Where im living it is strictly no pets but 6 months ago we got a dog knowing efore long we be moving but yesterday ecause my washing machine broke down they will be sending landlord on monday to have a look and because the dog was obviouslyrunning around and had come out of the bedroomas she turnt up as i was bringing kylie home from school and she wanted totake a look at the leak in my washing machine lol and i told her it was my dads dog and she said if its not gone by monday the landlord will go mad as it strictly no pets . So i hve untill monday morning and she cant be here within the day for a while , so she is going to stay with a friend of ours jerry who will look after her in the day time then she will be at home with me at night at least i wont be sleeping without her but im going to misss her so much i hope they fix my washing machine quick so i can have my doggy back at home with me all the time wjhere she belongs lol .

hello everyone im so exited i just got a letter through the door from the hospital about my 42 wk late period ive been waqiting for this appointment since chloe was 3 months old i have to ring them on monday to make an appointment its so exiting ive been waiting sooo long and been told its normal and having to deal with all the pain all the time at least now somebody is looking into makng my pain better a few of you know how much this means to me and i can tell you i am so pleased . I know im not gonna like any of it but i have to do it and finally get this mes sorted out well at least now i know somebody is listening to me

gotta go shopping to do lol

bye mwah xxxxx

What is the point in reading advise if all ur going to do is vote it down and not leave a comment explaining why ? Well i think its childish and pathetic , to be quite honest i dont care about votes they mean nowt to me unlike a certain someone who is being pathetic enough to vote peoples advice down so carry on vote this down too if you like im not bothered . Minti has changed lately it was a very welcoming place now it seems to be a competition to certain people which its not . ok well i hhave to go now

night mwah xxxx

my little princess your 1 today mwah i love you soooo much xxxxxxchloe, we hoope you have the best day sweetheart you can ever ask for we love you so much lots ans lots of love mummy, daddy , and your big sister kyliexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Today i recieved 2 birthday cards for chloe which made my suspicions grow who the card was from comin from swindon so i had to open it as i had suspicions of it being from my mother and o how right was i and how can she even have the cheek and for her to put from little chloes nan and grampy how cheeky can she get he or her are nothing to her ok she was myegg she made me does not make her chloes nan and as for him he is not my dad and never was all he is is a rapist . Ive called the police and some officer their end will be paying a visit and whoever wrote the letter will be arrested as they have been warned to stay away from me and my kids no finding out my whereabouts no contact unless i later decide i wish to see her which i wont . I have  not got the slightest clue as to where she got my adress most proberly kylies mother but then even that a cheek . I realluy hope they get in big trouble with police because they deserve it . Barry is really angry and wants to go flatten him but ive had to tell him to leave it alone as i dont want to get hurt anymore i just want my life back and move on .

Today chloe cut her finger or the first time the poor little thing screamed for about 5 mins i could not believe it when i saw the blood , just before her birthday too poor little angel but she kept her plaster on her little hand for a while while it dried up so she never got no dirt in it .mwah xxxxxxxxx

I dont know whats been wrong with me the last couple of days cos all i seem to be doing is crying and the real annoying bit is i dont know why ????? The slightest thing just starts me off. Usually i finfd it hard to cry but it seems to just be flowing. Chloe has been poorly too the night before ;last she had me up from 2 in the morning we fell aslleep about 6.30 for an houir before kylie gt up but luckily she slept through the night last night and is getting better bless her cotton socks .She cut anoother tooth at the back today too yay thats 8 now

Micheala i hope you all the happiness today and always, now matter the distance between us i will love and miss you today and everyday , i promise 1 day everything will be ok again but until that day ii love you with all my heart today and here onwards .hope you have the best 1st birthday ever i love you so much missing you so much .

Lots of Love Hugs and Kisses auntie emily xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

well im not gonna get too exited but i think im starting to have a period at long last 40 weeks without a period and its finally decided to show its face lol. Now my belly is not hurting so much so ii guess i just needed to bleed but im so glad its here saves me having to have an opertion well at least for now.

Im really looking forward to fathers day tomorrow i have my dad coming for dinner which will be call and barry will be on call out yay cant wait .

Yesterday i started getting really bad period pains, ok i had a little show through the night but nothing to get exited about. It has now been 40 wks since i last had a period. Thats a whole pregnancy, and no matter how much my doctor keeps tellin me its normal i know itss nnot not that he even cares seems i rang him this morning and he cant fit me in until monday but wat use is that im in agony now not monday.  This is really beginning to get me down y cant i be like any other woman and just have a period that is all i ask . Barry badly wants another baby and isnt quite getting if i dont have a period i cant fall pregnant. I feel like my bellys gonna explode it hurts so much surely it cant be much longer before i bleed ,

i am really upset 1 of my advise was deleted while i was in bed sleeping and by the time i got up it was deleted and resolved. I am really upset that all this was done while i was off line not even a chance to say wat i got to say about it what i wrote in my advise was what i learned at a parenting course i never copied it from anywhere. But a big thanks to all of you that voted for it to be deleted i have deleted it all so there will be no more u can get deleted ! Anyway im still annoyed it all happened while i was sleeping then this morning a msg to say my advise has been deleted . All this happened after reporting a member for the comment they made on my advise . which after that was resolved i logged off minti. to wake up for the whole lot to be deleted . Well im not happy with minti and i think i might leave well im going to leave it at this for now and see how i feel later .

c ya

Today i had a phonecall from my auntie needing bits for her motorbike cos she has had a crash now im really upset as she is obviously hurt but she wont give up biking but she keeps hurting herself she scares me to death. Mind ytou im happy im moving but its being decorated at the moment so i still cant move in unfortunatly so i will proberly stay here untill after chloe birthday now as i want her to have a special day for the special little girl she is. Now im wondering withhtis moving and stuff wheather i should contact kylies mother but she has not spoke to her for ages and i dont want to upset kylie if once she knows decides to call her i dont know how she will react as she has so much hate inside her for her mother at the moment . I asked her this morning weather she wanted me to ring her mother and she said no which has made it that little harder to make the choice as she will ask to talk to kylie and she dont want to and i dont want to have to force her to talk to her again like before.

today ive had a really bad day , i spent this morning and afternoon packing then this afternoon it really started 1st off a friend of mine came round and lately  ive realised she has been trying to take control of my children , well as she pulled up i was on my way over the shops so she and her daughter came along we got to the shop and her daughter tried stealing chloe and running round the shop with her so obviously i would not let her then when i was paying for my shopping she grabbed the buggy and ran off with chloe by this time i had enough so i grabbed the buggy and told her to get off my daughter and she told me no and my friend never bothered tellin her to leave chloe so i told her to let go else i will remove her from the buggy myself so she finally let go and i took my other daughters hand and walked on home without them . what a little bratt ha its out now i feel much better .

Today chloe has started holding her balance ready to walk she now holds on to things then pulls herself upright and slowly lets go and wen she feels her balance going she holds back on and repeats it time and time again. I am so proud of her it it was only a few days ago she got up on her feet .

luv emz xx

today i was supposed to have a neighbourhood manager come round today to sort out paper work for me to move house and get the date we can move in and stuff when she was 20 mins late i decided to call to find out where she was as i done some packing found all our birthcertificates and documents made sure the house was gleaming and now she not coming untill monday and i have to be outta here in 18 days and then a few days later its my daughters 1st birthday so much stress sizzling my little brain lol

luv  emz xxx

i feel bad cos th kiz woke to me and barry arguing my oldest is 4 so understands pretty much wat we are saying she understands and we were talking bout splitting and kylie heard and got upset as she is scared im gonna leave her and she sked why are you and daddy shouting ive told er that like mummy gets angry and cross with you and mummy shouts at you and you have time out well sometimes mummys and daddys get angry and cross too and shout at each other and say all these horrible things that we dont mean . I feel bad for her but i know i shouldent i never started it i never woke the kids shouting. He seems to think sorry makes it al ok but no it doesnt i feel like crap he threatened to take  my baby away from me and nobody does that how dare he he never does anything with her so how hes got the nerve to say that and he cant use it as a way for us to stay together . Sorry i had to get some of this out . Well i best go get those dishes done .

bye xx

well done to chloe whos doing really well she is now keeping her balence for a few seconds bless soon she be away and i be running round after her oh she growing up so fast well now i think i better go as thats her awake and she has a new back tooth so im gonna go and give her a couple of days of mummy time and bye x