Ok as some of you know kylie has been being bullied for some time now ,well today has just put the icing on the cake ive totally had enough kylie has come out of school her hair was a state and she really didnt look happy but happy to see me i knew something had happened the teacher never sasid anything she ran with declan as we got further away from the school she opened the can of worms mummy everybody was being nasty to me and the girl in the pink coat is never never never going to play with me again , obviously i asked who  everybody was she said the pink coat girl, courtney , emily , jazmine i said ok asked her to tell me exactly what happened while declans mum asked him the same they had the same story the pink coat girl was pulling her hair emily and jazmine are still her friend though and declan said the pink coat girl was the nasty big boys friend and that courtney and pink coat girl were the nasty ones and they promise they told all teachers i nknow its only name calling and hair pulling but im sick of it and if that wasnt enough she caught nits too so we will be getti ng rid of those in a minive just had the head mistress on the phone as i said if this isnt dealt with immediatly shes not com9ing bk and i will be on the phone to education authorities andget up barton school and see how quick they can do a transfer but for now i have a meeting with her tomorrow morning at 8.45 and it better be good cos at the moment kylie doesnt want to go school tomorrow she wants to stay with me ive just had enough of it poor little girl nohing goes her way

SORRY had to be done

luv emz xxxx

Where is everybody today i know clocks went back and stuff but geez its so quiet here tonight how comes everybodys hiding from me ? hehe . oh well i hope you all have a good week

luv emz xx

Hey i just wanted to say thank you to 3 very special friends that have been absolutly wonderful the last 2 days while ive had a problem that was very upsetting to me and needed advice but didnt know what to do but between marg (marglr) , lui (llmunchkin) , and mum (janice povey) who supported me and gave me lots of advice which was all great and now i feel so much happier about it so marg janice and lui thanks for being my brain wen mine was shattered and never knew what to do im feeling so much better about it and its all thanks to you 3 ! I dont know what i would have done without you you are all true diamonds i love yas your friendships mean so much to me THANKS again

oh well i better go and cook these girlys ome dinner and get kylies hair all platted up ready for school tomorrow yay half term is over thank god for that phew !!!!

everyoone have a great day

luv emz xx

hello everyone ,

well thius morning was a bit stressful with kylie playing up and all and i have been feeling a bit sicky too but im not so bad now so this afternoon we decided to go to the beach for a walk heres the piccys we took while we was there .

Me and Chloe walking across the bridge

Me , Kylie and Chloe on the bridge

Chloe on the beach playing

Daddy and Chloe jumping the waves lol

Daddy , kylie and chloe on the beach .

Me , kylie and chloe walking across the beach

Me , kylie and chloe by the water fountain

Me and Chloe but looks like a little someone has jumped in the picture hehe

When we got back Chloe had a little nap i did some house work and barry was teaching Kylie how to play guitar i think she did pretty well too

Now i actually get some time to myself yay

hope ur all having a good day

luv emz xx

 

hi everyone hope u are all having a good day i was supposed to be getting my xmas shopping started today but i feel quite sick and have been sick so im going to leave it until tomorrow , so im gonna do housework and catch up with the washing instead . Kylies behaviour is driving me insane . Chloe is getting too clever for her own good lol ive now had to take her out of her high chair its a long dive ive even tried strapping her in but it jus dont work she manages to break free she has no fear lol i think she wants to be superwoman bit young for tyhat i think oh well lunchtime will be fun trying to keep her sat down kids dont u just love em

Oh and leonie ur not welcome on my page get off it dont uget the hint our friendship is over never to be reformed ur an evil twisted bitch and i want nothing else to do with u rae touches kylie again i will bully u and see how u like it now u know the score fuck off and stay out of my life

sorry about that my lovely minti friends

luv emz xxx

have a wonderful day

Today was barrys first day off and boy didnt i know it kylie has pushed it and pushed it today she was behaving so badly although she tried chloe even missed out on her nap because she couldent sleep i did finally sit her in the corner as its not fair on chloe by then barry was awake and decided she could come out of the corner as he had had enough of her wingeing  because she is being punnished he then told her if she was good he would take her to the beach well she wasnt he carried on and carried on me and barry ended up fighting as she was still allowed to go i lost my temper chloe has been here good as gold all day even though she never got her nap yet kylies been naughty all day and gets to go beach chloe gets to stay home as i didnt want to go didnt want to be around him they kylie came back with her attitude head on and started yet again and barry came back expecting me to to forgive him which i havent the kids are currently in bed kylie is messing around chloes trying to go sleep lets jus hope she goes sleep soon cos im gonna scream ive had it

well hope u all had a better day than me

luvemz xx

 

Ive been trying all day to get some photos of the girls on here but the fck editor wasnt working and still isnt on my other computer so i made my little pea sized brain work overtime and thought to ask barry to put them onto this computer so here goes

This is the girls sat on the sofa watching cartoons last week before i changed the living room round lol .

This was our last day in our old flat chloe loves the washing machine she loves seeing it go round and sometimes she thinks she can be washed lol.

Ok i know i look a mess in this picture it was very early in the morning chloe was a little bored so we had a little play she loves to be tickled ecspecially her neck and under her arms

This was kylie yesterday putting a big smile on her face knowing jaydee would see it she wanted me to send it to jaydee yesterday but i couldent do it til now so she will be happy in the morning mummy has been a good girl and done as she was told 

Aah my doggy pepsi she is the black and white 1 , the white,,brown , and black 1 is spooky pepsi's boyfriend they were playing the other night i think they will make some adoreable puppies

Kylie with her friend , she has a thing about ladybirds at the moment everytime she goes outside she comes back with a ladybird always a differant amount of sots but she is sure its her friend that keeps coming back i think its so sweet.

Chloe playing in our stupidly set out garden if u havent guessed i dont like my garden any part of it jus a patio really and woods if u like lol

Chloe thinks that moving house is so much hard work while mummy ,daddy and chloe were unpacking and setting up chloe found a cozy spot to take a few hours nap

Well thats all for now hope u like them

luv emz xxx

Chloe is not feeling veryu well tonight she has beeen teething the last few days and tonight she has a bad stinky bum and belly she has been up3 times so far to have her bum changed and the last time she was really unhappy so ihave given her a little medised to help her sleep and help with the pain the poor little thing she has been grumpy all day i hope she is feeling much better tomorrow as we do have to go shopping and pay the bills but apart from that she can have me the poor little thing i feel so sorry for her and useless when she isnt well  i think if she wakes again she can sleep with mummy and daddy she loves sleeping in my bed 

well im gonna go and check on my little lady make sure she is ok

This is chloe and my very much loved nanny yesterday when she came over chloe is getting so big and she loves her nanny too

luv emz xxx

Ok ive been bk online a week now rougly and i havent wrote a proper  blog yet so i thought it was about time i had lol .

Well as u know i moved house and i absolutly love it and it is slowly coming on , we measured the old flat and we have measured the house its jus under twice the size and i have a built in cupboard in my spare room which is the tool room which is where my dog pepsi will be having a keeping her babies , kylie and chloe are sharing a bedroom now they have a pink bedroom with a lilac carpet just so its not too pink nowhere can i find curtains big enough to fit their windows so a friend of mine victoria is going to make me some the material will be in the curtain shop wednesday so they have to make do with winnie the pooh for now , but they are so happy with it at first kylie kept putting everything away throughout the day but that didnt last very long hehe kids huh , we have decided to leave our bedroom magnolia only room staying magnolia and barry and his friend steve who is highly annoying went to trago and  got some nice creme bedset and curtains that luckily fitted my massive windows and also a creme carpet that hasnt beeen laid yet that can wait for now , i cant decide on a colour for the bathroom the hallway is light blue , living room will be terricotta & dark blue and we are going to get a dark blue carpet for now i want laminate but with chloe and her head banging at the moment i thought carpet is the safer option , finally the kitchen is half decorated which is light green and ive done it all by myself its nearly finnished but not quite lol .

Kylie has been having problems at school the last month she has been bullied quite bad by a ex friend of mines son that i have recently found out it is being influenced by his mother ive took this up with his step-father who knew nothing about the bullying seems rae is 2 yrs older than kylie it is evil it got to a point kylie was coming home everyday moaning that rae had done something and to be quite honest it carries on i will be bullying her see how she likes it for god sake she is 30 yrs old seems all this had led from a bit of jealousy on his mothers behalf i think she is totally pathetic i knew she was crazy but geez this is just threw me totally i have told her partner i never want to be friends with her again she is supposed to be my best friend and she fucks up like this all because she dont like that im friends with kylies friend declans mum i dont think so ive forgiven her too many times dont get me wrong i love her to bits but this is wrong and i cant forgive it i will be changing kylies school and it makes so much sence although her school report says she has become a popular member in the class and has top marks 1 's and A's so proud of her she will still see declan as he lives not far away jus down the road he often comes to dinner (hes kylies boyfriend u must keep that a secret im not meant to tell anyone) and this other school is just around the corner 2 minute walk .

Also i have told barry he needs to find a new job with set shifts because i really want to go back to work after all my problems with my stomach and constantly with the kids so he is currently looking for a new job yay even if its just up the shop in the evening im happy with that as llong as im out on my own and earning money too barry wanted me to get my  hairdressing stuff back together and go back into that but i said a straight no to that i said wen i sold my equipment i wasnt going to look back and im not so fingers crossed he will find a new job with better hours and shifts instead of working 24hrs a day 4 days a week cos u cant work around that

anyway im off need to cook some dinner

sorry its boring

have a great day

luv emz xxx

ok ur all proberly gonna think im totallly nuts now but im not i swear anyway do any of u know who or is anne - red tomato

thanks in advance

I am so sick and tired of all the arguements in this bloody house well the last few days i decided to try and not argue and watch which i did well until yesterday afternoon when kylie pushed chloe nd barry shouted at chloe for being in the bathroom for fuck sake she is 16 months old try picking her up and removing her and shutting the door and telling her she is not allowed to play in there but yet if chloe was to push kylie over the story would be totally differant yesterday for example kylie finnished school in the car chloe was moaning and i was moving my head so he was n a pissy with us kylie came out of school in apissy she isnt seeing her friends at school for a week its half term he was in a good mood with kylie though i waas left to take all the crap in lunch box drink bag and shopping oh and cant forget chloe he went up the lane with the dog kylie ran out in the road i shouted her tog et bk on the pavement to be shouted at shes coming with me yeah well thanks for telling me im not bloody phycic although i would like to be lo. from there it was jus constant rows and ive had enough of it he has a choice today sort t out or fuck off

ok ive finnishe moaning for now

SORRY

luv emz xxx

hey everyone ,

hope all is well im ok , kylie wetting herself is really beginning to drive me crazy i currently have 4 pairs of dirty trousers to wash from where she is wetting at school and i have a quilt drying and now 1 that also has to be washed i asked her this morning why she weeed in her bed and she gave me the i dont want to go to school she wont tell me why though but im guessing its rae well she is going school i really cant let her stay off another day off she has had so many days off already and today is the last day of termand i think i will ring barton schol today get her in there and hope and pray she stops wetting and chloe cut her lip open yesterday we did go to the doc and he said the cuts fine wont need any stitches and her lip itself should go down within a week well i best go and get kylie to school i havent even done her lunch yet

hope u all have a good day

luv emz xx

ok im really p*#sed off for 2 reasons

reason 1 : I had a phonecall from the police yesterday and because they cant be bothered to do their job i had to find the guy that nearly killed my daughter myself follow him for 2 miles round stupid bendy roads where he finally parked up well anyway as this happened over 6 mnths ago he now all of a sudden doesent have to stand court he can jus walk away so now is it our fault they cant do their job?aparantly its the law well we will soon see when i see the local mp yet if she had died that day he would still stand court what does it matter if its a bruise and a crushed buggy or a babys life its my baby and im sorry where is the justice ? Ill tell u there isnt any put it this way ive never had any im sorry thats wrong and i will do all i can to make sure he pays for it he was speeding hit my daughter and drove off i got very angry on the phone the officer reminded me i was being recorded but to be quite honest i dont really care !

Reason 2 : Im gonna be off this computer before midnight as of then its 18th october the day i hate the reason i hate october well this year its 9 years since the gang rape attack yet i remember it like it was yesterday i really am dreading waking up in the morning kylie isnt  a morning person and has to get right up my nose before school i jus hope she wakes up in a good mood

gotta dash

luv emz

hope you all have a good day

Llmunchkin: Lui , thanks for passsing those messages from janice and yourself every chance u could when u was on ur holiday every time u got able to get internet u checked on janice and left her a graphic from both u and me as i could not personally do it and you know u are a great true friend to me just  a big shame u live the other side of the world .

Winniesanders: Thankyou for the telephone calls even though i have a boyfriend that cant keep his big mouth shut as u well know each time we spoke for hrs well untill barry got miserable hehe , u really cheered me up and also kept me updated on the minti world hehe u are jus such a good friend to me .

Mariamum: Thanks for your phonecalls and texts wen i was offline and stressed to my eyeballs and also kept me updated u are a great friend and dont forget it and im always here if u need me

Sorry its took me so long to write this but ive barely had time to think

love ya all

emz xxxxx

I am so pissed off with the police im not going to blog about it right now though as im too angry i jus gotta get this off my chest though the law sucks no wonder all those people r in prison wenthe police and law suck so much

Before my little lady wakes i thought i would write a quick blog , things have been kinda hectic round here lately but i suppose no internet got me get things on track we managed to get things as good as we could before barry returned to work but the girls room is looking nice and so is the bathroom although barry hates the bath haha perfect size for my size people haha although ive nearly finnished the kitchen i wanted to do the borders and hatch and doors pink but barry says no not fair i will moan til i get my pink hehe leaving jus the living room and my room ,

Kylie is doing well at school despite me being in arguement with them at the moment next hiccup im transferring her but thats another story , as for the red metro guy that i funnily enough bumped into and followed will be seeing me once agin only this time in court now thats what i call a good result £5 petrol well spent i say the officer at the station confirmed all details on both accounts of this car are exact so i will be standing on behalf of chloe he will be facing failing to stop at the scene of an accident and failing to give me his details after knowing he was involved in an accident . I jus hope he gets what he deserves let him denie it to the judge he will decide if he is guilty or not .

As some of u know me and barry havent really been getting on either but maybe the dust will settle now that he is back to work

well i better do this housework before my little lady wakes up for her lunch and restart her batteries hehe

missed u all heaps

luv emz xxxxx

hope everyone is doing good i got fed up of waiting for bt to fix me up a phone box so ive got barry to do it himself lol . and i have been waiting for barry to call bt back but its been 1 excuse after the other im too busy , too busy to make a phonecall  , the idiot is doing my head in 8 days til he goes back to work jesus he will be dead by then .
im still not unpacked although im halfway there but im the only sucker doing any unpacking and i had kylie off school 4 days too due to bullying and teachers feeding my child sugar , colours and chocolate which i feeel was dealt with wrong as now she isnt allowed to join in a cooking session if using any of these tthingss she has to sit and watch the other children i call that punnishment , but we have mannaged somehow to almost paint the girls bedroom soft pink barry has at thhe moment gone to get some lilac carpet and i also havew a lilac and pink border they are going to have a princess bedroom i have found even princess curtains and bedding i have to pick up after the police station tomorrow its ok im innocent lol . well my bedroom is next , ive also took second thought about my dad wen i wentr to clea n old flat a nds left him with my kids BIG MISTAKE  i came back to kylie tellinng me grampy went to sleep left chloe in bed screaming gave kylie 3 packs of flamming hot crisp her lunch not until 3pm iu walked throughh the door to poe on the floor my baby was screaming with soreness and hunger wrapped gher little arms round me i kicked him out of my house my poor kids , as for the police station yesterday we was driving home after dropping kylie to school we decided to go sea front way for the view i spotted the car that hit chloe back in january so i made barry chase him he spun the car round and was up his ass all the way he stopped after 2 miles we pulled in next to him and he undone my window and he asked if he remembered running over his daughter  , he shit himself no no no no , he said how comes u noticed mmy mrs back there and got on the phone then? well from there it was 1 excuse after the other i had enough of excuuses he nearly killed my daughter so i said right enough u hit my daughter and u drove off i know everything on this car including the driver was involveed in the accidernt stop ur lies he said some bullshit he was going to num 1 his mum had had a sytrojke i ordered barry to call the police and send him to this adress he said he has never ran over anyones daughter and if he did he is disgusterd i jus said i disgusted u can denie it u nearly killed my child i dhould kill you and i have to have an interview at the station tomorrow
anyhow hope u are all good

miss u all so much i cant type my feelings words cant explain lol
luv emz x xxxx