so have some other memebrs congrats to everyone else . i cant believe i am gold

thanks admin for a great site

belxx

i just want to know if there are any big brother fans and who there favourite is . and what do you think of the new host . i like terrri and what she is up to . and i also like nobbi i think he is funny

belxx

my darling daughters

ok we are selling my car as it over heats and you dont need that with kids in the car it has a full tank of gas so i am giving it to wrecks well they are paying me i am getting 350 which isnt to bad i guess for a ford falcon ea 88 model so i will get a new car soon well when this baby come i have been using hubbys car when i need to go somewhere . i have to clean it out well not as rubbish mess as baby car seats etc

i have had a horriable night well last night we finally got the girls asleep and kenny and i was finally enjoying time together and watching a movie on foxtel when josie started crying so we just gathered she wanted a bottle it was 11 pm  so i go in to get her as kenny heads to the kitchen to make a bottle next minuate oh yuk i was thrown up on and yuk she wouldnt let me go she got bareley anything on her all over me down my nightie and every where so she wouldnt go to kenny finally she got down to play with her toys so i ran to the shower and got out got dressed put her back to bed with no bottle and she yapped and yapped and then finally about 12 30 she went to sleep so then i try kenny is snoring gee wiz so finally i get to sleep to wake at 2 am to throwing up gee so i go back to bed and then about hr later up again throwing up so i went to the lounge room to lay dowm and feel alsepp around 4 am to be woken by kenny at 5 to say goodbye as he left for work i am so exchausted .

love belxxx

well done to caitlin she asked me last night if she could sleep in her own bed now i aint going say no so we put her tv on and she watched punky brewster in bed and fell asleep she wke up screaming kenny went and got her as i am getting him ready for when i go to hospitial as the girls are big mummys girl anyway he sat there in the lounge and rocked her and cuddled her and then when she was in a deep sleep he put her in her own bed . and she slept there till 4am i am so proud of her she prob would have slept longe but i was coughing heaps .so WELL DONE TO CAITLIN

well i am slowley getting better . thanks teshia for all your messages and chatting to kenny to see if i was ok 

love ya all

belxxx

ok i have to get this of my chest my poor mother has MS  now she is on needles which each month cost $1500 now she has a health care card so only $5 so really good but my dad has earnt to much in the last 8 weeks so they have cut her pension card and now she has to pay full price who has that money i dont she doesnt . i worry about her as MS gets bad when stressed so she doesnt need this . she cant even get a normal heath care card

geee stupid centrelink

WHOEVER YOU ARE STOP VOTING PEOPLE DOWN AND GET OVER YOURSELF . GROW UP THIS IS A PARENTING SITE NOT BLOODY KINDER . THE POOR ADMIN STAFF WOULD LIKE TO ENJOY MINTI AS MUCH AS US NOT FELLOW YOUR ARSE EVERY WHERE AND SEE WHO IS CAAUSING THE PROBLEM . GET OVER YOUR SELF . YOU DONT LIKE MY COMMENT THENLEAVE IT ALONG YOU DONT LIKE MY FRIENDS COMMENTS JUST BLODDY LEAVE IT . DONT LIKE US THEN DONT BLODDY FELOW US TO SEE WHERE WE COMMENT .

I FEEL SO SORRY FOR ADMIN THEY HAVE THERE OWN KIDS TO LOOK AFTER THEN TO WORRY ABOUT BLODDY KIDS ON HERE

GRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWW UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

well as you know it was kennys bday yesterday and i woke to him going to work gave him a kiss and said happy bday well poor caitlin wasnt awake and got very upset she woke and daddy wasnt there . so at 9 am he rings me as it is his break and she jumped on the phone and goes daddy mummy get in her car pick you up so we can have party and birthday cake lol so cute . any way few days before kenny had brought his present on ebay he is into model trains and has one bedroom where he runs them so he picked his bday present no use me picking it i wouldnt have a clue lol . well it arrived yesterday i was so happy it arrived on his bday (mind you so was he) . we just had a normal dinner as he has his party on saturday .

well update on me i am feeling a little better but have no voice and coughing lots still most at night and i feel bad as i keep kenny up

thank you for all the lunge visits and notes

love ya all belxxx

yes thats right as you know i have been sick . kenny has done all the clothes washing for me and dryed it . done every night tea and cleaned the lounge for me but he soon realised its not easy to keep clean with kids lol . made me coffes and even done the food shopping . but i feel really bad as it is his bday tommrow and i had a party organised for saturday just been but i am still to sick  so mum said lets have it next week so we are .

so i want to thank kenny for everything he has done i love him to bits he is my world

thanks to teshia for all the sms and msn messages to make sure i am ok

thanks to lui for the emails to see how i am

thanks to nikki your an amazing friend

thanks to lisa i cant wait for your letter to arrive

thanks to cazza your an amazing friend

thanks to alana for all your support

thanks to em for being a great friend

thanks to tee for being a friend

thanks to cass for being a great friend and always making my lounge look good

thanks to janice mum i just love ya

thanks to danni for being a great friend

thanks to admin expecially clay for the help the other day

thanks to nell your just  an amazing person

thanks to marg for the friendship aand the great blogs

thanks to a great sis michelle

thanks to the no pants ladys you know who you are i love yas and miss chatting to you gus

and i am sure there is heaps more i would keep going but coughing to much i still cant eat arr well i can eat soft easy to swallow stuff

love ya all

bel

THANKS AGAIN HUNNY I LOVE YOU

 

well i am sick with my asthma /head cold/ flu / morning sickness / very bad chest cough i am soover it . it has been three days with no sleep . and i cant sleep during the day as have kids to mind . kenny cant stay home as his work doesnt let him stay home when he is sick let alone stay home for me . but he has been great when  he gets home he sends me to bed cooks dinner and watchs the girl and even has time to give me cuddle to try make me feel better he is great .

kenny and i had a bad night last night caitlin woke up and was crying bad so i settled her she isnt well and as i headed back to bed i said to caitlin as she was awake you done accident se said no kenny said i cleaned her earlier so it left one child josie kenny went in her room NOW PLEASE CLOSE IF YOU ARE EAATING OR JUST EATEN . AND she had pulled off her pooey nappy it was every where so kenny called me and yuck it was in the mouth on  the walls on her doona every where even on poor pooh bear lol . it was gross so i bathed josie in the sink so i didnt have to bend and kenny cleaned her bed . then all night was coughing for me

i want to say i am thinking of marg and janice not long till you both meet . i want to say big thanks to lisa for her support .

a masssive thanks to teshia ,cazza , michelle , helen , alana , daanni, casey , nikki, tee and heaps more for all your support and friendship

love you all belxx

I HAVE MEANING TO WRITE THIS BUT I HAVE BEEN SICK AND OTHER THINGS I WANT TO THANK KELZ FOR EVERYTHING SHE HAS  DONE FOR ME . WHEN I WRITE ADVICE I AINT THE BEST SPELLER OR THE BEST PUTTING COMMAS AND FULLSTOPS ETC SO SHE OUT OF HER OWN TIME RE HELPS ME WRITE IT AND CORECTS THE SPELLING FOR ME OUT OF HER OWN TIME AND FOR THIS I LOVE HER .

NOW SHE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY LIFE SHE IS LIKE A SISTER I HAVE NEVER HAD

LOVE YOU KELZ

BELXXXX

HOW KENNY AND I MEET

well i had broken out of a horriable relationship where i had been bashed told where i could go and who i could talk to and had to gie times when i started work and finshed . i worked for a carpert cleaning company where i would go out and clean carperts and my brother also worked there and also at this time my ex now did he would watch every thing i would do . well if a customer isnt happy with your work another memeber has to go back and fix it well my brother had to go back to re do one of my bfs ex now  houses and the lady said i feel sorry for who ever has that guy for a bf and my brother acted inocent and said why she said all he wanted was me in bed my brother was shocked my bf aat the time was cheating on me as at this time my brother and i was very close .  so my brother rang my dad my dad saw me that day but couldnt tell me so he rang mum i got a call from mum to come see her as i lived with this guy and she told me i was devstaated so i went home he acted like nothing i yelled at him threw what i could at him and moved back home best thing i did ever .

well i still worked at the sam e place but it got to the stage he would put things in my work letters etc so i told the boss the moved me to being a telemarkter so he couldnt bother soon after that i left and i was at home unemployed looking for more work i had got him out of my life .

one night i was on a chat site and this name stuck out BURBOUNKING now i dont drink but it stuck out to me so i said hi asl the usual stuff and we started chatting and we worked out he lived a street away from my brother and sisterinlaw at this time . we chatted a bit and he asked me out on a date i was scared as i had epilpsy and my brother was down syndrome and my mum had MS yes sounds stupid but i have been dumed for these thing s. when i told him he said dont be stupid well it had been a mnth and i was heading to his house for the first time to meet him for the first time he had seen a pic of me but i hadnt seen one of him .

so i headed down to his house and there standing out the fromt was two males and a women which i knew would be the sister as he lived with his sister but which was his shhh i had drove up and down his street  three or four times e mustof thought i was nutty. so i walked over to his house nervous as hell . and i was staring at this guy thinking i so hopw its not him as he had massive ears yes i know looks arnt everything but he looked like dumbo well i was hoping it was this other guy and guess what it was kenny i was so relived so we jumped in my car and headed to the beach as he loved the beach and i loved the beach we sat on the rocks and watched the water and just chated next i felt this hand slide across and hold my hand i nearlly melted he was so kind did everything for me .

we meet heaps after that and he was a big MELBOURNE FOOTBALL supporter so i would tag along to the the footie and begin into he made the run throughs the player run through at the start of each game so one time he asked if i wanted to out on the ground so i did and all you see is the crowd look at you well i went more and more times and then one night well staying at his house he asked me to marry him i of course said yes . but i was very inscure as i had so many pervious rel but he understood soon after we got the news we where expecting our first child so we decided a mnth after having our baby we would get married so in october 2004 caitlin was born and the worse thing kenny nearlly lost me . but we enede up getting married in november  . at a park near my mums it was the best day ever we are like soul mates .

kenny takes me for me i am very insecure about my weight to but he says he loves me for me but he knows after our third i will loose it and he will support me . he is such a great hubby we have been together 5 yrs n july and married 4 yrs in november . he means the world to me we have our ups and downs but he puts a puppy face on and knows i cant stay mad lol

so that is my story

thanks to DA for asking for my love story

 

ok so most of you know today was the day i went to the obs to get a clearance for the hospitial and to find out about the lump . well we ariivved luckly very early and there was limited carpark so finally got a park and paid for the parking then went in and had a nice cuppa  and then i went down to book in OMG there was so many people well it was waitng time so i sms teshia and told her i was here . then my mum took caitlin for a walk as kenny was home so he minded josie so then mum came back still waiting then the nurse came and spoke to me and she said could i re book as she didnt know about the lump but once i told her she said no i cant leave have to wait up to another hr gee wiz so we waited then finally got acall yipee only to see a man but i told him and guess WHAT ITS ONLY A CYST nothing to worry about they said but the bad thing is i have to have 2 iv cords again before going into labour and i can still have a natural birth even with the lump . then we headed to the car only to see we had a flat battery i left my mums lights on ooops .

love belxx

ITS NOT FAIR EVEN I DONT KNOW IT CROSSED IT LEGS AND KICKED THE POOR WOMEN EVRY TIME SHE TRIED BUT IT HAD A HEART BEAT OF 139 AND HAD EVERYTHING IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN WHICH MADE ME HAPPY I HAD TO PEOPLE EXAMIN ME THE WOMEN THOUGHT A BOY AND THE MAN THOUGHT A GIRL AND HE DONE JOSIE ULTRASOUND AND HE GOT IT RIGHT SO DONT KNOW ... oh well time for a surprise lol

just a quick blog today is the day i get my ultrasound to see what i am having yipee then tommrow is my worse day as i am scared what this lump is but at least i might finally know

thanks to teshia for all your support and helping me try get back on minti

thanks to all my friends for there support

look out for thoose who asked for a sms i will send it to you after 4 pm as my appiontment is at 3ppm and they say it 1 hr process

love you all belxxx

p.s all my penpals watch out in the mail your letters are on the way