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Sunday Blog ...

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Well its been a usual weekend here all goes by what everyonewants but me . Ive spent half the day in bed today . I went to have a timeout and fell asleep , Barryhad somehow came and took my jacket off and undone my button to stop my belly cramping i must have been knackered !!!

I am really annoyed  i havent yet been able to go and see my nan. Grrrr . I wanted to go yesterday after Barry finnished work but he never got home until gone 3 so i could not make an appoinment it was too late!!! So i said ok i will go tomorrow he can have the girls i dont want them there they will run wild . But he had to get up at 9.30 starting fantastic . So i still havent seen my nan im really peeved !!

Just to cheer me up a friend of ours that came round wassat here telling me i should start thinking about things i want to ask  her and stuff . My big question is does she know she is going???? Is that why she agreed to stay in a nursing home temporarily?? I just dont know what tothink. I cant ask nobody really because nobody talks to me apart from Janewho only talks to me to get at me!! Rub things in my face! Im not very good at guessing.

Anyway pepsis getting really fat she lies completly in the way you ask her to moves dshe moves a couple of paces and lies back down. I have been trying to get her to lie i her room but she is still spennding alot of time lying on our bed bless her. You can really see the pups moving now im getting really excited . My friend Anne said when she goes into labour i can go and get her ecause she would love to see . And idont want to be here on my own when she is having the pups so thats good .

Im back to see the doctor tomorrow cos ive been having really bad pelvic pain the morphine isnt really touching it . Its just makes you feel numb if that makes ssense.

Ive decided i have a devil child!! Seiously Kylie just doesent learn . Either that or she simply doesntknow how to behave . She is a nightmare i really am getting so sick of it . I really do hope this is just a stage she is going through and it will end soon. Kids dont u just love em !!!

Hope yuou have all had a great weekend

Luv Emz xxx

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Marglr
5.00 (Excellent) | April 1st | Marglr
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Oh geess,don't you feel for Pepsi,poor girl!! Hope it all goes well for her.

I hope you get to see your Nan just for your own sake to see what is going on. Appointment? I can see not going at meal times as they need to be organized then to amke sure they do eat but geeee,you are her Granddaughter,hope you find she just needs to get over a rough spell.

I am so sorry you are still on going with the pain. Is it too much to ask that this new doc will offer a solution? Meds aren't that great when you are so young. Thinking of you emmie and I hope you don't get attached to each and every puppy that Pepsi has!! I can picture you up to your eyeballs in puppies and keeping them all!



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | April 1st | emmie
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Hi Marg,

Yes i do , i feel so bad for her it was only her 3rd season she is only a baby herself lol . I wonder how big the pups will be and if there are going to be complications u know . So for a bacjkk up plan in case of emergency i am going to call the vet and tell them she is expecting pups in a couple of weeks warning in case she is needed . My poor doggy.

I really need to see my nan its really silly . Not knnowing exactly whats going on is doing my head in this appointment stuff is just crazy it impossible to finda time to see her as the times they are giving me are either wen chloes on her nap or at a time im either taking kylie school or picking her up seems it takes over an hour to get where she is its hard work . Anyway nan would be much better off here.

Oh yesi went drs today shesaid there is not much more she can do until i get seen at the hospital . I really hate the morphine its disgusting honestly i sit here with my morphine holding my nose to take it followed by a glass of coke . It also makes u feel really woozy and trying to read stuff on here gets really hard cos it goes funny i hate it cant wait to find out the bugger playing on me i swear if its that PID its gonna be in deep trouble we had big words last time i said no return i meant it hehehehehe .

Oh i will get attatched thats for certain i can feel it already i cant wait to see their cute little faces . I want one of them to be white with blue eyes and that will be MY pup . Thing is pepsi is so big and she can have up to 12 pups i think she has about 8 in there can u imagine that 8 pups to myself for 8 weeks i will be in my element you know what im like with my pets expect non stop pics i do want to keep them all but barry says only 1 i say only 1 EACH  greedy me lol.

Thinnking of you

Hows baby and DIL ????????????

LuvEmzxxxxx



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Kristen
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | Kristen
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sounds like you had a really busy weekend.  Hope you are feeling better today.



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | April 1st | emmie
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Oh yes very busy weekend like a little bumble bee me lmao

Emz x



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emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | emmie
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Hey Cath,

Hmm lets not even go there doubt i will be able to get an appointment now there is only so much time in a day and i wont be able to go and see nan either unless they can do me a late visit seems now i have to go the other side of town to get barry some tax so by the time chloe has woke up and ive got bk from getting tax it will be time to pick up kylie typical.

Kylie really is a joke to be honest im giving up the child is impossible the last 4 yrs ive tried everything i have bent over backwards to keep her happy but for what ??? Seriously i cant do nowt without mummy did this mummy done that . Ive just had enough of it all.

Hope all is well with you

Luv Emz xxx



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cathbusymum
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | cathbusymum
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Hi Emz!

Glad your going to the docs tomorrow and hope you can get some answers.

Hope you get to see your Nan real soon.

Kylie sounds exactly like my Annie.Always a hard case! Some kids just need more love I guess.

Take it easy, hope to hear from you soon.



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MrsSanders
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | MrsSanders
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Oh Emmie, dont second guess what Nan is thinking, if she even knows herself she will let you know. Mabe she is just tired and needing a little help. I suspect that the family have put Nan in for a couple of weeks to see how she gets on, maybe they think it is time for her to be cared for. I would be concerned though at having to make an appointment to see Nan, that is not good practice and would be questioning the homes policy??????? Ask why you need an appointment,when you do get up! You are her Grandaughter after all.

Kylie,Kylie, well back to school tomorrow and a bit of respite for you,there I hope. Good luck at the docs and hope they make headway with allt his pain,hun.

You take care,Luv,Winnie.xxxx



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | emmie
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Hey Honey,

 I just dont know what to think u know i just want her back home where i can contact her 24/7 its so differant in this place i dont like it i feel she is being imprisoned . Yes when jane tld me i have to make an appointment i was like what its my nan i do have a right to see her .But apparantly its because they dont have visitors around brekfast lunch and dinner and she is about 3 miles away from here . I dont want to talk to herlike i would before she dies because i dont want her to go and i dont think in my heart she is ready . I just fear so bad they arnty going to let her home but i will ring them once ive dropped kylie see if i can getan appointment round the drs and school today ore if i can go and see her before she goes bed or something.

Oh yes Kylie i cant wait til she goes school some serious minti catch up i think she has been off since wednesday she is seriously driving me nuts. She tried she has a temp and has a headache but she suddenly got better when she was told she was going school sick or not .

I dont think there is much she can do because i wont use morphine patchches and im already taking morphine i just need to keep  them on top with it all but this new dr is really nice she calls just to see how i am feeling my old dr wouldent do that. I just hope this hospital appointment hurries up cos thats 1 of the things holding it alkl up . Pain inn the butt.

Send u an email later

Thinknig of you hope your resting ??

Luv Emz xxxx



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nell18-3
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | nell18-3
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Hi Emz

Sorry to hear about the pelvic pain hope that gets sorted tormorrow at the doctors, also sorry for you that you haven't been able to see your nan

I wouldn't be asking your Nan to many questions either, I'm with you on that, it just feels wrong, you know when the time is right, if she isn't thinking that way then you don't want to be the one to put those thoughts in her head !!!!

How exciting about Pepsi, can't wait to see the pics

xxx

 



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      emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | emmie
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Hey Helen ,

I dont think there is much the dr can do about the pain until my hospital appointment comes through as im already taking morphine the next step is morphine patches and i wont use them they are addictive my best friends husband has used them the last 2 years.

Im peeved i havent been able to see my nan Barry is my favourite person at the moment he is in the dog house big time .

I really dont want to be speakingto my nan like i would on her death bed . My friends keep telling me i need to prepare for her dying but i dont want to i dont want her to die and im sure she wont not yet. . I dont want her in there thinking of the last things she want s to do and stuff she is very upfront i think she will tell us before she goes .

Oh im sooo excited about pepsi things are getting really close now she is nesting babies are moving oooo puppies sooon shhe can have up to 12 pups buti hope she dont have that many oh i so cant wait i rekon anne is going to have a pup she has a collie but she is on her last legs i cant wait there will be loads of pics hehe .

Luv Emz xxx

 



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