I been feeling a bit empotional today . Buti managed to see that councellor yesterday she rang me yesterday morning and said she could squeeze me in for 30 mins at 3.15 . That was a long 30 mins lol. There really wasnt much she could say as she isnt really trained to deal with this sort of stuff though she will try to help in the time between me getting more suitable councelling sorted. She was nice though andshe gave me some numbers where i can get the help i need she gave me both mobile and landline numbers its councelling for woman who have had a pregnancy ended in trauma. Also they will speak to me over the phone in an emergency if i really need to talk . Thing is though its at the hospityal where it is based i told her thati  have already refused an aappointment as i dont want to go there i will go to the hospital for this meeting but that is all . But she said that was ok because in these circumstances i obvioussly wont be comfortable so they will arrange a place to meet up instead like mcdonalds or something. So thats cool and she gave me the number for the mental health team but i think i am going to stay away from that one for now and try this other one.

Obviously with my story being in the papers its on the net too . Seeming that there were so many lies printed i decided to give my pennys worth . After all i did this to get their butts moving and to get heard so it is known to people of  torbay so it encourages others it may have happened to to come forward . Anyway here my comment

Some of above is NOT true . The foetus was white like stated above but also black when i first approached the hospital to make a complaint against the female gynae Dr i was told to speak to the gynae matron who told me i could not make a complaint simply because all i apparantly saw was bbloodclots . I admit there were blood clot in the bottom of the urine sample jar but above these laid my foetus. Thias is how my miscarriage was announced before my eyes was the baby that was minutes before inside my belly only a few days previous (4 days) we had a healthy heartbeat . How cruel. Therefore i had no choice but to take it to the herald hopefully stop this happening to another torbay mother in the meantime. After this i was suddenly able to make a complaint. I was told this dr would be questioned they said they had no idea why she did this to myself and my partner (my father was also present when partner was shown foetus). I demanded a full apology & explanation also for this crazy woman to NEVER again work with another woman either miscarrying or suspected miscarriage. I think she has issues and does not deserve this position . This happened on 6.5.08 now being 30.5.08 i still have NO APOLOGY, NO EXPLANATION & NO hearing of this woman being even spoken to on this matter . I lost the foetus on the comode i used the comode just as my partner was leaving i felt something much bigger than a clot i grabbed my partners hand when it was brought bk to me i knew for sure what it was. She called them 'the groceries' she wanted to examine me and i refused to let her near me until my partner was present she had done enough at the time i was holding the sample that contained my foetus . I told them tuesday they have until todays post for my explanation and apology if they fail to do this i will mach there myself and recieve it !!!!! Also i havent had a follow up with the gynae dr in question although when i went to the hospital for my scan she was in the early preg unit she had the cheek to say hello and asked if i was ok ? I totally ignored her juststarred . They seem to think if they ignore me long enough i will go awasy maybe they should get a reality check and realise i wont . I wll NEVER again be treated in torbay hospital no matter the circumstances it was bhad enough i had had a miscarriage without being shown the proof only now i also demand to know what thius womaan did with my foetus as she never once mentioned the foetus in the medical notes. I will stand for my angel in heavem there was existance and they will admit it . All involved in this should be v ashamed ecspecially the gynae dr i will never forgive her for this . Heres hoping this doesent happen to anyone else i cant get the images of wat i saw out my head and i would hate to hear someone else has been through this its disgusting... Emily Fairchild, Torbay
 

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But i will tell u one of them had a rough time before she was even seen and the other was someone telling me its disgusting and that i should take it to the BBC if i feel able.

Tonight i put the pups on the net on preloved pets and my friend has put an advert in her shop window so hopefully they will go soon.

Barry says i have to go drs on monday moany bugger that he is lol . He is getting sexually frustrated i think lol . No seriously i am still bleeding its been nearly a month now i know they said i couldent have unprotected sex for 4 weeks but this is taking the mickey . Funny thing is i seem to be getting fat although im not eating and my abdomen is swallen but i really dont see the point cos i aint going back to the hospital .

Luv Emz xxx