Well tonight I'm making Beef and Reef. This is mine and Matts favourite meal when we go out for tea. Well minus the prawns for him that just means more for me.

That mouse is still some where. Matt brought this liquid that you put on the trap it cost him $14 and does seem to be working at all. Might have to go for the good old faithful cheese or peanut butter. The other night I was in bed had just turned off the lights and I heard some thing in the air conditioner in my room I didn't half s*** myself, I jumped up into the middle of my bed and banged on the wall, hoping what ever that was has gone. I had to sleep with my bed lamp on after that. i know what you'll say Marg but I don't know why I am so scared of them I even grew up on a farm.

Well I must run now as I need to get the main ingredient for my dinner. Don't you just hate it when you have all ready been to the shop once for food only to discover that you forgot some thing.

Take care everyone

Luv Trace xxx

Well after the other night I posted a Question in the "Get to know me better" I asked What is your worst fear. I said mine was mice I am absolutely s*&$ scared of them. And yesterday we have noticed there was mouse pooh on our back table. That I can handle, but when I came inside I noticed there was some near my stove and the back door. Well thats just great isn't it.So now little rascal has got inside my house. Yuk.

Then I go to bed to see another little pooh on my dresser beside my bed. I layed in my bed half the night scared they are out there. Every little noise I head I thought it was that little mouse.(who knows it could be more) but lets not go there.I final went to sleep in the end.

Matt went and brought some traps, we have set them tonight so hopefully we catch the bugger.  Well thats the most stress for my day.

Take care everyone

Trace xxx

Well were do I start. A week and a half ago Matt flew out for the UK. All day Friday I cried, poor Sophie didn't know what to think. She kept say" mummys crying". Then she would get upset and say "I want daddy" which made it even worse.

I'm glad he went away as absence does make the heart grow fonder. And in my case it really has. I miss he so much. I have had to keep busy so I don't have to think about it all day

I went out with my friends on the weekend for my birthday(a week early) gee it was great we didn't get home until 4.30am, I was stuffed the next day. Mum took Soph and I down south for 4 days, it was nice and peaceful. But it's always goo to get back to own house. Sophie's birthday was on the Monday while we were there, didn't really celebrate it as we had already before Matt left. My birthday was on Saturday, started off lovely until the terriable 13 year old spoilt it. God she can be a pain. I ended up sending her back to her mums for the day and night. I tell ya she is a hard one. Speaks to me like a piece of crap and telling me 'NO I'M NOT' and yelling some times I told to go to her mums and there is no computer, foxtel or mobile.She really does my head in. I have the girls this week and she starts again then she can stay at her mums till Matt comes home. She even started a bit this morning and went back and layed in bed, I had to tell her to get up and get ready for school. I'm a bit over her.

I know it's hard when your dad is away, but hay I think we are all in the same boat. This have been going on for 2 years now, so I don't think it's hormonal anymore. She just likes to put everyone in a bad mood.

Any way I must run and pick the kids up from school

Only 6 sleeps till Matt comes home. Hooray

Take care everyone

Trace

Well I have had a lovely day. A friend gave me a massage voucher. So off I went to have my neck, back and shoulders massaged. Gee it was lovely. Then I had my eyebrows and eye lashes tinted. Then it was off to the hairdressers, and I thought I needed a colour and cut. So away from kids and husband for 5 hours I have come home to no little Sophie running around(my mum has come and picked her up for the night) my house is quite but I feel so relaxed. We are off to Matts friends for tea tonight so it's good to go out and not worry about Soph getting tired. Becky and Shanny are coming with us. They are fine when we are out.

Hope fully tomorrow and the next day and the next I will still feel like this.

Oh and the weather is crap here in Perth. The kind where you just want to curl up on the lounge. Must go and get ready now.

Have a great weekend everyone

Tracey

Well it's been a while since I have written anything. I sit back and read everyone elses, highs and lows. I think I do this to forget about my own problems. It's just easier this way.

I don't know what is wrong with me lately one minute I'm all good and the next I'm sad don't want to be here. I don't know how to control my temper with Becky(stepdaughter) I seem to pick on the smallest things with her. Lately I ask myself why? And I have no answers. Am I happy being here married ? One day I am the next I'm not.

Everyday I go through this. Matt is going to the UK for 2 weeks, so I think this is a good time for both of us to sort out what we want. I know he loves me and I do love him, but sometimes I just can't keep living like this knowing that I'm hurting him just because I don't know what I want. This may sound like it's all over the show, but I think that is how I am have the time.

I block it out because I don't want to think of it. I hide it from my closest friends too. I have talked to my mum about it. She says to do what is best . She also told me that Matt spoke to her and said" I don't think we will be together by christmas" that hurt when I found out.But it could be true.

Anyway best go and keep thinking of whats going on in my head.

Confused

I have had the busiest week. Since Friday I have had 1 of my best friends 2 girls. So that makes it 5 girls to cook, clean for, wash clothes, and keep in line. Plus I had to work today. I praise all those parents out there with more than 3 kids, because it never ends. By 8.30 pm the last of the girls go to bed so I just veg out on the lounge, by 9.30pm I'm so tired that I have to go to bed too.

Mind you the girls have been pretty good, they just play and destroy my house.

On the other hand I have had my friends prado to drive, because I can't fit them all in my car. So I'm not looking forward to giving it back.Thank god matt has finished night shift . Not that he doesn't do anything, he does help out. Like he is cooking tea right now while I'm on here.

Anyway must go and get children bathed.

Have a good night.

well i thought i should write a blog seeing how i haven't in soo long.

not much has been happening here, i have been working at my friends cafe on thursdays and fridays now. gee i didn't realize hoe tired i get. i'm not used to working again. it has been 2 years since i quit work.

sophie is just growing way to much. it doesn't take long. her sleeping was doing well until last night, she just didn't want to go in her bed, so i let her fall asleep in my bed then put her into hers. at least she stays there all night.

matt is planning a trip back to the UK to surprise his nephew for his 21st birthday. that will be nice for him,and me well i think a trip to bali with my friends should make it even(haha). will have to see about that, i need to save some money first.

bec and shan are fine. they are at there mums this week so will get them back on friday. what fun school holidays. might go to the zoo 1 day.

hope everyone is well

 

Well another weekend gone. Soph is being a rat bag and waking up at night. Gee you can't win. One minute she is sleeping all night and the next she isn't. But thats life.I had a nice weekend, went out with my friends to the nightclub. Things haven't changed there.

Anyway what I was going to write in my blog is that I can't beleive the nastyness that is happening on here. I'm not 100% sure on it all, but from what I've read it's not nice. I thought this is a great site, especially to talk to other people who may be having the same problems or experiences as ourselves, even a laugh and meet new friends. I know that this does still happen, but when your reading something that is a big fight it puts a damper on everything. I left that bitter and nastyness at school when I left. Mmmmm 17 yrs ago. I know that people my have different opinions and veiws to each other, but when it comes down to it we are all the same "human beings"

Please it's time to get along and help each other, laugh even cry,catch up.

Don't waste time getting into aguements over a web site.For some people life is to short.

Thanks for reading. Have a lovely day everyone

Take Care

Luv Tracey

Well little Miss Sophie slept all night in her big bed she didn't even wake up once. I'm so happy. Hope this keeps going now. I think it's because the weather is cooler. She came into me at 7.15am and we laided there for a bit.

We are off to bunbury for 1 of my best friends 40th birthdays. Can't wait to see everyone.

Have a good weekend all

hello everyone,
just a quick blog to say we are back and trying to get over our jet lag. Soph is all over the show. But on the other hand we had a fantastic time. Paris was horriable and freezing. They are so rude over there. Had a nice time in Euro Disney, very packed. We went down to London that was nice. Did all the tourist things.
Drank heaps my poor body has to get back to normal now. Yes we seen snow for 1 day the day we had to go to London so there was no snow down there.
Glad to be home though Matt is finding it hard. He should come round soon, he doesn't like leaving his family.
Well I have soooo much to do
Talk soon
Love Trace
PS hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and New Year. We did