Okay guys I am back on my medication....Got a wake up call from a very close and wonderful person who I love very much so I went back on them with no guilt at all....The point is mate If I dont take my meds how can I expect my son tooo DER.....Well I am over the whole depression stuff and feel like a new person....So look out advice pages here I come hehehe......Got a few ideas burning away hehe so we will see how it all goes....The positve vibes I have had from here have soo put me in the mood to claw myself out of the black hole I had dug for myself....My kids are not going to know what hit them....I am one person and there is 9 in this house so they can give some help or they get nothing from me...I dont think I will even wash the teenagers clothes if they dont start doing their share....hehe....All they have to do is if they drop it pick it up if they make a mess clean it up and do not expect me to do it all while they sit down on the phone or playing in the yard...I am the parent not the slave hehe see they are in for a culture shock huh.....And Aidan if he goes to school well and good but if he doesnt he will have to go back to work and do something with his life....Hes nearly 17 and I can be his mum and mentor but I can not make him do things or live his life for him thats for sure......Okay well I will see you all around MINTI in the near future....Take care all and MWAH to you all but most of all MWAH to that really good friend of mine who made me see the light you know who you are hehehe.....
Cheers
Angie