just grown so much in the last years....She is having a qiet day today but we will do something tomorrow for her bday as I have an appointment I have to be at today for me so we have decided to do somethig tomorrow for her bday....We are going to go shoppping with her bday money this afternoon if we can....So happy birthday Shyenne you are my little dancing princess and I love you with all my heart baby girl Mwah......On another note just quickly Ken has gotten his discharge date too he will officially be out of the army on the 7th of November....The board has decided that after the accident that he is unfit to be a firefighter anymore and unfit to serve in the army....He is a little miced in the head of how he feels but he is getting there slowly....When you grow up all your life wanting to be a firefighter then you actually get there only to have it taken from you so quickly then I suppose you would feel that way....I better go and get off to this appointment so until next time take care all...Mwah Angie.....

Well today is my gorgeous girl Tianas birthday she is the big 13....today we are going into town to buy some clothes for her birthday and to get her eyebrows shaped for her and buy some OMG girl things for her she wants.....She has always been my tomboy but as of last night she has stated that now she is going to be 13 it is time for her to look like a girl.....Im gonna cry....hehehe....Tiana is not my daughter by blood by I have had her living with out her mum with me for 7 years and with her mum on and off since she was 2 so I actually toilet trained her....This is just a quick blog to say that you may not be my biological daughter my darling but you are my daughter to me....I love you Tiana....With all my heart....So happy Birthday to you sweety.......I will post photos of her new look later on in the week.....or probably tomorrow as I have another birtday coming up for Shyenne tooo....Oh dear what a week....Take care all and have a great day....Mwah Angie