Not really done much this weekend Barry took the girls down the beach yesterday he wanted me to go too but i wanted some time alone and i stayed and got half sorted with my washing and my bedroom. They came back just beofer dinner .

My friend Leonie came round with her husband and son . We are repairing our friendship bit by bit . We have been seing each other as hour here houre there and since i had the miscarriage she has been fantastic . We are getting on much better now it was nice to have her here. I am a bit worried about her though like me she has always had problems with her periods and all and has been bugging her dr for years for a hysterectomy well wednesday she gets her wish. 7.30am she will be taken into surgery and splat she is not going to be able to do anything for 2 weeks yet she is too excited to think about any of this she just wants them to take the lot . But i know her better than she knows herseklf and i know sheis scared shitless and she wont admit it . She has a fear of needles and has to have magic cream . I will call her tuesday and go see her thursday but inm just really worried about her .

Today again i felt really tired and i had a lovely 2 hour nap . Barry has finally noticed just how bad kylies behaviour has gottin and has stepped up with her a peg or 2 maybe these sleeping tablets were a good thing ? Kylie missed out on her late night tronight because she has been very mouthy and she has been naughtu all day and we agreed if she cant behave in the day she dont get to stay up at night maybe she will learn but we will see.

Barry has gone out to carls after we had a few words about the way he has been and always drinking he hasnt gone 1 day without a drink since the miscarriage and seems i dont drink at all its beginning to annoy me. So hopefully he has gone to have a big think about it.

Anyway my bath is getting cold so im off .

Luv Emz xx