I really need a break.Im just so tired , stressed and uptight. Hospital are driving me up the wall. After speaking to the councellor on the phone the other day telling her how i feel that the hospital have betrayed me. Right from the beginning from the time i lost the baby right up to now nearly a year on. Then yesterday i recieved my appoi ntment and with it they included this letter because i have missed appointments even though i was there i just wasnt called in if i dont make this appointment wednesday for any reason then they are discharging me. Like they have been any help anyway.
Kylie and Barry are driving me mad too. I feel like the child in this relationship. She doesent do a thing she is told , she mouths off, threatens to smack me though if she did she would get one back , laughs at me when i tell her off , i send herto her room , she says no , i say yes , barry says stop it then,! !! She talk to me like im a piece of dirt on the floor and i cant discipline her because im always the one the ends up as the bad girl and i m not allowed to smack her and if i do i m the baddest mother in the whole world.
Chloe gets way more discipline than what Kylie gets . Thi ng that really annoys me though is that barry wil be all ni cey nicey to kylie when she is being naughty but chloe he wil scream at her and i mean SCREAM and wont think twice about smacking her. Kylie isnt mine yet i treat her n differant to chloe and with both of them beng his i dont get why he treats chloe so differant???
Yet whene ver i say i think its better that we split he threatens me with chloe on how he will take her away from me and he will say im an unfit mother bla bla bla bla simply because he knows i wot eave my daughter . She is MI NE and nobody will take her away from me .
Like yesterday barry asked for a cuddle and kylie didnt like it and got it the niddle pushing me out and i really ca nt be in a relationship that revolves aroud 1 child we are a family of 4 not 1 . I just dont know what to do anymore ive had enough of it all.
Sorry i will shut up now and do the husework like im meant to as so far today ive done sweet FA. | 
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