i say stuff him i dont really care wat he thinks my kitchen my colours trust me i will have fun catching up on minti barry is putting my computer bk together wen he gets home from work

cheers

luv emz xxx

i can tell u i was actually going crazy with no internet

cheers

luv emz xxx

it was a little hectic but all is good now

thanks

yep busy busy weather he likes it or not im having pink instead of that dull white

cheers #

luv emz xxx

if barry wasnt here to tell me off i would be on the phone now im now sat here pissing myself laughing pretty much wat we do on the phone wen we dont get interupted very rudely i never arrested him though honest i was good i jus pulled him over and gave him a piece of my mind and reported him while i was at it and its british telecom annoying me u now i had them here today to fit the phonelines we been chatting on the last week and a half thats how together they are like they advertise as for the school they are going to have a angry me on the phone in the morning kylie caught nits AGAIN  grr can u see the steam whats the world coming too hmm i dont know its a crazy place to be hehe

luv emz xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i hope that u caN CATCH UP WITH THAT REAL SON AND U DO WELL  i wish u all the best with it all

luv emz x

i hope u can catch up with that real soon and u do well with it i wish u all the best with it

luv emz xx

I did gt olnine a week or so ago but this is the first of me back properly u dont have to worry im fine i promise and dont u worry i have been jus fine u  were 1 that i had on my mind alot dont u worry u have a email coming your way and not a short 1  either so bewarehunni  im bk and my addiction is worse than before and i always have time for u dont u forget that hunni

loadsa luv emz xxxx

hey hunni ,

that doesent sound good what are the docs doing about it in fact dont tell me here i will email u tonight hunni ok xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

dull is exactly wat this house is at the moment , im ok im still here arnt i ? ive jus changed my docs and he is good and is handing me back to gyno to find out what the blood is all about and weather its been tested pain gets worse before and during period so how does that connect with my bowels and bowels wantedme to have an op and i refused but my tablets have been upped i have to have 5 now and im still taking the morphine but all is good

loadsa love emz if u dont remember that name maybe u will remember fairy princess

loadsa love emz xxxxx

hey maria

yep im back and there is no getting rid of me now , not caught up on minti yet will do once i get left alone and stop getting nagged at i have a day of kylie off tomorrow she caught nits at school and we was locked out til 6pm i walked out and forgot my keys oops thanks for always being there for me through my tough times

luv emz xxxx

hey sweetie,

there is no gettting rid of me now im bk for good , i must say the girls room i must say looks the best so far barry likes it or not im getting some pink paint for the white bits i dont like green and white its too dull,

As for the twat that hit chloe will pay he says hes innocent but thats for the judge to decide but seem i dont know him from adam and this is a 8 month case it has to be him that knocked her over to me thats guilty and i hope he goes to prison harsh but he could have killed my baby .

im ok still hurts like mad more around my periods wen they decide to show up im now taking 5 tabs day and night instead of 3 but im still here i have a new doc and he is brilliant and has referred me bk to gyno because of it

big hugs

love emz xxx