I want to scream. Im seriously thinking of moving out for a while with Chloe of course. Im sick of the arguements im sick of kylies behaviour and im getting sick of the pups too.

The last weeek has been such a struggler and now my fuse is blowing . Since i been out of hospital all i have had is stress. Bearing in mind i didnt get home until 11.30pm Barry promised me he would get up at 6 with the kids for me come morning i had to get up to the kids because KAylie was in our room and he wouldent wake upso i had to get up . Igot the kids some brekkie went back to try and wake barry but nothing i went to get some milk to make a cuppa seems he wasnt getting up like he promised he would. All of a sudden there was a big smell . Pepsi obviouskly didnt get let out the night before and she had poed all over the kennel and pups . Imanaged to finally wake barry up . Guess who cleaned the poop me as usual. It made him heave so i had to do it yet i was throwingup doing it. TQhen of course i hgad to clean all the pups.

Kylies behaviour is ridiculous  She is out to cause argumentsand when she gets success she finds it hilarious. Yet barry says its me being a bitch as usual We argue from the time Barry gets up tilhe goes to work in the evening until Kylie goes to bed and the whole weekend im sick of it. I cant breathe withoutr doing something wrong trhis morning it was that Kylie asked me to lift her over the wood we have wood up for the pups so they are trapped. Anyway i lift her over to this barry had just got up and she starts screamihg i asked her why she was screaming and suprise suprise i hurt her . Daddy daddy mummy hurt me she piy me on the wood BULLSHIT. Of course i had why did you hurt Kylie . Issaid for god sake here we go again wheres the mark if i hurt her ???? Funny there is no mark if she got hurt on wood im sorry but there would be a mark. Its like this everydayy its got to a point while Kylie is eatinbg brekfast i have een going to my bedroom becvause if i sit in here she only tries winding me up and causing arguements i cant stand tobe in tyhe same room.

Im having a dilemma with the pups too . God i cant wait until they are homed . Yet it looks like most of them are going to free homes grrrr. The whole point in selling them was so we could get buster gabbed and his balls chopped off but now im going to have to pay for that there are only 2 pups that are actually being sold. I said jerry could have one because he lost his dog , the fathers owner can also have one yet the other night Jerry called and asked if the fathers owner could come see the pups beingi n the evening i thought it would be just her and her oldest daughter so i said of course there were bloody 10 of them most i didnt even know and there was one guy who said to barry ui want that one jerry seems to be giving them away jerry is telling peop;e i am giving them away fantastic. Nowq they are getting clever little thingsno matter how i block the door they can get out and its not just a couple its all bloody 8 . Irang barry for help of what to do but all iget is what do u expect me to do come back from work???? I said fine i will go and buy some woodand sort it myself but no not allowed to dio that either instead i haveto run around likea headless chicken putting them back. he is ok so thats fine Im just sick of it all .

Luv Miserable Emz xxxx