Cant believe how long its been since ive blogged. So much has happened.

Ashton is now 17 months old and beginning to be a real little terror lol, im going to blame the teething, it seems to set him off.

He is such an affectionate little one, and has the best personality. All my friends and family say they've never known a child so young to talk as much as he does, its amazing! He has these conversations with you that can last 10 minutes ahahaha, with all the facial expressions and hand movements hehe

Back 3 months ago, my house burnt down. My nefew was playing with a lighter, and we couldnt get it out in time. We all came out fine luckily. Ive lost everything, just came out with Ashtons cot, mine and his drawers, clothes and other bits and pieices. Its going to take a long time to buy everything back, but we'll get there. Im spewing I didnt have contents insurance, id once done an estimate of 40,000 so that really would have helped! but cant turn back time now.

We got another house 2weeks after the fire and still trying to settle into here.

I was meant to start work last week, but found out I was pregnant a 3weeks ago :) Im so nervous, even more then the last time. I think because I know what to expect and the birth was so bad im scared im gonna make a repeat of it. I think i may try drugs this time, as ill probably need another episiotomy. Acid reflux is killing me! and im tired all the time cos i have insomnia.

Its seems to be very quiet on Minti now. I had gotten hooked onto facebook, and was over the crap that use to go on here so just stopped coming on. I'll try to make more of an effort now tho :)

I hope everyone is well and ill try and upload photos in the next few days, I only have whats on facebook. I was so happy to see I had photos on here still, cos my comp also burnt and the back up disks were in the house :(

Well chat soon, i might try and sleep now. INSOMNIA SUCKS

Well it was me asking the quetsions about the depo shot and im not going to do it. From what ive heard here and from others and even with the problems my owns ister had, im not going to risk it. I also rea don the internet it messes with your bones and can make peoples anxiety worse which is something i really dont need.

I have an appointment with my doc tody at 3pm and was meant to be going aswell to talk about the needle, but  i  \guess im going to have to try something else. The only thing stopping me going on the pill is the risk of clots because i smoke.

Ive still been stressing alot. Some days i'm fine and others one little thing can set me off. I dont feel depressed, I just feel really stressed out like i need to hold this family together. Money is a big issue at the moment with goran getting no hours. He told me he was cut down but his boss actually told my mum he isnt pulling his weigth and is late all the time and takes to many days off (he'll be 5 mins late n will atke a day off).. My mum said his a pathological liar and he is the reason for all my stress and anxiety. I know she is right but i guess i keep telling myself he'll change, he does but goes back to his annoying selfish ways soon enough.

Im never hit or anything, I'm just blamed for everything and it brings me down. The second i have a little stress, my pains in my head start, to the point my skull feels like its lifting off and one little patch on my head just sends  deep pain. It freaks me out, had it for 5 months on and off, its worse around my period.

I just want to be normal again and stop stressing so much. If i didnt have to worry about everything all the time and wasnt in pain id be so happy! I hvnt felt normal for 2 yrs :(

Well i'm proud to say ive raised Ashton on my own, and i wouldnt change it for the world. He has ben going really well. Hw is 8 months old now. Starting to crawl, he only goes backwards and rolls everytwhere else. He loves to be on his feet and walk he has since 5 months old. He is teething at the moment, some top teeth are comign through.

He sleeps through the night, he goes to bed at 9.30pm, but sometimes he willw ak eup, like lastnight at 2am but he jsut played quietly then fell baack to sleep lol.

Well i dont really come on here much, im always on facebook lol.

I hope evryone is well.

Dannii xxo

I met Tee and Nat today!! Channy was with us too. I had a great time. We just met at the shopping centre and had coffees n donuts while the kiddies played on the playground.

I was a little embarrest at the start cos im a very shy person but i wasnt as bad as i thought id be. After 20 mins or soo i kept on talking.

Tee and Nat are both REALLY lovely ladies! With the most adorable kids ever! Annaleise and Kathryn are sooo cute ,Chloe is a very gorgeous girl and Tobias, what can i say, man that boy is one little Spunk!!

I had a great time and the 4 hours we were there went soooo fast!!

Dumbass me forgot my camera garrrrr, cudnt believe it, I was shattered, not that i like photos, jus wanted photos of everyone else lol.. The girls had their cameras though and got some photos.I probly turned out looking like the biggest nerd ever but oh well hahahaha...

Well who ever is going to be meeting the girls, the are the greatest and i know you'll enjoy meeting them! And i hope to catch up with them again.

Dannii xxo

Ashton turned 6 months old on the 19th of January and he also got his first 2 teeth!! He'd been teething for ages and now the tops are finally through. His fangs should break through soon too. I was so excited when he bit my finger and i discovere dthe teeth, i was jumping up and down lol. In a way i was sad that his growing up so fast.

Ive changed doctors which was a good thing. Fianlly found out the stomach pain was h.pylori bacteria in mys tomach. Im on strong meds for a week to kill it. I only had a low positive but better treat it now before it got any worse. Im still haveing abdominal pain so tomorrow im having 2 xrays and an ultrasound to see if there is a problem or if its just IBS.

So yeh thats all thats going on, im a little cut that my rents going up  another $10 a wk, i know its only $10 but now thats $290 a week!! I think we're gonna rent for 1 more year and then buy our own house.

Dannii xxo