Thanks smsjs , Well Gynae say its likely just my luck hey . But you never know my luck could change , its gotta soon surely the bad luck is running out LOL :) x

I hope not ive managed to get a appoibtment for 2nd october so thats great. Just hoping now alls gonna be fine and its not endo . xx

Hope the appointment goes ok tomorrow!

thanks chick is it really toay damn im going to have to cancel it and make it another day i totally forgot only i haave to go into town today and get chloe some school shoes and a few other bits oops . anyway i hope you are well xxx

Emz you really should keep your appointment today and surely get Chloe's new shoes tomorrow, I'm only concerned you may have to wait a while for another appointment

Love Pauline

I managed to fit both in :) . -He is quite sure that its the endo back again so i have to wait for a scan now and if it shows up o n the ovary then its goodbye ovary :( but still never mind im sure i will get over it. xxx

Glad you managed to fit both in! Shame it's the endo back but at least it's a definite diagnosis and hopefully if the ovary is removed you can look forward to a pain-free existence? Then think of the enerfy you'd have for Chloe & Kylie - they'd get 150% mummy! (Wouldnt know what'd hit 'em LOL!)

Its a bugger kinda gutted but still cant change it can i ? so i'll just have to deal with it. Thing that gets me is im 24 this shouldent be happening . Im just keeping my fingers crossed they are all wrong xxx

It sure does chick full of bad luck me wheres the good ? Im just hopng its gonna be ok and its the period finally makning a grand entrance ? Im not gonna stress over it thouh cos u never know . Yeah im sleeping with him as little as pos things art working out i dont think he is having a affair but ya gotta check i dont want no diseases . I'll blog about it in PT later cant really say much more publicly if ya get what i mean i gotta go get chloe some shoes for school first though . Love and hugs to you yours & jaydee XXX

Thanks babe . I just hope its not but i guess if i have to loose my ovary it has to be suxks though.

Love ya loads chick xxx

you and me both chick totally not impressd im hoping its not its just me. xx

I know its not fair with my lifeit just seems to be 1 thing after the other i want some good news for a change.

I see my doctor eveery tuesday at the moment . For my depression though she is monitoring me now im on medication again wont be seeing her this tuesday though i have to see the phychiatrist that day too so she doesent need to see me she will just talk to her,

Love & hugs me & mine xx

I hope not too just keeping me fingers crossed  , thanks

I hope your going well. xx