Well im really pleased with our appointment with the new headmaster at the  new school today the head is really nice and friendly the school is massive she has like 3 playgrounds to play in they have 3 corridors just forthe infants . We got to meet her teacher and all her  new school friends and they are all looking forward to getting to know her . We even got to have a peek in thenursery for wen chloe starts.

I feel so relieved Kylie starts this  new school on monday she is really excited so then i will ring the school and get them to gather Kylies work together and all her belongings and that will be the last time i have  to go there YAY  i thought i would have to wait til next term but no she gave me a load of forms and i have to take them with her  on monday.

I thought Kylie would be a little upset that she wont be seeing  her friends from the old school but at the moment sheis too eager to meet her new friends properly to even worry about it .

I hope u all have a great weekend

Luv Emz xxx

Well seems i havent blogged much about ME lately i thought it  was about time lol. Well first off i have to  tell u this im so excited by the end of the night my friend Sue will be joining Minti YAY . I hope you all be extra nice to her lmao. Barry is just setting her computer up now for her . Haha double trouble for you guys but im sure u will all love her i do lmao. So Sue wen u get to read this im so happy you are finally here  now we can see each other everyday hehe ok so its through a computer but  still .

Well  i have been sick since the weekend sunday  we all went teignmouth park sue included itwas so cold i was froze and coming down with a cold having a tummy bug and i had PMT  real bad still do so we didnt stay for long just an hour or so . I just wanted to go home since then i have been sick with this horrible tummy bug  even took  3 days so far to  get it out of Kylies system  and im still not sure she is 100% better we will see if there is any water poo's in the  morning. Chloeis just about over it although shestill has this cold lingering around it just wont budge.

Then we have my back geesh i have never had such a painful backache once i  sat on the sofa i  could not move for about an hour  and a half not through not trying though i was trying to pull myself up it was just too painful  i was straining that much i wasnt breathing and i kept panicking i was trying my best not to cry cos i didnt want to scare the girls Kylioie was      looking at me going does your back hurt mummy? and she kept chloe away but they  played me like a game of cards and started running up and down  and jumping  on beds knowing  i couldent get up very  snidey lmao. I got some deep heat to put on it and allthat really does is makes my back hot it isnt really doing much i feel like a little robot.

As for my period well ive given up looking for it i rekon that Lui (llmunchkin) has stolen mine  she best hurry up  and bring it back it was mine and im missing it . Geesh  never thought i would ever say that for god sake seriously how hard is it for  my body to  just be like everyone elses and just bleed once a month  my period is like 6 weeks late now i could understand it if i was pregnant   but im   not its weird i think im having a phantom preg seriously its silly i am 6 weeks late on , i have a thing for jaffa cakes tearing out the jaffa and chip butties with lots of buttter wen i dont even like butter , ive been waking up throwing  up the last 2 weeks so annoying but i MIGHT go Drs tomorrow we will see.

I got a call from Barton school today and i have to take kylie in there tomorrow at 1.30 for an appointment with the head mistress about herchanging schools so  fingerss crossed she will be starting there by after easdter the latest so much easier for me and chloe can walk too she is at that stage and  she doesent like her buggy very much right  now .

Anyhoo thats all for nowhope you all havea great day .

Luv Emz xxxx

I got an appointment at Barton school yippee not quite sure when she will be starting yetbut it is looking good i have an appointment with the headmistress tomorrow at 1.30 Kylie was  so excited  when i told her she wasnt going to school tomorrow cos we have to go to her new school usually it would depress her but today no  stopping her she has just  gone to bed  on the conditions we were going to the  new school tomorrow after lunch im hoping they arewilling to start her straight away although i think  it will be after easter whichever im happy anyway at least then chloe can walk and school run will be so much easier .YAY. I  cant wait at least i   wont have to dread the school run anymore .

Luv Emz xxx

As some of you know me and barry havent been getting on lately because he isnt happy  at work bearing in mind i dont know my neighbour from adam yesterday wen we returned from the park Kylie brought me a letter in an envelope fron my neighbour going on about how she has 7 children im a young family bla bla bla bla she is not going to make a official complaint but she wants me to be aware she can hear mine and barrys arguements well this goes on to how they are frequent latey and they are noisy (barry has a big mouth i do too) they go on to say how i dont have carpet in my house ??????? where has that come from she has never been in  my house ??? i admit ok fair enough i do need another 2 carpets the rest of it is carpeeted !! Apparantly i have hardly any furniture yet i have to put my fridge freezer ni where the puppies will be staying because i dont have room for it cos i have TOO MUCH furniture !!! Then she goes on to how if i want her to look after MY KIDS all i have to do is ask ?? how we are a young couple we need time without the kids ?? yues ok i agree with that but if i need a babysitter which i dont i would ask sue or jerry people I TRUST why would i leave MY KIDS with a total stranger ?? i think not . Yeah me and barry are arguing alot but that is none of her buisness i have asked anne next door if she has any problenms which she doesent i mean at the end of thre day who doesent argue?? sorry i had to get this off my chest cos i feel like saying all this to her and barry says im not allowed too

Hope all is well with everyone

Luv Emz xx

Ok i know your gonna kick my ass well and truely for this but HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY  i hope you have an awesome birthday . I hope you like your suprise pressie . I'll call you later just to check you did have a good birthday you can shout at me for this as much as u want it was worth it .

Have a fantastic birthday .

Luv Ya Emz xxxx

Well not much has really been happening around here really ive had my head stuck up my butt for a bit but im ok now . Barry has had the last 2 days off work aparantly sick but not too sick to look for a new job yesterday he never got up until 1pm its alright for some. In his 2 days he took the telephone number for 1 job really i dont know why he dont go bk to endfield i know he will have to work call out and the 4 day thing but at least he never came home pissed off cos he had been arguing with his work mates . Although he seems to be one step ahead of me my step ladder has disappeared i have these photos that need binning and he wont let me he has  put them way out of my reach and all of a sudden the ladder has gone hmm i will figure out a way to get them somehow hehe.

Monthly is still missing its beginning to annoy me now. Barry says im having a phantom pregnancy hehe . Im kinda peeved about it really because i havent long got my periods back like after i had Chloe before i fell preg with her i think i only had 1 or 2 periods after my tube was pulled out my pelvis and i dont want it to get like that again so it better hurry up .

Kylie and Chloe are reaching the end of their sticker charts so tomorrow i will have to go and buy them a baby each for their final reward kylie is getting excited about it lol they have had little treats for every 10 stickers they get (15 for kylie as she has an extra chart for chores that she does tidying her room.) I also need to get them some more stickers they are being too good we are going through too many stickers lol.

Anyway must dash kylie wants lunch lol and i can catch up with minti while chloe is napping and kylie is eating hehe.

Hope you all have a great day

Luv Emz xx

Really doesent feel like a monday today there is no onday mayhem running around getting kylie ready for school. Yay its halfterm i love halfterm i can get things done in my own time . I need to get the beds stripped and clean bedding on them all today i was meaning to do it yesterday along with the hoovering but minti sucked me in hehe. Its absolutly freezen outside so Kylie is upset she cant go outside and play today her exzema is is so sore she can hardly move her right arm because it is so sore the poor thing.

My fire alarm is really really annoying me im trying to work out how i can get it off the ceiling without electrocuting myself ive taken the batteries out and it is now runnig off the fuse and i really dont want to mess with the electrics and it goes off so god damn easily all i have to do is boil a kettle and away the stupid thing goes and its connected to another one by the front door when chloe is around i have to wave the front door until it stops cos i dont want chloe copy me standing on chairs to turn the silly thing off its even got to the point as soom as chloe hears it she runs to the front door to wave it lol.i swear the stupid thing has death coming to it.

I really need to make an appointment to see the doc sometime while the kids are off not that i really want to. My IBS is really playing up im not eating what i should be i am loosing alot of weight and my period will be 4 weeks late tomorrow im getting bored of waiting for it . No im not pregnant my chances arnt very likely and ive done 3 tests so im definatly not pregnant so i really do need to see him im just a bit worried my tube is going to be trapped again so imight accidently forget for a bit i would rather not know. I refuse to agree to any more ops to find out aswell my belly looks like a dartboard as it is .

Thanks to those of you that left your wonderful kind words on my sister and ecspecially to janice what you did janice was so kind and it gave me te answers i needed thanks so much. I did write her an email i basically told her why i reported my stepdad and why i left and thats i will alwyas be here if she needs me which i never got a reply to so the rest is up to her i havent bothered her anymore and i wont she knows im on facebook she knows im in torquay she knows how to find me well if she reads the email so now its totally in her hands wat she does with it as much as it hurts knowing she dont want to talk to me she is doing whats right for her and thats ok i repect that .

Well i must dash i must get these beds stripped and make chloes up ready for her late morning nap.

Have a great day

Luv Emz xx

I didnt know it was half term i didnt even know it was friday??well actually 2 mins ago it turnt saturday hehe i really should be in bed but never mind . My kids will be running round shouting at me to get Chloe out of bed and making their brekkie . I was worried all day about Kylie weather the teachers would send her home she is like a little robot bless her its the weather change i think all of a sudden its so cold its like -5 and her skin has reacted and she has came out in her exzema really bad ecspecially right under her armpit right on the crease OUCH but she wanted to go to school soi took her in anyway covered in cream i told her teacher she was sore ecspecially under her arm and to call me and i would come and get her she said she was telling her teacher she neeeds a bath cos her skin is sore haha she doesent like me using the cream she prefers the tuff i put in the bath less painful for her.

I got her school report she got 4 grade 1's and a grade 2 and also a very good report so i am very pleased about that the grade 2 was for her concentration in class but we knew she suffered there because of rhe OD her mother took Kylies attention span is rather short she only concentrates for about 20 mins at a time any longer she is bored so i can understand that but on the learning front she is top of the class . Yesterday she made me and chloe a valentines card i thought it was really sweet she wrote in it all by herself it read to mummy + chloe happy valentine love kylie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx really sweet it had a big heart stuck on covered in glittter very pretty it even stands im very impressed !!!

Ive suspected for a while (a few weeks) the girls have been fighting while my back is turnt but today mummy was on the ball they were in their room squabbling so i ran quietly to see what was going on they were arguing over a doll chloe was playing with it but it was kylies and kylie wanted it then they started to pull it between each other and then started to fight ha caught em they were gob smacked i now have dolly its mine now hehe she is sat on my toaster she is staying there until they can show me they can play nicely hehe that means no arguing or fighting tomorrow oh im such a mean mummy .

Chloe is getting her terrible 2's oh no it starts again she is having temper tantrums and oh my she definatly has my temper that child simply has no fear inside her at all she will throw herself anywhere if she doesent get what she wants and she really hates her nappy atthe moment too knickers yes she will wear them happilly all day nappy not a chance but she isnt potty trained properly so i plan to work on that over the half term .

Anyway i really must go to bed its really late i will be a zombie tomorrow else goodnight and i hope you all have an awesome weekend.

Luv Emz xx

Why did i ever think that my sister would answer a stupid friend request anyway it was a stupid idea anyway. But when u click away and there is a picture of your sister in your face it was irresistable i didnt think my brain was in my foot . By deleting the request i said in y message if i didnt deserve a chance to explain why i did whast i did so thats fine if she doesent want to hear it i now cutthe line dead too i have nomore time for her she deleted me now im deletiung her before now i would always say if my sister came knocking on my dooor tomorrow i would let her in with loving arms but not anymore i will shut the door on her face . Im kind of annnoyed she doesent want to knowwhy i did what i did because i think she has a right to know why she no longer has a sister . I really wish Barry understood too whenever i try to talk to him about it he changes the subject and when he did ask how it went down he jumped down my throat wen i told him she rejected it WHY ??? i would have thought she would jump at the chance. Men really dont understand. I told my Dad on MSN today he is at college and is about to finnish so he said that he will be here by the time i have got kylie from school so kylie will be happy about that

anyway i have to shoot do some housework before chloe wakes up

Luv Emz xxx

Now all i have to do is hope she speaks to me ! I really hoe so i was just looking on bebo and she is on there too. Its also gave me her email address aswell which is great . Im not going to gett my hopes up too much though cos she proberly dont want to talk to me sorry but i had to tell someone i dont want to tell Barry because he will hound me about it and say i told you so if she rejects my request but i guess i will hve to wait and see gotta dash gotta go get kylie to school she is so late lol

Hope you all have a great day

Happy valentines day

Luv Emz xx

Gee its been a long day here my little angel has only just got into bed and its 10pm i was going to have a nice nalopian pizza for dinner but i got it ut the box and it was mouldy ewww so i made Barry some hotpockets and just cooked myself some chips but i really dont fancy them after seeing that pizza it really was disgusting .

Ive been busy sorting out our bedroom finding space to store the stuff from the spare room because pepsi is going to be in there with spook when she has her pupps.its not getting too far though lol. You can tell she is up the duff she is so laid back its unreal well until somebody knocks the door then she goes absolutly crazy you lwt her out for a wee and usually she will go up the field but she isnt interested as close to the door as possible lol . I cant wait until the pups are born i cant wait to see what they look like . Spook has got blue eyes so im kinda hoping that 1 of them at least has blue eyes shame you cant get dogs scanned hehe.

Chloe has been a grumpy bum today she is teething and boy dont we know it she wants me one minute doesent the next then changes her nmind again little maddam and kylie has had the day off her head was heaving with lodgersso yet again i had to keep her home its really beginning to annoy mei cant wait until after easter when she jopefully starts her new school hopefully the childrens parents there do their hair on a regular basis lol.

WOW valentines day tomorrow im so excited i got Barry an engagement ring we have only been engaged for 2 years tomorrow lol and the last 2 yrs he has bugged me for a ring now he has one he knows what ive got him he has tried it on twice but i covered his eyes no peeking hehe . I got to choose my valentines present although it hasnt come yet im hoping it will come tomorrow i know you are all going to laugh but of all things i asked for a deep fat fryer hahaha believe me i had to beg for days finally he got weak and gave in . Im hoping using a deep fat fryer for some of my meals will help me put on a bit of weight.

Anyway its nearly bedtime here i hope you are all having a great week.

Luv Emz xxx

Well this weekend i protested seems we havent had a car of our own for 3 weeks as it  was broken so it was time we had a weekend out together although i did want to go get nans bills and gt them paid which i was meant to do friday will now have to wait until tomorrow but better late than never.

Yesterday (saturday) we had a big arguement me has got PMT overdue monthlys lol. We  ended out deciding on dawlish warren we also invited along a couple of friends of ours Carl and Sue and their daughter Tee . We met them here to leave for lunchtime the journey there was quite entertaining with one of Barrys bikers friends ahead of us most of the way and Kylie was sick just as we were driving into the car park its over an hours drive away so it was pointless going back just for a change of clothes besides it was sunny so we stripped her of her coat and jumper and gave her face and hands a good clean and we headed off to the beach .

Barry thought it would be funny to take us up and down all these hills and round the grass way when he didnt even need to we could have gone straight to the beach although i did find it amusing when barry went flying down the hill of sand showing off hahaha unfortunatly i didnt have the camera he had it in his pocket i could have emailed it to his mates hahaha.

We must have walked for about 4 miles up and down the beach it really is beautiful there i absolutly loved it. Kylie and chloe were chasing the wavesas we were walking along by the sea it was so funny ecspecially when the waves beat them they were loving it but they did get cold so we got them away from the water and had a drink andd some crisps for the kids in the pub and they played in the beer garden for a bit before going home.

On the way home Kylie was sick again just as we arrived home so i stripped her off as soon as we got in and put her in the bath by the time she got out she was fine just really tired so i got them both some dinnerput chloe in the bath and put them to bed they were out for the count by 7.

Then today Barry cleaned his car as it totally stunk of sick it was disgusting it got everywhere . so whilst he was washing her seat he did chloes and he washed the whole thing seats steering wheel foot mats everything u could possibly see has been polished and cleaned wish he would show my house so much attention lol. Its a man thing thats wat he tells me anyway.

Then we wwent to rainbow house ned Barry before i left if he was going to spend the whole time upstairs on the big slideswhere chloe isnt allowed i will be pissed . But he was really good and split it we also told kylie she had to stay downstairs with her sister for a bit as she isnt allowed up thereand she also was very good and kylie wanted Tee to come aswell so she came too and we all had a lovely time well er most of it bumped into a person i didnt expect to see there leonie and Rae which ended out rather amusing lol.

Kylie and Barry went on the racing cars too and kylie got brave enough to ask daddy to get out hahahaha and she was going round and round she drove it really well bless her.

The girls all really enjoyed it they all say they have had a brilliant weekend so im happy lol.

After we took the girls back home for some dinner and Tee came to ours to play with the girls for a bit and Barry dropped her home in time for me to put them in te bath and into bed and they were straight out for the count tonight not a squeak lol

I hope you all had a great weekend

Luv Emz xxx

 

Pepsi of course LOL. Pepsi spent the night with her boyfriend last night well she returned to jerrys about 2am and he has just sent me a message he will be bringing her home when we get back from rainbow house and that she could well be pregnant she had her bit of fun and they locked in roughly 10 mins so fingers crossed she will soon be having puppies yippeee im so excited i really hope she is pregnnant but we have to wait and see shame u cant get preg tests for dogs hehehe well i best run i have to go and get ready i'll be back later to tell u all what a lovely weekend ive had

Luv Emz xxx

Well the kids are feeling much better chloe still has a cough and runny nose but apart from that they are doing great . Barry was supposed to be coming with me to my nans today but after making that promise he orgainized a day out at rainbow  house so i decided he can take them to rainbow house while i go and see my nan as i was meant to go last night but barry once again made other arrangements more inportant . When barry gets up he is going to have to book a day off work to see his solicitor as some of you know kylie made the decision she doesent want to se her as all she actually does is let her down and only wants to visit funny enough as the summer is approaching so its time for her little holiday she seems to think she is coming to see kylie regardless to kylies wishes for her not to besides after her last visit all future visits will be supervised visits by social services.

pepsi is still not pregnant she did see sppok yesterday but wasnt interested but she is seeing him again later and hopefully she will get pregnant soon but im beginning to thimk we will be waiting until next season i guess we will have to wait and see

hope u all have a great weekend

Luv Emz xx

 

Oh my why am i so soft?? and to people i dont even like! i must be an idiot! At 6am this morning my phone was ringing i tried ignoring it but it was just ringing and ringing and ringing. It was tony a friend of Kylies mother urgh. Nikki is a mess please let her talk to kylie i should have said a straight no as thats kylies wishes i dont go against her word if she says no its no . I told him i will try but cant promise iits her choice she discarded her from herr life thats not my fault. The next thing i get in the background is its my fucking daughter not hers!!!! Liek i said to tony Kylie may not be my daughter but she is my step daughter and ha been the last 3 and a half yrs and she hwrself admits she has been nrought up well if she is so much of a mother why has she never ever been there for her why mess up her head and why have so little contact? Apparantly this is because she doesent work well if thats really the case like ive told her many times and as the cvourt told her the job centre will allow her money to travel to see kylie besides its very funny how the only time sdhe can visit is in the summer season she doesent call or evebn text on birthdays and christmas im sorry but i dont even call this a mother .Apparantly i have turnt kylie against her mother no she did that by herself she never called forced her to tell her she loved her constantly let her down she visits once a yr wen it suits her kylie invited her to her 4th birthday party she never turnt up after that kylie wasnt interested . Everytime she has text and asked for photographs drawings etc i have sent them i  have never denied kylie of her mother not once iots always been her choice and im always here if she wants to talk about her. But yet after everything this woman has done i still say i will ask her to talk to her mother  doubt she will but i wil try but tobe honest i dont knowwhy i should boither she is only going to hurt her im suc an idiot i reallyshould learn to put my foot down . That woman makes me so mad

Well i have to take kylie to school now thanks for that little vent just wat i needed

Luvb Emz xx

Well obviously i love spending time and playing with my Beautiful girls they are my life ! I was only a kid myself when i took Kylie on i was only 18 i had no experience with children except babyssitting a friends children a couple of hours here and there for a packet of fags like u do when you are a kid. Kylie was 13 months old however i had known her all her life i was there when she was born she was born via c section her mother was an alcoholic and never told Barry she was preg although Barry had his suspicions but he couldent say so for sure as she said she was having periods anyway Kylies mother got drunk and took an OD which included anti depressants , co-codomal and paracetamol. She was also 28 weeks pregnant and was missing she was found the next day covered in blood unconcious where she was then taken to hospital where Barry was given 2 choices if the worst happened who was he wanting to save the most hard question your unborn child who has igh risk of surviving less than 24 hrs or your girlfriend ? I know he made the right desicion by choosing kylie she was rushed off for a c-section kylie was born not very healthy weighing a poxy 2Ib 13 oz . She was on a life support machine and was in a incabator she was only allowed to be taken out 20 mins per day she was so fragile wen i saw her i cried it scared me so much a precious baby girl so tiny she could fit in 1 hand obviously this was alot for me to take on at that time iw as only 17 so we remained FRIENDS kylies mother was taken to the mental hospital by her own accord she realised she had nearly killed her child and needed help anyway cut a long story short after barry took kylie home i backed away ALOT  i wasnt 100% myself and i felt kylie needed him the most yet when kylie was 13 months i got sick in fact very sick yes i had my mother to go to if i needed a bitof love but Barry was my friend who showed me alot of love he was my sweetheart from 14 he would not get with me though too young one says. Anyway i was in hospital they were going to send me to my mothers so ahe can look after me which scared the helll outta me so i ended up teelling her i would be staying at barrys not at her house ( i went into foster care at 14) so i did of course barry wanted answers but i never did move out i took on Kylie instead and i endded my world of pain too as many of you know my step father abusd me for years and to this day i believe that special little girl made me report him i seen he could do to her xactly what he done to me so i made a call to the police and stopped it once and for all i havent left her side since she is my princess and she will be mine forever .

Chloe on the otherhand is mine natrally and had a rather natural birth thank god. Although it took us 2 years to concieve the little madam Very stubborn indeed as i earlier said i was very sick while i was sick i had to have an operation where i found out i have PID  and my tubes had been blocked which was freed at the op my tubes were stuck in my pelvis hence why i could not concieve i was told the chance of me ever having a baby naturally or of my own and without the help of IVF was very very slim the exact figurres were a poxy 2% i was gutted so facing up to reality i got myself booked in to see somebody to talk about having IVF treatmentmy appointment was november 05 yet september 05 i was throwing up for a good 5 days so as i dont have periods well until chloe was born so i did a test and finally it was POSSITIVE  i did 5 tests because i didnt believe it was true but it was that day on i was very careful i loved my pregnancy ok i was sick and all i drank for the first 6 months was milk but hey who cares ive got a beautiful daughter i loved it LOL. I went 10 days overdue and they were the longest 10 dys ever8 days over just before bed i had raspberry tea 9 days over i had a faulse labour i was rolling everywwhee hehedayt 10 my waters broke well the hospital broke them i could not stand i could not sit not on the ball nit on the toilet finally i went to the spa lovely warm water enough room to get my legs up and push and get this stubborn girl out well chloe decided she liked the water 4 mins later out she popped ooooooo brown hair wow hello darling welcome before focussing on getting her fully out a further 4 mins she was fully out i had the pleasure of being the first to hold my darling baby girl carrying her out of the water where i passed her to the midwife and i thought she was dead because she wasnt crying but the cord hadnt been cut so Barry cut the cord and there was my beautiful screaming baby girl born weighing a healthy 6Ib 13ozdue o me being a 1st time mother and breast feeding i was keptin over night so they could see we were both happy and chloe was feeding well and correctly my daughter is so very precious to me my yesterday my today my tomorrow my everything MY AANGEL .

I love baking and even kylie is beginning to enjoy it ecspecially decorating the cakes and biscuits im a bit of a savoury persion and like to make pastries and scones and vaul au vaunts and sausage rolls too and i get bugged to make biscuits and cakes.

I also have a passion for horses as many of you know i have a shetland pony called trigger as a xmas pressie to kylie and chloe we have spent many hours grooming him and i enjoy riding him and hopefully the girlsa will soon too at the moment i am tryinng to show kylie there is nothing to be scared of hopefully the weekend kylie will trot on him we will see

Well i will stop now as chloe has woke up thanks Janice i really enjoyed this sorry for going on ive been here ages

Luv Emz xxx

Luv Emz xx

 

Urgh i feel like crap , kids are sick they have this nasty cold and its a real nasty one too. It sucks. Chloe has been up most of the night crying and snuggling poor litle thing she is the worst too. Kylie is taking it really well she didnt go to sleep until 9.30 she said she was cold and tims head was hurting (he has brain damage i dropped him OOPS.) so i got her up and sat her next to the fire to get her heated up a little because she was actallly boiling she had a little chill wen she went back to bed she cried for a minute or so and went to sleep. Chloe on the other hand is a total differant story she is so cuddly she didnt go to sleep until gone 11 she wouldent go in her bed at all she just wanted mummy she got me to lie down on the sofa where she finally fell asleep barry tried moving her numerous times but she just woke up screaming mummum get down and run to me so adventually i left her on the sofa slowly working my way out she woke up at 3aam i gave her milk would she go back to sleep? Nope and today they are bith burnt rightup in front of the cartoons ive rang my friend quandrae(declans mum) and she is going to take teddy tim back for us to save us walking up there so i just have to take tim to her house i just hope they both nap later because im knackered i need sleep lol

hope ur all having a great day

luv emz xxx

Its pancake day?!?! and if it wasnt for the fact Carls truck broke down i still wouldent know! I was sat here deciding what to have for dinner and carl said pancakes its pancake day you crazy woman ! Ok she he isnt wrong is he its pancake day i am crazy and last time i checked i was a woman oh my how did i not know it was pancake day lol . Anyway who is having a  pancake ???? i do love pancakes i wonder how many i can eat snd how many end up on te floor   

Luv Emz xxx

Kylie carried teddy tim all the way hiome he was feeling a little scared in his folder so mummy said i could snug him tight to make him feel more secure its very scary for such a small teddy outside. When we got home from school teddy tim played with Kylie and kylies little sister chloe they were playing mummies ,  daddies and babies afteer that they had a teddy bear tea party to make teddy tim feel a little more welcome in our house.It was nearly tea time so mummy said it was tidy up time so teddy tim was so good and helped us clean up we had it all do ne just as mummy was dsishing up our dinner. So we went to sit at thee table and chloe got in her highchair but unfortunatly mummy didnt cook enough dinner for teddy tim but i had a big dinner so mummy said it would be ok to share my dinmner with teddy tim i like to share sometimes my little sister doesent like to share but its good to share im a good girl and like sharing my things with my friends and sister.Kylie and teddy tim had a roast for dinner They ate it all up kylie said it was very yummy teddy tim ecspecially liked the vegetable and mummy said they were very good for him .After dinner kylie and teddy tim had some biscuits they ate their bisscuits very quickly. Then it was kylies bathtime and teddy tim stayed with chloe and mummy and chloe loves teddy tim and gave him lots of snuggles so teddy tim didnt get scared so teddy tim likes to be cuddled chloe loves teddy tim theb chloe had to get in the bath tooo so then mummy was cuddling teddy tim while kylie and chloe had their bath we didnt want to put tim in the bath else he would go to bved wet and will catch a fever and teddy tim doesent want to be sick like kyliethen it was kylie and chloes bedtime so kylie and chloe got into their bed lothes and we found some clothes for teddy tim for bed kylie and teddy tim got into bed and mummy got chloe in her cot . Teddy tim woke chloe up crying so i ad to get her up again and kylie got ttim his own blanket and they slept like babies all night tey are now ating brekfaqst they are all eating coco pops so teddy tim will need a good wash before we take him back as he is a bit choclately he is missing ihs mummy and all of our friends so mummy said its best we take him back kylie loved having teddy tim over to stay hewas such a good boy

Thank you miss davies

Teddy tim

By Kylie xx

 

Ah mondays suck im always so busy on a monday LOL. Ecspecially today i usually do a roast on a sunday but silly me forgot to get a joint of meat until yesterday late morning OOOOPS. I was too busy tryng to get trigger on here hehehhehe. So it didnt defrost in time for the kids and there is no way we will eat a whole leg of lamb between the 2 of us and the girls love a roast so i decided as i wasnt feeling too clever i would take a nap instead for like 2 hours before i got woke up hehe.. so while chloe is having her daytime nap i am going to take advantage and get these veggies and potatoes cut up the meat in the oven and maybe a bit of housework and washing too before she wakes up for lunch Im also waiting for barrys distrubutor for the car that is still sick lol and his ring for valentines day .

.Pepsi is home and she isnt pregnant YET  she just wanted to play lol and i said it would be only if she wanted to but we are going to keep trying because they were both intrested but because they were out pepsi just wanted play so they will be meeting again on thursday but this time at Jerrys house as i feel pepsi will be more settled there i just dont want them to do it here because of the kids Kylie would have a thousand questions.

My friend vikki has also just been for a cuppa and pick up Kylies coat as she has ripped it at the seams and she only got it 2 weeks ago personally i think it was an anger thing as the coat came from her mother so ive also asked her to do some embroidery on the back and write Princess Kylie on it and hopefully she will look after it a bit better and ui think it will look smart lol .

Anyway must dash lots to do ah i hate mondays they suck lol

Luv Emz xxx

haha she has came back she ran away into winnies hotmail she gave him it too cozy in there so here he is back his name is trigger and ghe is our newset edition to the family

luv emz xx

I want her to come home she is coming back tonight though we decided because she is mopping about and constantly connected to me in some way she should not stay at spooks and we will get her over every couple of days until she stops bleeding and apparantly once they have concieved they stop bleeding ?? I just hope she falls quickly because i am missing her so bad what a sook i am its only a dog but i love her dearly she is my bodyguard lol. She even sleeps on my feet lol . She returns at 9pm and im sat here watching the clock i want my doggy back .

Ive had a lazy day today even too lazy for minti i came on earlier for about 15 mins but thats it i did a little housework and tried for about 3 hours to put a picture of trigger (our pony) in my blog but it really would not work no matter what i tried i even emailed it to lui and it still never worked apparantly he still had my friend vikkis computer inside his that why i could not do it as it doesent have any anti virus or anything on it OOOOPS.But Barry is going to sort it out so i can .

After aall the stress of that i got a bit of a headache and i was feeling a little hormonal so i took advantage of chloe taking her nap and joined her not literally in my own bed i jumped a ile when i woke up and my Dad was sat next to me with a cup of tea i nearly knocked it  out his hand i knew he was coming but not yet lol but i had been to sleep for 2 hours chloe was up and runnig round screaming god knows how i slept through it i must of been knackered i did have a chat with him and i told him what i had been told and he said he had kicked paul out for having a go at him for his diet and his weight he said that his thyroid is playing up really bad he is finding it hard getting to college and it is really getting him down but hey who can blame him? so ive demanded he gets a sick note from doc and goes back on the sick he doesent really have a motive for college anyway and isnt learning anything he doesent already know its just an excuse not to work ive also got him to get an agreement thingo with his doc so i can talk to him if i feel worried about him again and i want to know what is happening there so all is good there daughters happy lol.

Anyhoo i am going to do myself something for dinner now and try and eat it too lol hope u all had a great weekend

Luv Emzx xx

Well finally pepsi has come into season so she will be going away very soon i am so exited she is going to dartmoor to see her boyfriend for a few days to make some babies we have been waiting for her to come into season for about a month and a half we will be keeping 1 of the puppies and the others are already gone i think but it depends on how many pups she has im just dreading the labour i so hope its wen Barry is home sorry i just had to blog this im so excited lol

Hope your all having a great weekend

Luv Emz xxx   

I cant believe how much stuff chloe has been doing the last few days the other day she decided no more nappies i was potty training her anyway but she still had nappies through the week some of the day and she started to use the pottty but now she doesnt want one on at all even to go shops is a nightmare you get a nappy and she is gone like the wind whoosh she is so fast the little teror and then when you finally catch her you get her nappy on and she takes it off i swear its her little game lets see if i can keep my nappy off before mummy gets my trousers and boots on and she finds it absolutly hilarious. Such a monkey. Then today i needed to get her some big girl knickers she loves wearing knickers so we left home really early cos i had an appointment too which is in my lounge sorry only my friends can see it and chloe decides no buggy ok fine i knew she wouldb e knackered come bedtinme so i thought why not she did really well she walked all the way and was absolutly brilliant kylie didnt walk like that until she was like 2 and a half i was really shocked she is only 19 months. but by the time we got home she was knackered although she was a monkey in the shopand i also brought her a little toy for beng such a big girl and walking all that way its a good 30 min walk i was right though she was shattered come bedtime so i thought ok dinnner and bed tonight for miss elissa she got ready for  bed fine got her milk she went to her bed fine put her into bed and gave her her milk and she screamed for englandchloe wanted bath so mummy gave in to the tired poppet and got both girls in the bath they had a 10 min splash and i got them off to bed she was asleep in secs hehe my water baby cant sleep without water lol .

I also managed to talk to my dad about his health and he disagrees its an issue and i worry too much so i was talking top jerry (dads best friend) and i have given him permission to go and throw my dads frying pan away my dad cant even fit his jack russell on his  lap that is saying something and a s lazy a my dad is at the moment he wont go and get a new one for a few weeks so hew might eat a bit healthier as he is at the moment cooking chips in oil he put in thre like 6 months ago its grim he may curse for a while but he will except it its cruel i know but sometimess you have to be cruel to be kind and we arnt actually gonig to throw it awayu just get the oil out and put it in jerrys garage for a while until he looses a bit of that tum tum but BTW its very comfy but it has to go hehe.

Hope you all have a great weekend

Luv Emz xx