Hey Kellz,

Its disgusting isnt it?? Sure wont be going into hospital if i ever have another miscarriage i think i will just sit on the toilet. Seems to be getting a rocket up their ass alreaddy all of a sudden she iis happy for me to make a complaint. I did tell her i find it funny all of a sudden she is willing to help me now i have goneto the papers maybe the fax made her realise im serious aboput this and of course they need to make their servbice look good.

I got some councelling sorted today i get to see the GP councellor 5th june and in the meantime she did me a referral for miscarriage councelling so its just a matter of waiting now .

Luv Emz xxx

Oh my how did u know i was just there thats scary i came from there to here . Do go back and see what i have to say you know i think your amazing love you heaps . Shame your so many miles away .

Luv Emz xxx

Hey Amanda,

I cant say it is easy but i need to do it We know what we saw and we will fight to get it heard it breaks my heart to think somebody else could be going through exactly the same thing and its so wrong and just to be told  am upset is stupid and nowhere near enough.

Luv Emz xxx

Hey Cath,

I have to i cant let this happen to somebody else . What if they arnt as strong as me and fall like a sack of crap . I want that woman dealt with they can cover their butts as much as they like we know thetruth. I saw the dr today and she has made me a appointment with the surgeries councillor for the 5th June in the meantime she has sent a referral . Ive told barry he should see a councillor toobut he isnt the slightest interested. I am i need to start being strong i need to keep my head above water for chloe she needs me  . Luv Emz xxx

Luv Emz xxx

Hey Fi ,

Thats right nobosy deserveds to be treated like that and if i can stop it happening i will. Some people really think because your upset and hurting you see things differant i think not . They are covering their asses big time this is NOT something we would say happened when it never we both saw it and i have my dad for evidence if i need it he was with barry when he was given the specimen bottle. Hopefully it will all turn out well and that woman doesent deal with another miscarraige again just the thought of another woman being                putthroughthis sends shivers up my spine but we will see .

Luv Emz xxx

Hey Arna,

Oh yes i certainly do lol. But i wont stand for it im not going mad honest.

Yes i am getting there at last . God i have cried so much the last week i think im running out of tears. I had to i know what i saw and so does barry and barry says he saw skin too i didnt look at itt as closely as he did however barry is willing to tell them what it looked like to him. For them to toally denie it got me riled and the thougfht thast she could do it again tosomebody else and seems she works as a gynecological doc i dont think she desaerves that position for whhat she did .

Yes hun there is a huge differance i admit there were cllots at the bottom of the bottle bbut the rest of it was the foetus they can say what they like to cover their asses we know what we saw we arnt stupid. To be honest i would love to have her as my patient it would be pay back when she is cryingand shaking i will reassure her thast its ONLY a miscarriage see how she feels see how she feels with the boot on the other foot .

How rude is that i wasnt finnished. They brought this on theirselfs it could have been resolved without them getting looked on by the community now the whole of torbay will know exactly how sick they are and what they have put us through . Iwill fight them til i have nothing left.

Luv Emz xxx

I hope so too , im sorry but it was wrong and i wont give up until they admit so .

Luv Emz xxx

HeySweetie,

I know they really anger me and the dr wonnders why i am so angry they make me that way, It is mental distress sweetie all i wanted was a full apology from the nurse erself so i can tell her how much pain im in and the thoughts she has putin my head about my unborn child because i dfo now worry where it is now . Also im barely sleeping because i get nightmares freom it now they are telling mew its just a blood clot im sorry but a blood clot isnt blavk anbd white and itdoesent have skin growing on it . Thats head games we know what we saw and barry is willing totalkto them about what he saw but now it will go much further . I dont care what happens to thgat nurse . i will fight them until i am out of fight. I tried to sort it by either a full apology or her position changed or retrained . They chose to denie it all so now they have a fight on their hands and its not asif i didnt warn them.

IU guesas in time it will get easier its justy going to take time . I just hope i am able to fall again ittook 2 years for me to get get pregnant but still cant bring back whats gone . Hopefully the p[aper will be a great help cant get worse than the hospital at least they have agreed to publish for me.

Luv Emz xxx

Its certa9inly not right helen . You would think they would be full of apologys but nothing not e ven 1 sorry i wont have it,

Luv Emz xxx