She seems to be a bit more perkier today poor thing had a crap night last night butim sure she is on the up:) yep finally some kind of answer hopefully gynae will understand how peeved i am with it and take the lotaway .  xxxx

she is a bithappier today so hopefully she is getting better though im not looking forward to putting cream up her nose lol.

yeah i have the perfect treatment they can take the lot away i am so sick of it. xxxx

hey matey, chklloe is a bit brighter today so hopefully the anti bioticsare beginning to kickin. Well to be honest maty i just want them to take it all away ive had enough of it ,XXX

its ok they just better sort itot an d quick. really sick of this xxx

Hmm it gets better and better doesent it . suppose there is more waiting to find out what he hell is going on with my stupid body argh. I ao hope chloe is feelinhg a bit better tomorrow love her  sheh as had such a rough night . I hope Zara is ok ?? Thinking of you xxxx

cheers for the link sweetie . I dont know what to think yo be honest im just realklyannoyed my doctor is pretty sure it is endo so she wants it ruled out i guess i just have to wait im just so fed up with it all

Hahah i wish she would nurse her they fight like cat and fog lo l , you let them out of your sight and they are fightung kylie refuses to give her a kiss good night to wind her up sisters gotta loveem ihope chloe is feeling less groggy tomorrow xxx

Ummm duh! forgot the link. www.minti.com/parenting-advice/6988/Polycystic-Ovary-Syndrome/

Matey it sucks it ok them telling me about the cysts but what now ? how long am i going to be left waiting ? before i even know weather they are ovarian cyst s or it is indeed endo to get treatment for it. It could be months its been over 10 weeks surely they cant leave me to bleed like thismuch longer ? I mjust so frustrated with it all . What if at the end of all this i wont be able to fall pregnant again ? You know how hard it was for meto get pregnant both times . Not fair i hatemy body right now.

Hahha if it dont involve fighting or arguing with hershe isnt interested lol. Gosh you have to split them up they beat each other up LOL . Chloe gives her some right smackers too littlwe bugger u should see them go . LOL . Chloe is getting millions of TLC ppoor ;ittle babe im gonna bereal quiet in the morning hopefully she will have a little lie in and get up and bit happier love her ;) Mucho Love ME XXX

Hey Cath,

I just wantto know whats going on i cant do with this wqaiting crap . I really am beginning to hate my body . 4 weeks they said you will befine and you can starttrying agin its complete and utter rubbish . Im just so gutted.

Oh i will she has been up most of the night poor mite she has had another nose bleed :( poor little munchkin i hope she is feeling a bit better tomorrow. xxxx

Idoubt it well look at the way they treat you i have no faith left in them at  all . I really have had enough of this crap . I mean how long willi have to wait ? probelry months i want to know now . Is thios ever going to end? Its one thing after the other this is just so cruel . They promised me i would be fine :( but im not am i just not fair im so frustrated with all this rubbish.

I hope she is feeling a bit better tomorrowe we have jsut shifted a chest infection and bam she has another poor tihing.

xxxx

Hey Marg,

I have a thousand and 1 things running round my head they just better hurry up with my referral cos i wanna know whats going on and i want the bleedinhgf to stop i just feel so gutted i sppoke to karen mcmahon earlierand explained what is happening and what the scna showed and she said its hard to tell whats going on without being seen in gynae but they will probewrly  give me hormones to stop it i dont know. i give up i hate my body

Chloe has had a real rough night she was up 9 - 10 sobbing her little heart out poor thing. She has only just got over a chest infectiion now she has another:( xxxx

Hey Sweetie ,

I guess there really isnt much to say im really gutted and im really scared . What if its endo and i wont be able to fall pregnant? I dont know whati will do . When i got home from my doc appointment barrys mate was here he was over the moon that his girlfriend has her 12 weekscan on 7th august i just broke down . :( .

Dont you bee scared to ask why they want to scan you you ask to put your mind at rest sweetie . I do hope your sca ngoes well and make sure you let me know . I wish i could be there for you but i will be there for you in spirit.

Keep smiling xxxxx

You know what they say it dont rain it pours . I hope cxhloe is better soon she is sooo cranky she has only just gone to sleep she has been screaming all afternoon and hasnt eaten a thing poor little monster.

Im glad i know but im veryu disappointed and kindaa scared all the what ifs? you know but whatever they are they need to get rifd of them xxx

Yes when i was pregnant at 6 weeks i had a small bleed where they found a small ovarian cyst but since i had a miscarriage ive been constantly bleeding i had a san monday which has revealed lots of tiny cysts .

But they have referred me to gynae now . So hopefully they will be able to do the right tests to find out weather itr is indeed endo or just ovarian cysts but either way it obviously needs dealing with as its been nearly 11 weeks now.

wow, I do hope your bleeding stops soon. Is it heavy bleeding? How is your haemoglobin level?

Me too it really sucks its really annoying . I t varies sometimes its light and sometimes its really heavy like at the moment . I spoke to Karen who is matron of gynae on the phone earlierand i asked her what they will do in gynae and made sure this gynae dr wont be attending to me . She said they will proberly give me hormones and start it again to see if that helps things or not  and run tests to work out whatthey are as they obviously cant just keep letting me bleed. Haemoglobin level? whatis that. ?

hemoglobin level is just the level doctors test when you're loosing blood to make sure you're not loosing too much. This is also the same thing they test to see if you are anemic and need iron supplements.

Oh yes thye did all that on monday they took a full blood counmt to check for infections and they checked if i was aneamic by checking my iron an vitamins which both came back normal just the blood count came back high which means i have an infection but then this morning she also got my scan report and admitted me to gynaeimmediatly . xx