Well it was me asking the quetsions about the depo shot and im not going to do it. From what ive heard here and from others and even with the problems my owns ister had, im not going to risk it. I also rea don the internet it messes with your bones and can make peoples anxiety worse which is something i really dont need.

I have an appointment with my doc tody at 3pm and was meant to be going aswell to talk about the needle, but  i  \guess im going to have to try something else. The only thing stopping me going on the pill is the risk of clots because i smoke.

Ive still been stressing alot. Some days i'm fine and others one little thing can set me off. I dont feel depressed, I just feel really stressed out like i need to hold this family together. Money is a big issue at the moment with goran getting no hours. He told me he was cut down but his boss actually told my mum he isnt pulling his weigth and is late all the time and takes to many days off (he'll be 5 mins late n will atke a day off).. My mum said his a pathological liar and he is the reason for all my stress and anxiety. I know she is right but i guess i keep telling myself he'll change, he does but goes back to his annoying selfish ways soon enough.

Im never hit or anything, I'm just blamed for everything and it brings me down. The second i have a little stress, my pains in my head start, to the point my skull feels like its lifting off and one little patch on my head just sends  deep pain. It freaks me out, had it for 5 months on and off, its worse around my period.

I just want to be normal again and stop stressing so much. If i didnt have to worry about everything all the time and wasnt in pain id be so happy! I hvnt felt normal for 2 yrs :(

Well i'm proud to say ive raised Ashton on my own, and i wouldnt change it for the world. He has ben going really well. Hw is 8 months old now. Starting to crawl, he only goes backwards and rolls everytwhere else. He loves to be on his feet and walk he has since 5 months old. He is teething at the moment, some top teeth are comign through.

He sleeps through the night, he goes to bed at 9.30pm, but sometimes he willw ak eup, like lastnight at 2am but he jsut played quietly then fell baack to sleep lol.

Well i dont really come on here much, im always on facebook lol.

I hope evryone is well.

Dannii xxo

I met Tee and Nat today!! Channy was with us too. I had a great time. We just met at the shopping centre and had coffees n donuts while the kiddies played on the playground.

I was a little embarrest at the start cos im a very shy person but i wasnt as bad as i thought id be. After 20 mins or soo i kept on talking.

Tee and Nat are both REALLY lovely ladies! With the most adorable kids ever! Annaleise and Kathryn are sooo cute ,Chloe is a very gorgeous girl and Tobias, what can i say, man that boy is one little Spunk!!

I had a great time and the 4 hours we were there went soooo fast!!

Dumbass me forgot my camera garrrrr, cudnt believe it, I was shattered, not that i like photos, jus wanted photos of everyone else lol.. The girls had their cameras though and got some photos.I probly turned out looking like the biggest nerd ever but oh well hahahaha...

Well who ever is going to be meeting the girls, the are the greatest and i know you'll enjoy meeting them! And i hope to catch up with them again.

Dannii xxo

Ashton turned 6 months old on the 19th of January and he also got his first 2 teeth!! He'd been teething for ages and now the tops are finally through. His fangs should break through soon too. I was so excited when he bit my finger and i discovere dthe teeth, i was jumping up and down lol. In a way i was sad that his growing up so fast.

Ive changed doctors which was a good thing. Fianlly found out the stomach pain was h.pylori bacteria in mys tomach. Im on strong meds for a week to kill it. I only had a low positive but better treat it now before it got any worse. Im still haveing abdominal pain so tomorrow im having 2 xrays and an ultrasound to see if there is a problem or if its just IBS.

So yeh thats all thats going on, im a little cut that my rents going up  another $10 a wk, i know its only $10 but now thats $290 a week!! I think we're gonna rent for 1 more year and then buy our own house.

Dannii xxo

Hey there...

Im hardly on here anymore  :( I just feel too sick.

Ashton is teething.. Looksl ike his left fang will be in first, i give it a week max!! Its really swollen and looks white on the gum and he is always chewing things there. Lastnight was the wrost night ever. He was crying for around 2hrs! We tried bonjela, nurofen, chewing on a cold face washer but nothing helped. Then the nurofen kicked in, he was chatting to himself in the mirror and fell asleep lol.

I went back to the doctors today for test results. Blood is present in my urine again but only traces thankgod. It use to be phase 3!! My blood results showed my liver and kidney function are good, no sign of infection. It did show that ive ebenn exposed to glandular fever. I dont have it now but the test does show ive had it. Doctor said symptoms can linger on for up to 6 months!! I have all the symptoms besides a temperature and my throat isnt really sore. So im hoping htats what its from, my last cold wasnt since october tho.

I didnt do much new years with ashton teething an all. I had my sister and bf here. I couldnt down any alcohol,my ribs were killing me,  i had 1 can lol. We just played guitar hero and were up till 7.30am, i only had 4 hrs sleep and ashton was up.

Tomorrow we're going motorbike riding again. We went last week, i stacked once and busted my knee open, ive been sore ever since. Ill be taking it easy tomorrow but if i feel as sick as i do now i wont ride. I really like going tho cos there are heaps of trees and ive never smelt air so fresh in my life!!

Ashton got so much for christmas, we went abit nutty lol... He loves  his walker. its attached to an activity table and they can walk around it. He can walk backwards lol... He loves his jolly jumper, we gave that to him early tho. He also got a fisher price kitchen but he cannt do much with not being able to crawl or climb, he just sits in fron of it in his bumbo.

Minti still isnt letting be upload photos but ive got some on my facebook.

I hope evryone had a fantastic christmas and happy new year.

Dannii xxo