Give me a break alrerady for christ sake!!!!

Can you believe it !!!! What a joke really this is really gettingon my tits now. All the cases of abuse you hear have gone undetected , yet i do nothing apart from struggle to get through everyday. As much as I struggle NEVER would i dream of hurting my kids , NEVER have they gone without food , NEVER have they gone hungry , NEVER have they gone thirsty , NEVER  have they gone without love & guidance.

I cant take 1 more complaint or report . Apparantly my house is a mess and my children are skinny.  Now this has infuriated me !!!! My kids are not to get up untill they have finnished their meals and they do eat most of their meals they are good eaters and i give them whatever they want between meals as long as their meal was eaten and apart from chloe not liking potato which can be a bummer they eat healthily.

Im not exactly a big person myself at the moment im a size 6 but my highest ive ever been is a 12 but i try not to go over a10. I only weigh 75.5 kg . Plus their dad is6ft tall and too very boney. So really is there any suprise my children arnt obese ? Isnt that why we are all supposed to eat our 5 a day so we arnt over weight . I dont find anything wrong with my childrens weight they are perfect in fact 6 months back i was worried as she was a bit on the chubby side.

As for my house being a mess well no it isnt actually its cluttered . Its not as if i just leave my housework cos i dont i am always doing something either rnning round after the kids tidying up , doing washing ,cooking and there is only 24 hours in a day i am not superwoman and no i dont have magic powers either . Plus if i get into a depressiom it will take half a day to clean 1 room .

I really cant stomach any more complaints of false reports . I dont do anything wrong , im just trying to survive but with these constant bogus complaints is making it very difficult for me . Its not my fault her daugter died dont get me wrong i do feel sorry for her for that but getting my kids taking off me isnt going to bring her daughter back. Im blamed for everything and im sic k to death with it.

Anyways im off now its gone midnight dn i have got to be up early tomorrow Kylie needs stuff for her lunchbox . My night out tomorrow YAY cant  wait xxx