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2007

I HATE my family!!!!

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What the hell did i ever do to deserve them ? whoever gave me them can take the back i dont need them to rub what i havent got anymore in my face yeah i know i fucked up and lost everything i had if they dont to talk to me for what i done then fine i did it for me nobody else i needed to break free i needed my life back and stop getting hurt i saw my auntie jane this morning and the best thing she had to say was she went to see my sister and her gorgeous baby last week she knows my sister is the only person i would love to have contact with yes  i know she has a daughter  she was born 2 days after chloe for god sake , yes i know they have contact i also know noneof them want to know me with reason yesok i reported bob it was my fault i saked for it really but i didnt ask for it to be rubbed in my face she found out she decided to stay away that was her choce why not leave me alone why try and rub family in my face yet she makes out its all nice talk telling me the family gossip im not intrested the made their decisions why haunt me all i want is to move on with my own family she was guttted kylie did not recognise her but why should she she hasnt seen or spoke to her since xmas 06 aparantly chloe looks like my dad rubbish she looks like barry and me the idiot oh well im gonna finnish it here cos i am getting more angry by writting this i just want them to leave me alone

cheers

Emz x

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ababbar
April 2009 | ababbar
****BABBAR FAMILY I HATE IT *****

Dear All My friends,

This is really say to all that  nobody cares you without your parents and i would like to say here that I have my all Family members like my Tauji,Chahaji,Tayiji,Cousion Bro & Sisters,Bhuaji,Mamaji,and all of ,,,,,they all are go to hell i hate all of them because they are criminal they murderd of my father emotions.I would like to share my family story to all of you people pleas advice really they are pothetic person or something else.

Story:-

My Grand Pa was worked with Govt.Firm and he was died 1998 before his death he did all things wrong about propert distribution in all his sons. My father`s Big brother was very clever he chets with my Father as well with my Chachu because my dad and my chachu did hardwork in his life and they both worked together in One jewellry shop.My father makes help of his big borther when they all stayed in Lodhi road ,,,,,,sorry all i have no words to say anything about my whole familiy members but ,,,,

I would like to say to all BABBAR family Members that

Agar aap log insan hain to fir kisi ki feelings ko samajhiye.mere Papa ki death ke baad so promises kiye gaye the aapki taraf se wo sare fake the no one helps me when i was alone with my Mumma and my Sister but I wish to say all of you GOD will punish you if you did something wrong with my Papa & Mumma ,,,,,I dont want to see your bladdy faces in my future you all go to hell ,,,,,,,,

I remember one word jo tayaji ne kaha tha jab papa ki dead body padi thi he said main bhi kitna arrange kar sakta hoon and  Mr tayaji you was laughing,,,,,

BHAGWAN AAP LOGO KO KABHI MAAF NAHI KAREGA AAP KE PAP KA GHADA BAS FATNE WALA HAI,,,,,,,,,,

HATE SO MUCH**********BABBAR FAMILY *****My relatives are sucked..

Amit



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exquisite-flower
September 2008 | exquisite-flower
Re: I HATE my family!!!!

You are strong and you know who you are.  That is what counts most.  Your children are privileged to have someone who loves them as you do.  As for the rest it hurts, but it will pass.  ♥hugs♥


Peace
EF.x



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      emmie
September 2008 | emmie
Re: I HATE my family!!!!

Its not being strong matey its not letting them win . They wil  never tower over me.I love my kids so so much i would never let anyone harm a hair n their head. xxx



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WandaAlkenbrack
September 2008 | WandaAlkenbrack
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I know what u r saying. I have been the black sheep for 38 years of my life now. my uncle just threatend me on the 17th of this month saying i had to take pictures of my daughter off of a site or i wouldnt see the light of day again, as if he was saying i was going to die. i could never to anything to please my family no matter what i did. i was raped by my own father, i have alwaws been an unwanted child the ownley one that wanted anything to do with me was my grandparents and now there gone, my family always thought they would threaten me instead of telling me what to do or asking me what to do, and now they have my daughter pretty much brainwashed. they have her the same way they had me , she is 16 years old and wants to come home but she is scared of the uncle she is living with. Every time she comes home to visit me she crys and tells me she cant take it anymore she wants to come home (NOW). i dont have a fucking clue what the hell my familys problem is. i wish it could just be me and my chilren living in my house. and no one elses  bisness what we do. they only family i really have is about my kids 6 bergerons what is my cousins. and i have 4 family members in hamilton. but my dog is the only one living with me . why cant there be a law against crulety to family members like there is crulty to animals lol.the only ones that come around and helps me out is my cousin sara, my cousins jamie and eliza , when i need stuff they get it for me .or when i need some one to talk to sara comes to my house. my son lives with me well he is supose to be living with me , but he would rather go and be with his slut of a girlfriend in maralbank and never does anything i need him to . he dosent even help around the house. At my grandfathers funeral the uncle that i have been talking about . his wife said what is she doing here  (talking about me) . like wtf ( what the fuck) he is MY grand father what else would i be doing there. at his funeral they had my daughter so brain washed that she didnt even want to acociate with me. or look at me but when sara hugged me she would get mad and gave sara a dirty look . then when i would look at her she would get tears in her eyes but the final prayer for my grand father, she was the one that turned to me . and made me feel so much better , she is my angel princes and is what keeps me going ... she is my world. my family blames me for everything that gose wrong or goes missing weather im there or not. i barley talk to them so i dont know how i do anything. Thats all i had to say.



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      emmie
September 2008 | emmie
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Thats horrible this is why i had to move away i couldent stand thembeing i te same town as me my step father abused me and my partner would have killed him as well they made my life a misery Im sorry to hear your parents have turned your children against you that is totally evil in my eyes . I hope that one day you start to learn how to deal with this it must b hard for yu




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           WandaAlkenbrack
September 2008 | WandaAlkenbrack
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oh i hop they don't find me. i don't want to have to leve this site or just have no net. I like this site. so ya i will report them. thank u.



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hermy
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | hermy
Re: I HATE my family!!!!
big hugs to you emz.......hope it all gets a bit better for you.......regards Sandra xxx


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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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Thanks sandra

luv Emz xx



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lonely28
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | lonely28
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Hey you,
               Can really understand where you are coming from. Families suck. If there is one thing that I have learnt..... stop running. The further you run the further they go to find you and then when they do it hurts more. You are right, and so is everyone else this is NOT your fault. Use the anger and fight. Even if that means ignoring them altogether. Delete the emails, don't answer the door etc. Start living your life for you and yours not for them. It's your life and they are just people that you happen to know. Their opinion is of no consequence. You know as well as I and others do that you are a beautiful soul with so much promise.
Remember that always......

love,

fi xoxo


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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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Thats right why run? i sis it once i did it twice i aint doing it again if they think they will defeat me then they are so wrong i will stand my ground cos i can cos im niot scared anymore im not that little girl anymore and what they want right now is for me to blame myself and im not doing that

have a great weekend hun

luv emz xx



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Arna
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | Arna
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Ohhhh, bit hugs.  Want me for a sister? lol.  Hey, mine think that email is for only their friends! lol.  I'm sorry that you feel like that, I wish I could make them disappear for you!  You come to Australia, that would shut them up! lol!

Don't worry about your genetic family, stick to your minti family!


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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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My dad is terrible with emails he overflows my inbox i think thats all he is doing at college at the moment LOL , there is no ponint runnig honey they just haunt u ive already moved 300 miles to get away from it move again and change phone number and the tossers still bloody find me and haunt me with it

My minti family are so much better than my real family they just otally suck but i luv u guys

luv emz xx

ps congratulations on the pregnancy



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           Arna
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | Arna
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Moving around that much hey?  On you with that one! lol.  My family are 2 hours away, and complain they don't see us enough!  um, they are the ones with the decent car! I believe the house next door to us is for sale, I'm sure you'd be happy there! lol. Oh, and you could always use our address!

I think I'm sticking to the minti family too, at least I can turn the computer off when you guys nag me too much! lol

and thanks.  hhhmm, any ideas on what to tell my mum about that one?


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                emmie
November 2007 | emmie
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My nan is always giving me greif she lives in exter about 20 miles away i have been promosing her i will go visit the last 2 weeks but havent actuallt gotr there yet and with a demanding nan well   she a scary lady she the boss

Yes thats the good thing about having your closest in the computer u can turn them off if they annoy you

  how about u call her/see her xmas day tell her u have an extra special xmas present when she asks what u can tell her im sure she be fine hun   

luv Emz xx



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ajv00
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | ajv00
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It's not your fault you did what you had to do..  Sometimes family really suck don't they??  Anyway Chin up forget about them all and think about the beautiful family you already have.

Take care - Angie



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      emmie
November 2007 | emmie
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Yes but the thing that is racking my brain is they disowned me so why not leave me the hell alonbe?

cheers

emz



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Marglr
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | Marglr
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Oh poor Sweety. You needed me there to drop kick her for you,back were ever she came from...geeessss,Lui probably has a better kick but I got big feet! I know you don't believe it emmie cause you have all those raw emotions but they know and there will come a day when what they put out comes back to bite them. That will be the day when you really don't care what they think. Like I said,you know what you know and we all know they were at fault,not the innocent child that was so badly hurt. Yes they suck but you are still a wonder raising your beautiful family.


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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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Hi Marg ,

If my kids were not there ill she would have got a punch in the mouth and i nearly did in the endi walked away the thing that really gets me is im the one being blamed all i did was report him because my body or mind for that matter could take no more it was that or killing myself i chose the best option in long run maybe they should stop blaming me for what i done to my mother and start thinking what she done to me wre they blaminbg them wen they put me in care NO didthey blame then wen i was getting beat raped andthrown out of our hom in the middle of the night cos they were drunk? NO they ruined my life yet im still being blamed

oh maybe i should shut up im feeling a litle angry

thinking of you

luv emz xx



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           Marglr
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | Marglr
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NOPE!!! You never have to shut up and I don't want you to.


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                emmie
November 2007 | emmie
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You are such a bad influence on me marg but for the better i know really its better out than in right?

luv emz xx



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AZMom
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | AZMom
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Hey Emz

Just popping in to say hey. Sorry to hear about your family... but remember, it was NOT YOU that caused the problem it was the actions of your so-called step father!!! You did nothing to deserve it and you are better off without them... it is a small world and I am sure this is not the last time you will bump into the family, but hold your head up high and be happy in the knowledge that you have your own beautiful family and are doing fine without them!

Lorna x



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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Hi Lorna ,

Wow its nice to see you here hopw all is well? No i wouldent say it was my fault eithr but after running ove 300 miles u ezpect to be leaving it all behind the thing that makes me laugh is wen barry went to get our stuff my uncle les went too (janes husband) barry had never seen him cry until that day he knew what i was runnig away from he found my diary if her husband read it in black and white why am i still being blamed i dont want her commenting o nmy children they have nnothing to do with her and im glad kylie didnt remember her

luv emz xx



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Ngairi
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | Ngairi
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You know what? You are better off without them and the hassle they cause. I hope this will not impact too much on you, and that you grow that little bit stronger each day from it. You know that you have your friends here on Minti, so you can rant and rave and get it out of your system and know that one day you will have the strength to tell them all to go to hell.

You did what was best for you, and it is no ones business but yours. You did what you had to do and it is no one's business but yours. You are getting on with your life and it's no ones business but yours.

 



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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I really do wish they would go to hell they dont have my address anfd phone number for a reason they disowned me so why cant they leave me the fuck alone ive got my family and i dont need them in my face i just hope she never saw me come out of my house

cheers

luv emz cxx



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cazza
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | cazza
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I know where u are coming from emz as i get the same from my family.. You are not to blame, and u need to hold that head up high, and tell these rellies so ...

Hope u feel better soon...

xxx cazza


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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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yeah i know hun but when u move 300 miles to break free from it and it still hits u in the face u begin to wonder y

cheers

luv emz xx



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WinnierooPooh
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | WinnierooPooh
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Emmie, I gonna say this and gonna say it clearly and loudly, Listen up hun. IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT, NEVER WAS AND NEVER WILL BE.   O.K sweetie did you here that, sorry it was so loud, but I really needed you to listen and hear my statement. A little bit of negative thinking is creeping into that blog, and we Emmie supporters are not letting you away with it.  If relatives have nothing constructive to say then ask them politely to stick to the weather forecast, or eat cheese while in your company. Really chewy sticky mouldy cheese, that will keep their jaws occupied, and their brains busy. You have so much more in your life, and you are respected and loved and valued for yourself. Stick a sock over the cheese and tell them it is the latest, thing in Coventry. They may fall for it, as they fell for past lies and deceits.

Luv ya, big hugs. Winnie.xx



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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hi honey

OK i WAS raging mad i will rephrase it for you tyhat twat raped and beat me that wasnt my fault i wasa kid BUT i reported it that was my fault i walked in the police station and gave the statement by doing that i lost everything and that was my fault too and yes i have to face it and no i wont have it rubbed in my face and no i wont let my auntie stand there and say u should be ashamed for what u done to your mother lucky my kids were there how about when she put me in foster care what did i do then ? how about when she kicked me out in the middle of the night what did i do then ok i will shut up now think u get my point

luv ya honey

emz xxxxxx 



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llmunchkin
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | llmunchkin
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You can't pick your relatives... But you CAN pick your friends little fairy princess!

You are far too worthy of them, they are idiots and perhaps they would be in the stocks for displays of vindictiveness and rampant stupidity in the good old days...

Well, at least you have a lovely Minti family that thinks you are adorable.  Then there is me too, I reckon you're alright too!  XOXOX   Luv ya like vino!



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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  Why not? Cant we make acceptions just this once ?

Yes you are right they are IDIOTS so much that they dont get i dont want t o know them they chose not to believe me they disowned me why the fuck wen they see me they cant just leave me alone its been boiling at me all day just winding me up this kind of stuff i expect from my nan she has senile deminture

And u are right i have u lovely bunch and im still ur sis as long as i can have the white wine and leave u with the red? i luvs ya matey at lleast your not cruel to me

lotsa luv ME XXX



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boredmum
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | boredmum
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You poor darling..Dont let it get to you,you deserve way better.

Take care matey,Dee



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | November 2007 | emmie
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just fed up of it being thrown in my face

cheers matey

luv emz x



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